the diffences is that yesterday was thursday and today is friday. And that yesterday i went with Danish and today i went with korkor instead. Firstly i start today with alot of cash in hand. a thousand of cold hard cash in my wallet.We started off at the citylink mall. The flash and splash shop where i spent 1hr considering which stuff to get and after deciding then the cashier told me that they have no change for my $1000. so i was like " ohh shit! ". How? How? So i asked them to hold on to the things and i will like come back with smaller change. Which later i was like ahh nevermind larh. Cause i was like lazy to go back to the shop. evil laughters* I was really wanting that volcom long sleeve teeshirt which then i realised that i will like spend more that half a hundred on a teeshirt. How pathetic?Then i went to the new topshop at raffles place. Which was where i finally got change for my a thousand daollars. "Argh like finally!" ha ha. Then i bought girl boxers there and a small glossy red bag. I find topshop not as fasinating as flash and splash. Due to the kind of brand i look for and stuff. Then later i proceed to peninsular where i planned to buy acoustic guitar capo but well luck wasn't like on my side. As the shop was like closed. "Damn it larh fark!" Why close so fast sey bas3rd. Then we proceed to NUM shop at city link again to get my num lappy case. Well i practically got the wrong size so i have to return to change. Really hope to come across that so-cute-dimple guy that served me justnow. ah aha. But well i really don't think he will be there cause ive to go there early and stuff. "So fat hope nuw.!" h aha. Damn! Finally i head back to TM to get faizah jewel some gift. But you see. Its like practically 9plus by then so the shops are like planning to close and stuff. So see larh. Everything turns out to defeat its own purpose. Next i proceed to my jewel's place later meeting Danish on the way there which was when he got me double scoop of orange sherbert and then walk me to jewel place where we shared some extra time together. And he said that the time shortage really made him appreciate our moments. " Whatever larh can?! " I really believe that guys are really great sweet talkers. ohhh la la la la~
the best i ever had.We had finish the burial ceremony.Now left doing all that's needed for him.Whatever he had missed doing while he's still alive. Fulfilling his wishes. Doing for him his donation to orphanage and alms.Organizing prayer meet ups of his 40 days and 100 days. The discussing of all 15 of them left was made yesterday.But only 3 wasn't there to participate. Mamu bhai took leave before we even talk.Kala bedah and Mamu Hamid didn't attend his funeral at all.What a shame.They had the choice to attend yet,not coming....
What kind of brother or sister are you guys xia?
I am really curious to know?
like seriously larh.
Come on wake up can?
Yesterday was the burial then today was the 3rd day of prayers.We had done some stuff for him.Like gather the whole 12 of us to like discuss again and reconfirm with them of depts and stuff.
All was cleared.Then i was like so happy cause i like one of my uncle.He is like so different larh can?His name is Mohd. Rafik Bin Ibrahim Angullia.He has short clean kept hair and he has this very stern behaviour that i am like attracted to larh xia.
Laughs* My mummy thinks its bizarre.And daddy thinks its just kiddy infatuation.Ahh what i care right?! And this time he talked to me.I and mummy bought for him a fossil wallet for his belated birthday. He was born yeesteday on the 27th of August.ha ha.I personally saw his birth cert. larh can?! ha ha.
A very good morning to ms. Tuesday. laughs* Maybe i am off to meet Danish in awhilst time. Havingg supper at my place. Eating spagetti it hink. He's cooking this time.err. I think like always larh can?! grins* And today i create a new phrase
Happy 17th, BRIAN!
Happy birthday to you.You are born in the zoo. Panther, Tigers are you friends. And the Monkey is you. Wish you will have a splendid day today, mister. Use your privillege well alright?! May all your wishes come true. And do grow up into some gentleman alright?! god bless you. You're missed. wink. (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:
To i had O'level English Oral at Junyuan secondary.
