ohh fark. feeling alil of abundance. hell yeah..guess thats part of life. being loved.being ditched.being left alone.being WHATEVER larh. iam so killing myself sooner or later.just couldnt bring myself to go on another day.URGHS..can pple like stop being judgemental && stuff. pay a lil tribute to those who was always there.like it always had been. "Once got a better new,the former will be left behind."just as memories.treated like trash.not being literally said but still. YES. i get it.ive learn to understand where i actually stand in yr life. STOP WHEREVER YOU ARE & SPARE ME A THOUGHT. fyi.i'll always be ard eventhough you dnt need me.dont push me ard cause iam starting to hate being there for you. cause i knw youre always taken care off by yr newbies && iam no more needed. ohh well.guess the only thing that i cud really put my heart && soul in currently are music.
Recently I've been, Hopelessly reaching Out for this guy, Who's out of this world. Believe me.
He's got a girlfriend She's always around him then Cos she's 17 She's in the dance crew She'd kill me
For so many nights now I find myself thinking about him now.
'Cause obviously, He's out of my reach But how can I lose He keeps botherin' me and I know I never will be her enough for him.
No, no Never will be her enough for him.
Gotta escape now Get on a jet now. yeah Off to aussie and that's where I'll stay, for three years.
I'll put it behind me(i'll put it behind me) Go to a place where he cant find me. yeah.
'Cause obviously, He's out of my reach, I'm wastin' my time 'Cause he'll never be mine I know i never will be her enough for him. No, no Never will be her enough for him
He's outta my head And I never know where I stand Cos I know I'm not her enough for him He's not enough for me (for me, for me)
Sorry for not updating,MATES! I just find it alil burden to set my butt to the chair for minutes just to update you daily. Err . Recently ive got enough of bullshitting. I went to school with sufi for only two or if iam not wrong once for this patetic week. Guess i am in need of a reality check, to my opinion everyone around me need one two. SERIOUSLY. cause to come to think of it i && sufi arent together acerli. But some of my newbies thought we were. Like why bother? Its my blady life right? ERGHS. Second thoughts are always in my petite mind. SHOULD I? SHOULD I NOT? the thoughts of whether i wil last long with the latter? ERR or is it that iam done with whatever i have now ? or is it like WHAT?? IDK larh sial. I want to be secured in the RIGHT kind of arms,you see? Like what that BITCHY LILY had said when she saw me with sufy. "SE KEPING XIA !!" Fark off larh can? You made me look for others. You made me rethink what i was sure off . After like we really are into it. YOU CAME ALONG WITH YOUR FARKING DIRTY MOUTH..ARGHS.[ p.s. really hope that LILY i refering to read this entry. ]Now i am stuck with deciding you fark.BBAAAAIIKKK!!!. Having that MAC guy in mind, that EMO looking guy, that HAFIZ guy ...I am sure alot more will come along. This is what made me REthink...LILY said," AIIII! there's like better choices out there,why wanting to settle down so early with a _ _ _ _ _ somemore.eyy dont drop my water face alright.See larh. this trouble you invite inn yrslf you know. if i were you i wouldve appreciate the former one." dots.
"AHYA! HELP! I need somebody, HELP! not just anybody, HELP! you know I need someone, help.
When I was younger, so much younger than today, I never needed anybody's HELP in any way. But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured, Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.
HELP me if you can, I'm feeling down And I do appreciate you being round. HELP me, get my feet back on the ground, Won't you please, please help me?
And now my life has changed in oh so many ways, My independence seems to vanish in the haze. But every now and then I feel so insecure, I know that I just need you like I've never done before.
HELP me if you can, I'm feeling down And I do appreciate you being round. HELP me, get my feet back on the ground, Won't you please, please HELP me.
When I was younger, so much younger than today, I never needed anybody's HELP in any way. But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured, Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.
HELP me if you can, I'm feeling down And I do appreciate you being round. HELP me, get my feet back on the ground, Won't you please, please help me, HELP me, HELP me, oh"
lalalala~ iam so drained larh sey.things are just NOT going my way.it seems like its not only me having problems.Even baby also have problems with the currents.ARGHS.no more fienu to turn to.no more fienu to protect me.NO MORE EVERYTHING.
during our 1hr break,there's this 'VEGE' that is super NOT ciow bu. was wearing this shorts.then bending down,showing her NOT so good looking "PEEKU" at our table. which then i realised that yq darling is observing with much enthusiast. wahhseyy. haha. guess what i did next? while he was still observing. i say loudly, " OHH WELL,NOW I KNOW WHY YOU DONT WANT 'LAYAN' ME LEYYY?! CAUSE YOU BUSY LOOKING AT SOMEONE'S PEEKU!" i swear i saw him blush.serious xia. but of course larh ,he deny all the way. then one more prove that he was so INTO that girl's butt was that he was eating with his chopsticks upside down larh sey. haha. aint that like duhhh! YQ! YQ! YOUR MAMA IS SO FATT..haha. AIYO.AIYO. you see guys nowadays.ERRRXING leyy. haha.
