Sorry for not updating,MATES! I just find it alil burden to set my butt to the chair for minutes just to update you daily. Err . Recently ive got enough of bullshitting. I went to school with sufi for only two or if iam not wrong once for this patetic week. Guess i am in need of a reality check, to my opinion everyone around me need one two. SERIOUSLY. cause to come to think of it i && sufi arent together acerli. But some of my newbies thought we were. Like why bother? Its my blady life right? ERGHS. Second thoughts are always in my petite mind. SHOULD I? SHOULD I NOT? the thoughts of whether i wil last long with the latter? ERR or is it that iam done with whatever i have now ? or is it like WHAT?? IDK larh sial. I want to be secured in the RIGHT kind of arms,you see? Like what that BITCHY LILY had said when she saw me with sufy. "SE KEPING XIA !!" Fark off larh can? You made me look for others. You made me rethink what i was sure off . After like we really are into it. YOU CAME ALONG WITH YOUR FARKING DIRTY MOUTH..ARGHS.[ p.s. really hope that LILY i refering to read this entry. ]Now i am stuck with deciding you fark.BBAAAAIIKKK!!!. Having that MAC guy in mind, that EMO looking guy, that HAFIZ guy ...I am sure alot more will come along. This is what made me REthink...LILY said," AIIII! there's like better choices out there,why wanting to settle down so early with a _ _ _ _ _ somemore.eyy dont drop my water face alright.See larh. this trouble you invite inn yrslf you know. if i were you i wouldve appreciate the former one." dots.
"AHYA! HELP! I need somebody,
HELP! not just anybody,
HELP! you know I need someone, help.
When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody's HELP in any way.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.
HELP me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
HELP me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me?
And now my life has changed in oh so many ways,
My independence seems to vanish in the haze.
But every now and then I feel so insecure,
I know that I just need you like I've never done before.
HELP me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
HELP me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please HELP me.
When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody's HELP in any way.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.
HELP me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
HELP me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me, HELP me, HELP me, oh"
lalalala~
iam so drained larh sey.things are just NOT going my way.it seems like its not only me having problems.Even baby also have problems with the currents.ARGHS.no more fienu to turn to.no more fienu to protect me.NO MORE EVERYTHING.