It was so damn awkward leyy. After like so long since i was in a secondary school atmosphere.Where everyone still makes so much noise while walking thru the corridors and stuff. Having that seconday student's smell lingering on my noise. Damn. It suck. I mean like really leyy. Some "minahs" was seen. And of cause larh plus the "matreps kental" and all. All still "kacang putih". *evil laughter. Then later Danish came to fetch me. Soon after i met Danish, Mummy called saying that she's alone and need company to the hospital. Cause they called saying that Mamu Sam was like shouting and scolding the nurses there too. Well so sorry eyy Danish. I am sure to make up to you one day. I promise. He send me to Changi General Hospital. Taking so long before he want to let me off. Wahsey. " Mafan Xia Ni " well but still you're loved. Later meeting fatin jewel, she just finished her first day of her attachment and that she was very into the job. I can tell from the way she reacted and stuff. And guess who i met while buying some stuff at 7eleven. Remember Syafiq. Ahmad's friend who was my past. I acted like i didn't notice larh can? I am not that close with him to like come up to him and say hello. For god's sake, i have shame alright? Then later after that i fetch Daddy from kembangan. Then we had dinner at TM kopi tiam. Later coming across Ismail. ha ha. He confronted me . So i turn and say hey. But couldn't talk much because Mummy and Daddy were around.err.
Opps! I forgot to mention about that so-cute-innoccent looking kiddy on my previous post. He's name is Danish Micheal. He is my far paternity cuzie. He's that Danish i've been mentioning recently. But unfortunately he doesn't look that innoccent anymore compared to him 11 years back that is in that photo. Imagine that "so-cute-innoccent" with 3 piercing , one his left eyebrows , two on his tongue and three on his left ear.Plus he has a tattoo on his inner left anckle ; a red star i design.
today was a late day for me as i woke up around 5plus like that leyy. Awaken by the slap korkor give on my right leg.Ohh fark. Spoil my whole day.
So spend my day with only strumming my love and watch some patetic teevee shows.Then i came across this daily readings online.Well it fasinated me for a while leyy. ha ha.
WELL IAM DONE HERE.
ms.belated Saturday.
It was practically monotonous.I slept at 5am in the morning.Waking up at nearly 3.30 in the evening. I had to attend some majlis at potong pasir.My grams' "sunting" guru.
He organised a majlis for all the "sunting" people to meet up and say some prayers and stuff. i met my halfie's parents there and of coz hamzah, " my childhood lover ".
[ me and hamzah 8 years ago. ]
Well he's so grown up now. He was sleeping at Nizam's room on Nizam's bed.So called tired from his national service. This time i was like okay larh with the girls that side.Nadia and Fazila were talking to me and stuff.Adli was super close with me don't know why larh kan? [ My Adli ] ha ha. I was happy somehow going there but it's just not like before when it was a little more harmonious and all.Well situation change. And i had fun.
[ Tok Mat's wife reunite wit Tok's wife. Nek amah and granny. they said just ol' times when they can chit chat and stuff.Nek Amah was talking with hand gesture that i can hardly take a photo of her w/o telling her to like stop and smile. well they're cherished much. ] Later i went to town around 9plus with drake.Skate pernormal larh. Our date. Coming across the gang later.Around 12plus.I fell and i scatched my leg a couple of times. But it never hurt that much like the ones i used to get when i skate before. (:
Hello back. laughs* I was and still am lazy to update my blog larh dey. Serious shit larh can?! Alot had happened for the past few days. Few ain't that good to remember and some are always engraved hard as great memories larh can? ha ha. Currently doing well as a whole. But some life experience really change my views towards certain people. To be exact, my fark-ing maternity auntys and uncles..They are full-timed ball sacks. Fark them can? Talking about them can really make me frustrated all over again larh sial.They are a group of people ain't worth your respect at all. Ohh Almighty. Bless my soul. I really dont know what to say. But they are lucky that i am just their niece not their younger sister or whatever fark. Cause if i were they each would have got a piece of my mind already. Ohh shit. okay.. sory sory. i didn't mean to start a post like this but well i am expressing myself here . To who else can i really use all this vulgarities too. Right? I mean in person you hardly hear me swear. So here i go. [ P.S this is my blog. ]