YOURE SO RIGHT UNLESS YOURE PROVEN WRONG,my dear.dots.
then later after WEB DESIGN classes. i was like urgh. then i entertain samy's crap && taking photos of him emoing plus gaying.
[ P.S HOPE THIS ENTRY NEVER OFFEND ANY OF MY BELOVED MATES,EITHER SAMY OR EVEN YQ.(: NO MATTER WHAT I STILL LOVE BOTH OF YOU ALRIGHT?!LOVELOVE<3 ]
this message is for all. i am not refering to any patetic soul to be exact. this is random. cause i just feel like saying it. i may be very nice && i can also be very farked up two. once ive made up my mind there's nothing that could persuade me to change it. if ever you existed in my life && was once hurt by me. iam god damn sorry. please larh okay. just move on. iam here not to impress any arse. this is my farking space where i scribble my daily lifeprints. so if you're here to read.limit yourslf to only reading. && i farking dont mind if you want to say something at my taggboard but for goodness sake.its not a corner for you to tell my mates what ive done to you && whatever bullshit that took place.if this entry hurt anyone somehow. so be it.
ohh weell.basically iam left at home while my dady,mumy && lil brud went to melacca to go visiting. so iam like OKAY.they left at about 3 in the morning. so i was planning to go out to slack with some friends but last minute change of plans.which later around 4 am ,this group of guys pick me up to go for skate.(: it was way awesome you know. i was like. wee~ we went to east coast cause i want to slack at the beach.&& this time timmy was alil bad. he was crazy over the fact that his dudette is still in the hospital. therefore he was so like crazy but at least it never bothers me. cause all i know is that when they start skating i was like dozing off. i was lying in one 'pondok' that was near by.(: wee~ then when i woke up it was like 6 plus. then we went to eat macy there. which took us like 2hrs to pull our buttocks off the chair && proceed home. drake send me home this time reluctantly. haha. cause jossy's house was out of the way. drake was so like URGH. that he smack my butt. which then i return with a bite on his shoulder. haha. REVENGE is so SWEET. haha.then reached home sweet home.give drake a peck on the cheeks && i was off to do some editing of photos.
the captions in the photos holds a thousands meanings.
then later sufy msg. then i met him around 1 plus at may neat TM there. which later i bum into berg && raisha. haha . that farking couple. haha. WHATEVER shit larh okay.....
i had POC lab test justnow && it was difficult.i answered the 1st && 2nd questions w/o having doubts but still the third holds alot of marks though. URGHS!! then iam like WHATEVER larh. let the marks be of waht i deserve.OHH FARK!!today i went to RP, otw there in the MRT,i came across this super big big girl/teen i guess,
during 3hrs break to send baby's stuff. i so love her okay? Even sufy was jealous about it you know. haha. cause yesterday went i go accompany him to SIM LIM to get his electronic tools && WHATEVER board. haha. then he teman me to baby's hse to get her stuff. then i was like so long upstairs that he smoke two sticks && started to maddling with his electronic stuff. poor thing. but i swear i never forced him to come along though. haha. (: you know what? sufy is like so related ot me larh dey. he knows my lepaking places last time.&& the person iam blooded with.ohhhllalalalla. then much happen after that. then justnow in the morning i went to school with sufy. board the super early bus cause of POC test then i was like studying the whole way that i pity sufy,having to come to school early with me && i never layan him.after reaching back to NYP, i went to meet fatin then play the guitar like so fun larh dey.COOL SHIT. wee~ then i enter HTML class 1hr latenext shocking thing is that nothing of that class i acerli remember learnign cause i was like sleeping.SNORES* then after school i went home with SUFI && that he waited for me 2hrs cause his classes ends at 4pm. URGHHHSSS!!
