eerrr.today was a lil monotonous for a wednesday.actually had plans to go meet sab for C# project but then realised i woke up late like usual.(:ha ha. so cancel plan lorhh.then i woke up watch cartoon.&&more cartoons.till like about six when halfie called.ask me teman him go buy something.so like set lorh.somemore i was like nothing to do at home mahh. so i straight away go get ready. later hor,when i was like putting on my shoes,dady stopped me.he sat he wants to eat AYAM PENYEK at lucky plaza.&& he dont mind sending me to somerset to meet halfie. so halfie dont need to waste the taxi fare.so i called halfie to reconfirm our plans.wee~ feeling like myself again nowadays.tmr rafael is going to AMSTERDAM for his hunnymoon.GOSH!!i so damn envy that farking ANNAELLE; my so called sister in law.eeerr.it sounds more like BITCH in law right?AGREE!!damn damn.raf secretly bought for me a reef 'ZINA' sandals.(: so like GIRL man!with plus plus.[ ask me if you want KAPO more. ] laughs* i so love kor kor man!Returning back to reality,i intro halfie with some girlfriend that i think as better states yesterday.i intro CASSANDRA.i dont remember mentioning ..SANDRA in here before.so this make it the first.fuuyooo.she's GORGEOUS.&& has the all the things, a guy wants in a girl.that makes her SUPERB.a perfect match for halfie.then later after all that hardwork before he goes back.he asked why am i so into girlfriends nowadays && get them to know him.then i like.."weeelllll.simply because they're much much better than me && particularly cause i dont want you to be stucked ALONE.ANW you need someone to take care of yr needs " && MAINLY SO THEY CAN REPLACE ME.bt of coz i never say that literally.i just done want to hurt halfie, you see.if ever i moved on && iam doing well..then he how? thats the thing NOW. currently he still asked me out to accompany him to buy his monthly needs like today lorh.eventhough he was here just for tis two wks.i felt as if he's staying.&& not following up with his studies at harvard.i pity him somehow.to have to put up with my NONSENCE all this while.i cant burden him anymore.i need to take my leave.bt HOW? i promise him tt i wouldnt avoid him this time.&& somemore he read me like a book.so well predictable.ARGGHS. such a dillemma.
and you want guess what halfie answered...period.till here then.yawn* laughs*
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Thursday, June 19, 2008
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CASSANDRA'S DREAM.