Back on Tuesday, it was my major computing mathematics paper. So well you know me. Very kiasu. ha ha. Stress larh dude! So i was like err. err. Ask Afam to study with me in the early morning around 9plus gitu at school. So yeah i meet Afam and Nana at kofu there to eat. I had my usual yong tao fu curry stuff. Then Ifah joined us. Teaching me and Afam the stuupidd graph thingy. Then Fazreen joined. Seriously this time was like my first time to like slack with 03 more than my own 04. Well it was practically because Daren was like working the whole week and had no free time to like study in a group so i had to like find Afam. The first exam i actuallly studied with them. Even Sabril i didn't ask out to study. Serious shit larh dey. ha ha. Fastforward-ing. After paper i went home straight thinking i can like snore on my beloved again. But well i waa wrong, Mummy called asking me to go visit Mamu Sam at the hospital and that she'll be there shortly. err. I am an obedient " snow white ",ya 'noe! And you want to know what's with the snow white. ha ha. it was a name my korkor rafie gave very long time ago. During my primary school days i am well knowned to be-friend short guys..And its a curse that i don't click with girls around me. All boys. Strictly boys. ha ha. Cool ain't it.But well i agree with all the guys in the world that girls are trouble in any form. ha ha. No offence. But i have no doubts that it true. ha ha.
Next came Wednesday . I went to meet my fiancee, Danish at Peninsula. Well we were supposed to buy this really stuupid undies together but in the end we forgot. So our meet up defeat the purpose in the first place. We went window shopping for stuff like crumpler bags, swatch watch and fossil leather goods. Things that i had in mind of own-ing. Like really leyy. Cause iam so gonna buy a huge shoe rack where i can like stuff the dozen dozen of shoes i have. ha ha. i strongly believe that shoes, watches and bags are collectable items.. Later meeting jewel at her place to slack. we had so many laughters alright. Acerli planned to like study for my O's. But her classic guitar left untouched, i can't bare the itch. ha ha. We ate asam pedas ikan plus fried egg. With chilled soya milk. yummy yum. the desert was orange.
Then came Thursday . It came like a bullet train. Daddy had a call for the hospital that Mamu was in a shortage of breathe. And seeking permssion to hold on to him or just let him go in peace. Like forever. I fear that too. But while i was like rushing to the hospital,the seconds flow so slowly that i ought to ask my mum to step out of the car while i drive instead. The sense of urgency just stayed in me like for the whole few minutes that took me to reach to the hospital. I keep blaming the people surrounding me for delaying from getting there. Ohh shit. The worsr senarios played in my mind like on repeat mode. The thought of losing someone so dear to me. But all the way thru i put up a bold surface. Not want-ing to be seen as a weak-ling. Fark larh. Why must mummy contact all those hypocritical beings to come down to the hospital to have a look at their eldest brother for the presume last time? I was there. I witness the tears shed by individuals. bla bla bla~ whatever fark larh. Some didn't even bother to 'salam' when him when they arrive. Just stand by the side and like stare at him. wtf. wtf. Might as well don't bother coming right?! Some who wasn't that caring enough when he was strong before, came. Came up to him and like whisper some prayers into his ears to like remember him of the Almighty. I see all those hidden smiles. err. I hold my unsatisfaction deep down. Never to burst. Later once i was like really sure that Mamu was doing okay. i left to the waiting sofas to chit chat with Daddy. He was so engross with his photo taking game that he never layan me. So bored larh sey. I was preparing myself for the worst larh can?! i don't want to hold Mamu much longer if it's like gonna hurt him more. At only 63years. I love him so dearly. That deep down i never want him to go. But the Almighty loves him more like no other. So i prayed for the best. Even if the Almighty was to take him whenever now, i prayed for the simpliest way. Never hurting him in any form. And i really hope what he had gone thru for his last living days,were enough to pay for his wrongdoings for the pass 63years of his life. I prayed for him to be blessed. And beg for the Almighty's mercy towards him.
the machine that closely monitored Mamu Sam's heartbeat.And it proves to be very weak.