&& WAIT about love. iam NOT raddy larh sey. i dont want to be tightdown yet. i still want to mingle around without boundaries. iam not raddy to be like before. To be devoted to one all over again.FARK.FARK.FARK. hopefully people understands alright?! can we like LOVE without beiing together or something.OHH FARK!! iam so addicted to this line. people surrounding me recently will know why. haha.
tuesday's such a turn off nowadays.but today was a total change.REALLY. see hor. today iam like supposed to go for science night classes at yio chu kang sec. but it turns out that iam more attract to stay with the soundcart people.REALLY.they like fun to be around with you see. with their never ending RACIST jokes. haha .they always make fun of me && my bracey. ohh FARK. haha. FIRE FARK. ahha.gosh. so addicted.haha.then i saw missy lady under a huge tree along a dark alley/pathway.ohh FARK. i hate color 09. && the mee goreng justnow was ERRRMMMM. goodnight.
the starting of a few buzy weeks to come.URGHS.projects are everywhere xia.DUEDATES && DEADLINES.ARGHS. give me a period can can?! i went for class late this time.then meet sufi during 3hr break then sleep then go for web design class.ARGHS. i finally know who is nawal. haha. that girl.GOSHH! now i knw why my cuzy hates her.haha. EEEIIIUUUU. such a blab.ha ha. then later after school i went to meet all the GARDEN mates. oooohhhh shitt. there's luqman. haha && his beau girlfriend.(: she's prone to wearing short low neck dresses.arghs. such a standard.&& this time she never smile at me.FARK.okay whatever larh. maybe cause i was communicating with the minahs but still..i no owe you no money.SOO YOU BETTA FORCE YASLF TO SMILE.MADDERFARKER.(:(: okay i so love msging with someone.he's so ERRMMMM. haha.
sory mates for the dark photos. JUST QUINCH YOUR BLADY EYES ALIL TO HAVE A LOOK ALRIGHT TITTIES. byebye.
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finally its friday.but i was like not looking forward to this weekend acerli.time is moving a lil to fast you see.come on give me a break GOD.haha(: so many things happens today.sort of happy somethings happen && sort of sad to find out some things two.IDIOT. iam clueless about the feeling iam going thru now.SERIOUSLY larh xia.which GUY? stop & DECIDE.opportunities doesnt come knocking on doors twice you know. so like korkor LUQ had said yesterday,.GRAB whatever comes around cause even if the one coming later is better cause you must always remember who was around when you needed one to be ard.GOSH.iam like stuck now.i thot ive moved on to forget that classy CRUSH i had.but he set the mark larh sial.if i knew its gonna be like this.i wouldnt even open my heart willingly to love when one never offer.FARKTARD. okay fine.i'll stick to LUQ's theory. i'll make do whatever's ard for the time being.(: frankly sepeaking i hate being a GEMINI cause iam like so undecisive,having two hearts.URGHS.anw.other than tt school was awesome.everything goes as i want it to be.the way i would like to end the week i went home with sufi.he knows more now.i guess.okay let time bring whatever's coming along.i dont want to like rush things cause it'll lead to no good aft all.lets concentrate on my upcoming testes.after all i'll manage on my own for the time being. fyi mates i signed up for the thailand trip.to teach the youngsters there IT && science && whatever stuff larh. really hope to get to go.(:
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
down.ohh fark. feeling alil of abundance. hell yeah..guess thats part of life. being loved.being ditched.being left alone.being WHATEVER larh. iam so killing myself sooner or later.just couldnt bring myself to go on another day.URGHS..can pple like stop being judgemental && stuff. pay a lil tribute to those who was always there.like it always had been. "Once got a better new,the former will be left behind."just as memories.treated like trash.not being literally said but still. YES. i get it.ive learn to understand where i actually stand in yr life. STOP WHEREVER YOU ARE & SPARE ME A THOUGHT. fyi.i'll always be ard eventhough you dnt need me.dont push me ard cause iam starting to hate being there for you. cause i knw youre always taken care off by yr newbies && iam no more needed. ohh well.guess the only thing that i cud really put my heart && soul in currently are music.
much love
told you about it at 6:10 PM
ohh fark. feeling alil of abundance. hell yeah..guess thats part of life. being loved.being ditched.being left alone.being WHATEVER larh. iam so killing myself sooner or later.just couldnt bring myself to go on another day.URGHS..can pple like stop being judgemental && stuff. pay a lil tribute to those who was always there.like it always had been. "Once got a better new,the former will be left behind."just as memories.treated like trash.not being literally said but still. YES. i get it.ive learn to understand where i actually stand in yr life. STOP WHEREVER YOU ARE & SPARE ME A THOUGHT. fyi.i'll always be ard eventhough you dnt need me.dont push me ard cause iam starting to hate being there for you. cause i knw youre always taken care off by yr newbies && iam no more needed. ohh well.guess the only thing that i cud really put my heart && soul in currently are music.
Recently I've been, Hopelessly reaching Out for this guy, Who's out of this world. Believe me.
He's got a girlfriend She's always around him then Cos she's 17 She's in the dance crew She'd kill me
For so many nights now I find myself thinking about him now.
'Cause obviously, He's out of my reach But how can I lose He keeps botherin' me and I know I never will be her enough for him.
No, no Never will be her enough for him.
