okay.
iam like so tired.
but just dont know why i just cant sleep.
did my english and other hmwk.
and still stuck with this mode.
waddduuuhh.
i even wrote a bulletin just to fill the time.
iam like an unrest dead soul.
my mind keeps replaying the moments i hang up the last phone call i had with halfie. the moment i place my blady head down my pilllow.what the hell is going on here xia. why is this affecting me so much? just now when i met up with some of halfie's friends,they say he's doing well down there.he sounds SUPERB. not a single question about me.they even heard he had a new girl.woah.that's like unusual of halfie.to be able ot move on super fast.dady says people change at any moments in life. sometimes we dont even notice we change.GOD!bless my soul.
i want to rest leyy.arghs.i tried to go out for some fresh air but its like raining so heavily,making me feel more uneasy.walaowei.iam feeling so ..i dont know.
its a feeling so hard to describe.and unknown.
okay.
its like in the wee hours in the morning and iam like blabbering about my past.
move on dummy.ha.i will. somemore i cant like spoil tomorrow.its like a big day for mumy love.especially after she was discharged from the hospital recently.
till here larrh.
i want try get some rest for tmr.
(:
sweets.
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Sunday, May 11, 2008
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unable to sleep.