It was 4:47am. I was still waiting at the hospital.
Mamu was warded at ward 47 bed 39.
This is my no. 10 Mamu Yahya.My saviour. A true gangster.He's someone i respect so much cause he would risk his life just to save his family.He's never afraid to die.Cause he has nothing to lose.
My 5th Kala, Limah and her husband,Mamu Ali.
[ Before ]
[ Currently ]
my definition of love: " To love is to learn how to let go. "
And finally came Friday. It was like at...
Awesome. i went to visit Mamu Sam at the hospital around 2plus.There was nobody there unfortunately.So acompanied him till around 3plus.Later meeting Shyqah jewel at ITE simei entrance there.She just finished her soft ball tournament.And of coz larh she win larh okay?!We proceed to garden afterwards.
A video of my jewels and me doing our first ever sway cover.Its posted at youtube for the benefit of all though.This video really explained our outing.SPECTACULAR,right girls?
today was Amy dearest's 16th day,
"Happy birthday to you.you are born in the zoo.Zebra,Lions are your friends.And the monkey is you. *evil laughter.Ohh man! i love you much much. Hope you grow up into a elegant lady loved by all.May all your wishes come true darling. Just remember i will always be here no matter what happens."
today acerli we planned to study at 9am at school.like what afam said yesterday that we could like have breakfast together at least. macam paham larh afam. he ended up reaching school at 10plus then eat somemore. wahsey.but well iam good. cause in the morning danish accompanied me to school. he had school at 11. so he said he can teman me then he take train to school which he re-assured so many times that that was a short route. well iam loved.(: later syamim joined me at block L level 5 wooden benches. danish left a few minutes before he came along. wahsey. good xia. then we had a heavy japanese breakfast at kofu. damn! i so missed kofu's food. laughs* then later joining Afam, Khai, Hafiz, Fazreen and Nana at mac.well as pernormal i was praying hard so that i could at least meet any of my eye candies at mac. but unfortunately i didnt pray hard enough to get to see them today at all xia. FARK.
NEXT at north wing library we had to be like poor dingbats to have to sit on the carpeted floor to study but well iam adaptable. i can manage larh dey. turn here. turn there. twist and flip. URGHS. such an arse. i know. ha ha. i was so bored that i took picures of insignificant stuff. like our foot wears. only fazreen wears a pair of shoes. wahsey. spoil sey. ha ha. like the saying goes,"photos speak a thousand words.!" wahh. we studied larh dey. really. at first nana was like our examiner aka timer. but that lasted for only awhile only before we started slacking all over again.
As you can seeee this girl in the above photo was having a buttock showcase.She was like wearing shorts ready sey.Then like urghs. But then right its none of my bisness.
&& Here is an example of a hard working student during revision time. ha ah. "No offence hor, Syamim!"
Later we proceed to mac to have our late lunch. it was around 4plus by then. My daily dose of my addiction.wee~ Happy larh dey. && Seeee its a special order somemore.
See this belo syed. ha ha. Well take a look at those no. of mac spice they had. wahsey. What a pig. ha ha. "No offence to those who had second round larh can?" Later finding out that Nana never had bread in her life before.Like i mean as a whole. And Afam hate cheese. wahsey. What a waste cause i find cheese as such a beautiful creation.&& You wouldnt believe this part of facts that iam like gonna tell you were that,Khai doesnt eat vegetables at all. and it may make him vomit when consumed. But who cares, right? And if you have minds like ours. you would know what we had him doing. Evil laughter*
well. today honestly speaking. i was fasting. for some pay back days i didnt make it for the last ramadhan. so justnow when studying with afam and syamim. syamim came alil later. we talk. we eat. we walk. bt this time iam alil too tired to enjoy much. err.
this singing dork really knows how to sing larh sia. iam so liking him.