Gotta escape now Get on a jet now. yeah Off to aussie and that's where I'll stay, for three years.
I'll put it behind me(i'll put it behind me) Go to a place where he cant find me. yeah.
'Cause obviously, He's out of my reach, I'm wastin' my time 'Cause he'll never be mine I know i never will be her enough for him. No, no Never will be her enough for him
He's outta my head And I never know where I stand Cos I know I'm not her enough for him He's not enough for me (for me, for me)
lalalal~
much love
told you about it at 2:09 AM
this is my version. ha ha. RANDOMISM.
Recently I've been, Hopelessly reaching Out for this guy, Who's out of this world. Believe me.
He's got a girlfriend She's always around him then Cos she's 17 She's in the dance crew She'd kill me
For so many nights now I find myself thinking about him now.
'Cause obviously, He's out of my reach But how can I lose He keeps botherin' me and I know I never will be her enough for him.
No, no Never will be her enough for him.
Gotta escape now Get on a jet now. yeah Off to aussie and that's where I'll stay, for three years.
I'll put it behind me(i'll put it behind me) Go to a place where he cant find me. yeah.
'Cause obviously, He's out of my reach, I'm wastin' my time 'Cause he'll never be mine I know i never will be her enough for him. No, no Never will be her enough for him
He's outta my head And I never know where I stand Cos I know I'm not her enough for him He's not enough for me (for me, for me)
Sorry for not updating,MATES! I just find it alil burden to set my butt to the chair for minutes just to update you daily. Err . Recently ive got enough of bullshitting. I went to school with sufi for only two or if iam not wrong once for this patetic week. Guess i am in need of a reality check, to my opinion everyone around me need one two. SERIOUSLY. cause to come to think of it i && sufi arent together acerli. But some of my newbies thought we were. Like why bother? Its my blady life right? ERGHS. Second thoughts are always in my petite mind. SHOULD I? SHOULD I NOT? the thoughts of whether i wil last long with the latter? ERR or is it that iam done with whatever i have now ? or is it like WHAT?? IDK larh sial. I want to be secured in the RIGHT kind of arms,you see? Like what that BITCHY LILY had said when she saw me with sufy. "SE KEPING XIA !!" Fark off larh can? You made me look for others. You made me rethink what i was sure off . After like we really are into it. YOU CAME ALONG WITH YOUR FARKING DIRTY MOUTH..ARGHS.[ p.s. really hope that LILY i refering to read this entry. ]Now i am stuck with deciding you fark.BBAAAAIIKKK!!!. Having that MAC guy in mind, that EMO looking guy, that HAFIZ guy ...I am sure alot more will come along. This is what made me REthink...LILY said," AIIII! there's like better choices out there,why wanting to settle down so early with a _ _ _ _ _ somemore.eyy dont drop my water face alright.See larh. this trouble you invite inn yrslf you know. if i were you i wouldve appreciate the former one." dots.
"AHYA! HELP! I need somebody, HELP! not just anybody, HELP! you know I need someone, help.
When I was younger, so much younger than today, I never needed anybody's HELP in any way. But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured, Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.
HELP me if you can, I'm feeling down And I do appreciate you being round. HELP me, get my feet back on the ground, Won't you please, please help me?
And now my life has changed in oh so many ways, My independence seems to vanish in the haze. But every now and then I feel so insecure, I know that I just need you like I've never done before.
HELP me if you can, I'm feeling down And I do appreciate you being round. HELP me, get my feet back on the ground, Won't you please, please HELP me.
When I was younger, so much younger than today, I never needed anybody's HELP in any way. But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured, Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.
HELP me if you can, I'm feeling down And I do appreciate you being round. HELP me, get my feet back on the ground, Won't you please, please help me, HELP me, HELP me, oh"
lalalala~ iam so drained larh sey.things are just NOT going my way.it seems like its not only me having problems.Even baby also have problems with the currents.ARGHS.no more fienu to turn to.no more fienu to protect me.NO MORE EVERYTHING.