Btw i just hang up the phone with danish. he got to get ready for he's soccer training at 8. he has to leave home half and hour before the 7.45. or he will be late. but still he was hard headed. thinking that i would'nt sleep. worrying is his fulltime job xia. NEVER ENDING WORRIES. urghs.
&& guess what. we talk about marriage. laughs* i simply can't believe my blady ears. when my nishy talk about getting married. being tied down to one and stuff. cause you know why?! he is a flirt by the outside. and he seriously have a softer inside. wahsey. i super cannot stop smiling at the though of him. together with the aisle. AND HE EMAIL ME THIS PICTURE.
he said this picture was one of the reasons he want to settle down to one and to get married.blady hell. you see. a sexy wife to come back to and stuff. boy will always be boys. their way of thinking are always alike...bla bla bla.
BY THE WAY.
this song danish sang to me every night before he hang up the phone.
eventhough he suck at it.
the lyrics to the song are stuck in my petite mind.
he's such an arse.
(:
"Girl,there's no one that get me the way that you do.
i just cant explain that there's something about you.
that gets my emotional thing goes inside.
no matter how i tried,i just cannot hide.
what i feel when you simply walk pass my way.
when you smile,it shine right into me ,i think.
i sit here all alone thinking about you day and night.
cause for me it feels so right.
[ CHORUS: i just want you close.
cause you make me smile.
i just can-not get.. you off my mind.
with each kiss,you blow me away.
and without you,i think i'll go crazy..
for your love..i wi.ll do any.thing.
cause to me..
you are are my everything..
ohhh.. ]
Boy,there's no one that gets me the way you could.
i just cant explain it,there's something you do.
the sun shines much brighter when iam with you.
and when you kiss my lips.
i feel so brand new.
Boy you always know when iam feeling down.
and you know how to turn my frown upside down.
all the cute things you do,simply tick.les my heart.
well today i never sleep the whole day since yesterday. well practically cause i wake up at 5plus in the late afternoon. (:
then went to have breakfast at afganistan with timmy && drake.later which i knw i had washed cassandra's tank
[ sleeping beau. in action. ]
[ that petite lil friend of mine. ]
&& did some blogging. well. just can't get enough of it ever since i changed the background && stuff. well you see.
then later at around 12plus meet afam at tampines library. he is like my current tutor for maths.since daren ain't free. so well he's doing a great job making me understand differentiation. URGHS. that suck. then later which we spend more time chatting then doing more revision. but we did okay? at least larh kan!? laughs*
well we practically laugh here && there.
atmost least of fun larh.
[at TOYS"R"US. some child-like syndrome. ]
then we set off on our different journey. me to hospital && him to chalet.well a photo always speak a thousand words.
[ once a dreamer always a dreamer. ]
[ like father like daughter. ] [ that's a definite. ]
lucky i don't need to go.cause i'am so going to be late.
then i spent my petang with cassandra.
(:
love love love right?
&& i did some research about it.
Red-eared Slider = Cassandra Garwin
TAXONOMY and EVOLUTION
The Red-eared Slider (Trachemys scripta elegans) is a semi-aquatic turtle (terrapin) belonging to the familyEmydidae. It is a native of the southern United States, but has become common in various areas of the world due to the pet trade. They are very popular pets in the United States, the Netherlands, Canada, and England.
The Red-eared Slider (RES) is a member of the orderTestudines, which contains nearly 250 species. In the United States and Canada members of this genus are usually referred to as turtles. However, in the UK they are split into Turtles (aquatic), Tortoises (land), and Terrapins (semi-aquatic). All turtles and tortoises may also be referred to as "chelonians". RES were formerly classified as Chrysemys scripta elegans.