much love
told you about it at 1:06 AM
Sorry for not updating,MATES! I just find it alil burden to set my butt to the chair for minutes just to update you daily. Err . Recently ive got enough of bullshitting. I went to school with sufi for only two or if iam not wrong once for this patetic week. Guess i am in need of a reality check, to my opinion everyone around me need one two. SERIOUSLY. cause to come to think of it i && sufi arent together acerli. But some of my newbies thought we were. Like why bother? Its my blady life right? ERGHS. Second thoughts are always in my petite mind. SHOULD I? SHOULD I NOT? the thoughts of whether i wil last long with the latter? ERR or is it that iam done with whatever i have now ? or is it like WHAT?? IDK larh sial. I want to be secured in the RIGHT kind of arms,you see? Like what that BITCHY LILY had said when she saw me with sufy. "SE KEPING XIA !!" Fark off larh can? You made me look for others. You made me rethink what i was sure off . After like we really are into it. YOU CAME ALONG WITH YOUR FARKING DIRTY MOUTH..ARGHS.[ p.s. really hope that LILY i refering to read this entry. ]Now i am stuck with deciding you fark.BBAAAAIIKKK!!!. Having that MAC guy in mind, that EMO looking guy, that HAFIZ guy ...I am sure alot more will come along. This is what made me REthink...LILY said," AIIII! there's like better choices out there,why wanting to settle down so early with a _ _ _ _ _ somemore.eyy dont drop my water face alright.See larh. this trouble you invite inn yrslf you know. if i were you i wouldve appreciate the former one." dots.
"AHYA! HELP! I need somebody, HELP! not just anybody, HELP! you know I need someone, help.
When I was younger, so much younger than today, I never needed anybody's HELP in any way. But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured, Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.
HELP me if you can, I'm feeling down And I do appreciate you being round. HELP me, get my feet back on the ground, Won't you please, please help me?
And now my life has changed in oh so many ways, My independence seems to vanish in the haze. But every now and then I feel so insecure, I know that I just need you like I've never done before.
HELP me if you can, I'm feeling down And I do appreciate you being round. HELP me, get my feet back on the ground, Won't you please, please HELP me.
When I was younger, so much younger than today, I never needed anybody's HELP in any way. But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured, Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.
HELP me if you can, I'm feeling down And I do appreciate you being round. HELP me, get my feet back on the ground, Won't you please, please help me, HELP me, HELP me, oh"
lalalala~ iam so drained larh sey.things are just NOT going my way.it seems like its not only me having problems.Even baby also have problems with the currents.ARGHS.no more fienu to turn to.no more fienu to protect me.NO MORE EVERYTHING.
during our 1hr break,there's this 'VEGE' that is super NOT ciow bu. was wearing this shorts.then bending down,showing her NOT so good looking "PEEKU" at our table. which then i realised that yq darling is observing with much enthusiast. wahhseyy. haha. guess what i did next? while he was still observing. i say loudly, " OHH WELL,NOW I KNOW WHY YOU DONT WANT 'LAYAN' ME LEYYY?! CAUSE YOU BUSY LOOKING AT SOMEONE'S PEEKU!" i swear i saw him blush.serious xia. but of course larh ,he deny all the way. then one more prove that he was so INTO that girl's butt was that he was eating with his chopsticks upside down larh sey. haha. aint that like duhhh! YQ! YQ! YOUR MAMA IS SO FATT..haha. AIYO.AIYO. you see guys nowadays.ERRRXING leyy. haha.
YOURE SO RIGHT UNLESS YOURE PROVEN WRONG,my dear.dots.
then later after WEB DESIGN classes. i was like urgh. then i entertain samy's crap && taking photos of him emoing plus gaying.
[ P.S HOPE THIS ENTRY NEVER OFFEND ANY OF MY BELOVED MATES,EITHER SAMY OR EVEN YQ.(: NO MATTER WHAT I STILL LOVE BOTH OF YOU ALRIGHT?!LOVELOVE<3 ]
during our 1hr break,there's this 'VEGE' that is super NOT ciow bu. was wearing this shorts.then bending down,showing her NOT so good looking "PEEKU" at our table. which then i realised that yq darling is observing with much enthusiast. wahhseyy. haha. guess what i did next? while he was still observing. i say loudly, " OHH WELL,NOW I KNOW WHY YOU DONT WANT 'LAYAN' ME LEYYY?! CAUSE YOU BUSY LOOKING AT SOMEONE'S PEEKU!" i swear i saw him blush.serious xia. but of course larh ,he deny all the way. then one more prove that he was so INTO that girl's butt was that he was eating with his chopsticks upside down larh sey. haha. aint that like duhhh! YQ! YQ! YOUR MAMA IS SO FATT..haha. AIYO.AIYO. you see guys nowadays.ERRRXING leyy. haha.
YOURE SO RIGHT UNLESS YOURE PROVEN WRONG,my dear.dots.
then later after WEB DESIGN classes. i was like urgh. then i entertain samy's crap && taking photos of him emoing plus gaying.
[ P.S HOPE THIS ENTRY NEVER OFFEND ANY OF MY BELOVED MATES,EITHER SAMY OR EVEN YQ.(: NO MATTER WHAT I STILL LOVE BOTH OF YOU ALRIGHT?!LOVELOVE<3 ]
DOUGIE POYNTER. boredom is killing me.&& i superly hate drunkard.BAAAIIIKKK!!
much love
told you about it at 2:07 AM
DOUGIE POYNTER.