BEHAVIOUR
The female Red-eared Slider grows to be 25-30 cm (10-12 in) in length and males 20-25 cm (8-10 in). They are almost entirely aquatic, but do leave the water to bask in thesunand lay eggs. Thesereptilesare deceptively fast and are also excellent swimmers. They hunt forpreyand will attempt to capture it when the opportunity presents itself. They are very aware of predatorsand people and generally shy away from them. In fact, the RES frantically slides off rocks and logs when approached - hence the name. Contrary to popular misconception, Red-eared Sliders do not produce saliva, but--like most aquatic turtles--they have fixed tongues. This is the reason they must eat their food in water
ohh well. i just felt like updating. so here i am. (: ohh practically. SATURDAYwas superb. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.
haha. i was there at marina square. it was so packed with matreps.and i saw several unexpected boys. a few of junkies. and some jewels. but then being there with sufi. i have to say i hated the crowd cause if ever its possible,i just dont want people to know that i am like currently going out with someone particular.but then i also dont care mush you see. we went to have dinner at secret recipe.where i had cheesecake.yummy yum. then i went to raffles place to have a sit at the padang with sufi then i proceed to the city link.cause i can not tahan the heat. so blady hot.
soon after the fireworks came.beautiful sight you see.very romantic though.the first and hopefully the last time i have to see such beau without someone loved.cause for the past years. halfie darling was around. wrapped in his arms i still remember those moments i am sure to cherish like i cherish no others. like sab as said times over times again that no other guy can replace whatever halfie had done and he's sure no one can take halfie's place.laugh* moments like this really make me want to go running back to him. to be devoted to him again.well. i think iam just living life as a dream when iam with him. and i really want to moved out to the reality world where i am sure to find someone better or a replica.okay enough of the past i think. later which sufi send me home. i went out again to meet drake at city hall underpass. the rest of the night was heaven..wee~
SUNDAYwas slow. sunday was a sleeping day. i woke up around 12plus.thanks to baby for waking me up from my lala~ land. well. its practically cause we had a plan to go out to find my num red flipflop at pasiris ehub there. then i was really tired you see. thanks to the night before. laughs.iam so in love with danish.well he knows why larh.its between us two,"fiancee". we were like so.ehem*ehem*.okay enough of yesterday lets talk about today. baby took a bathe at my place. then knowing she can't fit unto some of my pants. laughs* see larh. who getting fatter. * evil laughter * then she get herself into some green pants. later i ate nasi lemak at home. yum yum. my breakfast at 12noon. then we went off to pasir ris. before that meeting my huge piggy at my bustop. need to pass him the adobe CD thingy.
later at pasir ris we met jonathan some EX lysian. in which he refused to give more discount. but its okay. with baby's privilege. its enough for me ready.then later we got some random idea to go to afgan there to get myself a red eared terrapin.
way cool shit xia. i super love love cassandra. my new boredom killer.
then later in which we set off to our own different routes. i went to meet my cuzie and baby went to meet javier. haha.
"ohh well darling. DONT THINK TO MUCH CAN? all times spent are well cherished.Eventhough long or short. i love you super duper much && i know you know."
NEXT happening was that me and my crazy jewel undergo some singing sessions at her palace. laughs* we and our dreams.our studio. our band. our WHATEVER larh can?
later towards the end danish fetch me home.yay! yay! ive got enough of somebody larh sey. really. i dont know why but i just want to be me again. free like a bird.but i love danish though.
MONDAY was a drag.in the morning i came to school with cuzie to have a jog at the school's track. later which we found ourselves exhausted to death. we run and jog and sing all at the time span of one pathetic hour.
LATER took a bath,then went to mac to have some chix spagetti from grinning gecko.without much ado, i placed my hands together and like ast pray so i'll be able to see my eye candies there.And guess what the moment i place my hand down i saw that hafiz guy.serious shit larh. i almost want to jump out of my seat. it was then i ast pray again to see another. but this time it was a lil longer in which i saw a the mac guy at the other end of the entrance talking to his sport and wellness guy behing a pillar.but he set off soon after. hafiz smiled at me though. "eyy tak tahu malu eyy you?" cuzie said. this goes to the guy i saw at the library. he was so damn cute i swear to god. i was strucked by his charisma.DAAMMN! later danish joined us.splendid.but for awhile only cause he missed me.he cocked i supposed. i guess he just want to wash his eyes in nanyang.later after being abundant by my jewels.syamim came to school to study.he said he was bored so find me. i know. i know. but why not right? i myself was about to be alone. NEXT happenning.