DOUGIE POYNTER.
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DOUGIE POYNTER. boredom is killing me.&& i superly hate drunkard.BAAAIIIKKK!!
Saturday, July 19, 2008
this message is for all. i am not refering to any patetic soul to be exact. this is random. cause i just feel like saying it. i may be very nice && i can also be very farked up two. once ive made up my mind there's nothing that could persuade me to change it. if ever you existed in my life && was once hurt by me. iam god damn sorry. please larh okay. just move on. iam here not to impress any arse. this is my farking space where i scribble my daily lifeprints. so if you're here to read.limit yourslf to only reading. && i farking dont mind if you want to say something at my taggboard but for goodness sake.its not a corner for you to tell my mates what ive done to you && whatever bullshit that took place.if this entry hurt anyone somehow. so be it.
much love
told you about it at 5:18 PM
this message is for all. i am not refering to any patetic soul to be exact. this is random. cause i just feel like saying it. i may be very nice && i can also be very farked up two. once ive made up my mind there's nothing that could persuade me to change it. if ever you existed in my life && was once hurt by me. iam god damn sorry. please larh okay. just move on. iam here not to impress any arse. this is my farking space where i scribble my daily lifeprints. so if you're here to read.limit yourslf to only reading. && i farking dont mind if you want to say something at my taggboard but for goodness sake.its not a corner for you to tell my mates what ive done to you && whatever bullshit that took place.if this entry hurt anyone somehow. so be it.
satty.
ohh weell.basically iam left at home while my dady,mumy && lil brud went to melacca to go visiting. so iam like OKAY.they left at about 3 in the morning. so i was planning to go out to slack with some friends but last minute change of plans.which later around 4 am ,this group of guys pick me up to go for skate.(: it was way awesome you know. i was like. wee~ we went to east coast cause i want to slack at the beach.&& this time timmy was alil bad. he was crazy over the fact that his dudette is still in the hospital. therefore he was so like crazy but at least it never bothers me. cause all i know is that when they start skating i was like dozing off. i was lying in one 'pondok' that was near by.(: wee~ then when i woke up it was like 6 plus. then we went to eat macy there. which took us like 2hrs to pull our buttocks off the chair && proceed home. drake send me home this time reluctantly. haha. cause jossy's house was out of the way. drake was so like URGH. that he smack my butt. which then i return with a bite on his shoulder. haha. REVENGE is so SWEET. haha.then reached home sweet home.give drake a peck on the cheeks && i was off to do some editing of photos.
the captions in the photos holds a thousands meanings.
then later sufy msg. then i met him around 1 plus at may neat TM there. which later i bum into berg && raisha. haha . that farking couple. haha. WHATEVER shit larh okay.....
much love
told you about it at 4:51 PM
ohh weell.basically iam left at home while my dady,mumy && lil brud went to melacca to go visiting. so iam like OKAY.they left at about 3 in the morning. so i was planning to go out to slack with some friends but last minute change of plans.which later around 4 am ,this group of guys pick me up to go for skate.(: it was way awesome you know. i was like. wee~ we went to east coast cause i want to slack at the beach.&& this time timmy was alil bad. he was crazy over the fact that his dudette is still in the hospital. therefore he was so like crazy but at least it never bothers me. cause all i know is that when they start skating i was like dozing off. i was lying in one 'pondok' that was near by.(: wee~ then when i woke up it was like 6 plus. then we went to eat macy there. which took us like 2hrs to pull our buttocks off the chair && proceed home. drake send me home this time reluctantly. haha. cause jossy's house was out of the way. drake was so like URGH. that he smack my butt. which then i return with a bite on his shoulder. haha. REVENGE is so SWEET. haha.then reached home sweet home.give drake a peck on the cheeks && i was off to do some editing of photos.
the captions in the photos holds a thousands meanings.
then later sufy msg. then i met him around 1 plus at may neat TM there. which later i bum into berg && raisha. haha . that farking couple. haha. WHATEVER shit larh okay.....
Friday, July 18, 2008
***thurrrsssddaaayyy.
i had POC lab test justnow && it was difficult.i answered the 1st && 2nd questions w/o having doubts but still the third holds alot of marks though. URGHS!! then iam like WHATEVER larh. let the marks be of waht i deserve.OHH FARK!!today i went to RP, otw there in the MRT,i came across this super big big girl/teen i guess,
during 3hrs break to send baby's stuff. i so love her okay? Even sufy was jealous about it you know. haha. cause yesterday went i go accompany him to SIM LIM to get his electronic tools && WHATEVER board. haha. then he teman me to baby's hse to get her stuff. then i was like so long upstairs that he smoke two sticks && started to maddling with his electronic stuff. poor thing. but i swear i never forced him to come along though. haha. (: you know what? sufy is like so related ot me larh dey. he knows my lepaking places last time.&& the person iam blooded with.ohhhllalalalla. then much happen after that. then justnow in the morning i went to school with sufy. board the super early bus cause of POC test then i was like studying the whole way that i pity sufy,having to come to school early with me && i never layan him.after reaching back to NYP, i went to meet fatin then play the guitar like so fun larh dey.COOL SHIT. wee~ then i enter HTML class 1hr latenext shocking thing is that nothing of that class i acerli remember learnign cause i was like sleeping.SNORES* then after school i went home with SUFI && that he waited for me 2hrs cause his classes ends at 4pm. URGHHHSSS!!
&& WAIT about love. iam NOT raddy larh sey. i dont want to be tightdown yet. i still want to mingle around without boundaries. iam not raddy to be like before. To be devoted to one all over again.FARK.FARK.FARK. hopefully people understands alright?! can we like LOVE without beiing together or something.OHH FARK!! iam so addicted to this line. people surrounding me recently will know why. haha.
much love
told you about it at 12:15 AM
i had POC lab test justnow && it was difficult.i answered the 1st && 2nd questions w/o having doubts but still the third holds alot of marks though. URGHS!! then iam like WHATEVER larh. let the marks be of waht i deserve.OHH FARK!!today i went to RP, otw there in the MRT,i came across this super big big girl/teen i guess,
during 3hrs break to send baby's stuff. i so love her okay? Even sufy was jealous about it you know. haha. cause yesterday went i go accompany him to SIM LIM to get his electronic tools && WHATEVER board. haha. then he teman me to baby's hse to get her stuff. then i was like so long upstairs that he smoke two sticks && started to maddling with his electronic stuff. poor thing. but i swear i never forced him to come along though. haha. (: you know what? sufy is like so related ot me larh dey. he knows my lepaking places last time.&& the person iam blooded with.ohhhllalalalla. then much happen after that. then justnow in the morning i went to school with sufy. board the super early bus cause of POC test then i was like studying the whole way that i pity sufy,having to come to school early with me && i never layan him.after reaching back to NYP, i went to meet fatin then play the guitar like so fun larh dey.COOL SHIT. wee~ then i enter HTML class 1hr latenext shocking thing is that nothing of that class i acerli remember learnign cause i was like sleeping.SNORES* then after school i went home with SUFI && that he waited for me 2hrs cause his classes ends at 4pm. URGHHHSSS!!
&& WAIT about love. iam NOT raddy larh sey. i dont want to be tightdown yet. i still want to mingle around without boundaries. iam not raddy to be like before. To be devoted to one all over again.FARK.FARK.FARK. hopefully people understands alright?! can we like LOVE without beiing together or something.OHH FARK!! iam so addicted to this line. people surrounding me recently will know why. haha.
tuesday's such a turn off nowadays.but today was a total change.REALLY. see hor. today iam like supposed to go for science night classes at yio chu kang sec. but it turns out that iam more attract to stay with the soundcart people.REALLY.they like fun to be around with you see. with their never ending RACIST jokes. haha .they always make fun of me && my bracey. ohh FARK. haha. FIRE FARK. ahha.gosh. so addicted.haha.then i saw missy lady under a huge tree along a dark alley/pathway.ohh FARK. i hate color 09. && the mee goreng justnow was ERRRMMMM. goodnight.
much love
told you about it at 1:29 AM
BAPOK IN THE MAKING.
DINNER WITH THEM.OHH FARK!
tuesday's such a turn off nowadays.but today was a total change.REALLY. see hor. today iam like supposed to go for science night classes at yio chu kang sec. but it turns out that iam more attract to stay with the soundcart people.REALLY.they like fun to be around with you see. with their never ending RACIST jokes. haha .they always make fun of me && my bracey. ohh FARK. haha. FIRE FARK. ahha.gosh. so addicted.haha.then i saw missy lady under a huge tree along a dark alley/pathway.ohh FARK. i hate color 09. && the mee goreng justnow was ERRRMMMM. goodnight.
Monday, July 14, 2008
monday monday.
the starting of a few buzy weeks to come.URGHS.projects are everywhere xia.DUEDATES && DEADLINES.ARGHS. give me a period can can?! i went for class late this time.then meet sufi during 3hr break then sleep then go for web design class.ARGHS. i finally know who is nawal. haha. that girl.GOSHH! now i knw why my cuzy hates her.haha. EEEIIIUUUU. such a blab.ha ha. then later after school i went to meet all the GARDEN mates. oooohhhh shitt. there's luqman. haha && his beau girlfriend.(: she's prone to wearing short low neck dresses.arghs. such a standard.&& this time she never smile at me.FARK.okay whatever larh. maybe cause i was communicating with the minahs but still..i no owe you no money.SOO YOU BETTA FORCE YASLF TO SMILE.MADDERFARKER.(:(: okay i so love msging with someone.he's so ERRMMMM. haha.
sory mates for the dark photos. JUST QUINCH YOUR BLADY EYES ALIL TO HAVE A LOOK ALRIGHT TITTIES. byebye.
much love
told you about it at 11:47 PM
the starting of a few buzy weeks to come.URGHS.projects are everywhere xia.DUEDATES && DEADLINES.ARGHS. give me a period can can?! i went for class late this time.then meet sufi during 3hr break then sleep then go for web design class.ARGHS. i finally know who is nawal. haha. that girl.GOSHH! now i knw why my cuzy hates her.haha. EEEIIIUUUU. such a blab.ha ha. then later after school i went to meet all the GARDEN mates. oooohhhh shitt. there's luqman. haha && his beau girlfriend.(: she's prone to wearing short low neck dresses.arghs. such a standard.&& this time she never smile at me.FARK.okay whatever larh. maybe cause i was communicating with the minahs but still..i no owe you no money.SOO YOU BETTA FORCE YASLF TO SMILE.MADDERFARKER.(:(: okay i so love msging with someone.he's so ERRMMMM. haha.
sory mates for the dark photos. JUST QUINCH YOUR BLADY EYES ALIL TO HAVE A LOOK ALRIGHT TITTIES. byebye.
Friday, July 11, 2008
last day of the week. [ ^ if you guys are interested to know abt this pic.HELP YRSLF BY ASKING SAB.^ ]
finally its friday.but i was like not looking forward to this weekend acerli.time is moving a lil to fast you see.come on give me a break GOD.haha(: so many things happens today.sort of happy somethings happen && sort of sad to find out some things two.IDIOT. iam clueless about the feeling iam going thru now.SERIOUSLY larh xia.which GUY? stop & DECIDE.opportunities doesnt come knocking on doors twice you know. so like korkor LUQ had said yesterday,.GRAB whatever comes around cause even if the one coming later is better cause you must always remember who was around when you needed one to be ard.GOSH.iam like stuck now.i thot ive moved on to forget that classy CRUSH i had.but he set the mark larh sial.if i knew its gonna be like this.i wouldnt even open my heart willingly to love when one never offer.FARKTARD. okay fine.i'll stick to LUQ's theory. i'll make do whatever's ard for the time being.(: frankly sepeaking i hate being a GEMINI cause iam like so undecisive,having two hearts.URGHS.anw.other than tt school was awesome.everything goes as i want it to be.the way i would like to end the week i went home with sufi.he knows more now.i guess.okay let time bring whatever's coming along.i dont want to like rush things cause it'll lead to no good aft all.lets concentrate on my upcoming testes.after all i'll manage on my own for the time being. fyi mates i signed up for the thailand trip.to teach the youngsters there IT && science && whatever stuff larh. really hope to get to go.(:
much love
told you about it at 9:51 PM
[ ^ if you guys are interested to know abt this pic.HELP YRSLF BY ASKING SAB.^ ]
finally its friday.but i was like not looking forward to this weekend acerli.time is moving a lil to fast you see.come on give me a break GOD.haha(: so many things happens today.sort of happy somethings happen && sort of sad to find out some things two.IDIOT. iam clueless about the feeling iam going thru now.SERIOUSLY larh xia.which GUY? stop & DECIDE.opportunities doesnt come knocking on doors twice you know. so like korkor LUQ had said yesterday,.GRAB whatever comes around cause even if the one coming later is better cause you must always remember who was around when you needed one to be ard.GOSH.iam like stuck now.i thot ive moved on to forget that classy CRUSH i had.but he set the mark larh sial.if i knew its gonna be like this.i wouldnt even open my heart willingly to love when one never offer.FARKTARD. okay fine.i'll stick to LUQ's theory. i'll make do whatever's ard for the time being.(: frankly sepeaking i hate being a GEMINI cause iam like so undecisive,having two hearts.URGHS.anw.other than tt school was awesome.everything goes as i want it to be.the way i would like to end the week i went home with sufi.he knows more now.i guess.okay let time bring whatever's coming along.i dont want to like rush things cause it'll lead to no good aft all.lets concentrate on my upcoming testes.after all i'll manage on my own for the time being. fyi mates i signed up for the thailand trip.to teach the youngsters there IT && science && whatever stuff larh. really hope to get to go.(:
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