Darren Roanoke (Romany Malco) , the star player of theToronto Maple Leafs, is suffering from stress because his wife, Prudence Roanoke (Meagan Good) , has left him for Jacques "Le Coq" Grandé (Justin Timberlake) . The stress causes his hand to shake, which affects his hockey performance. Jane Bullard (Jessica Alba) enlists the support of Guru Maurice Pitka (Mike Myers) to help Darren with his stress so that the team can hopefully break their losing streak.
the love guru.GEREK giler.intimacy = INTO-ME-I-SEE. syamim can't stop laughing sia.serious.it is a must see. i so love the shawty. *evil laugh* "now then you feel hw i feel!" ahah. i tak boleh tahan sey. i should have seen with drake. then i would like have a chance to bite him. NOWHERE = NOW HERE. ahah. later we went to have a look at MCG at e block. where i found out alot about the individual there. woah. syamim really knows alot about them though. their dirty secrets. laugh*
TUESDAYwas a late day for me. i plan to go study with afam at 4plus or 5 which later i end up coming at 6:20. thanks afam for waiting for this lazy bum here though. at the time was went i learn alot about "BJ". laugh* nana was super wory if that bj have tried doing some stuff at me. well. as i told her. iam untouchable. really. well afam teaching really went into my head. like seriously sia. haha. i was like practising while temaning amir while he play takraw. ohh well i forgot the highlight of today.you know what i saw that cheers guy. i so damn jump out of my seat in the bus you know. i was sleeping when i was suddenly awakened by the sudden stop.i realised it was only at hougang then something just told me to look ot of the window. && as i did i saw this guy.he seems so familiar by the back then i keep looking till i recognise who he is. he just alight from a 101 bus.&& he wake to the hougang mrt.ohh god where on earth could he be living. seriously i like him. && i can't deny that fact. grins*
"ohh afam. please take care of yourself okay dude. some girl aint worth the place in your heart. serious shit. well. you can always count on us to be there for you. some people just dont know how to treasure their mates well."ohh!iam not trying to say some people are wrong here or what so ever. but i really do have my reasons why i support some people.keep this in mind mates.!
its like thursday today alright. it started off well. i came school for like maths lectures only. and then later i was like the first few to reach. so chit chat with my gundu,mael. gosh! there's like so many to say. then later meet sufy awhile at the library. i also send the overdued story book back. then sufy teman me to south canteen to buy wedges. awww. guess what. i met that 'CHEERS' guys. that full perfect torso. fark fark. this time ,our eyes met as we walk pass eachother. forgetting sufy's existance. i wondered off for awhile. later telling sufy the happenings. && guess what? that 'CHEERS' guy acerli turned to look at me again. after he passed me. and sufy was also looking back at him. MAN!. i sure melted for those few pathetic moments. i ought to secretly take some pictures of this guy. and let you drool. GRINNS.. the latter acerli spois my whole day. that freaking 'cibai'ing AYUSNIE, was like giving me attitude again. this time i can't take it already. i've make up my mind to complain to daddy. I TAK BOLEH TAHAN READDY XIA. serious shit. she was like. "ehh your presentation over ready?" wahseyy. enter class only KENA already. "fark you larh mother fo.,can?" fast forward.. i met the 'MAC' guy at mac today. predictable yaww. haha. he was like with a couple of girls. which i supposed were the normal routines of a footballer. WTH. i dont give a damn much. caused iam satisfide with that 'CHEERS' guy for today. next next. i went home with syamim. saw this guy that was sound asleep.
^POOR PIGGY^ then meet sufy under my block for some stuff. then iam like facing you nw. the mixture of;
CHEEKY + ENXIOUS + EXCITED + DRAINED + MAD =thursday. WELL IAM DONE HERE.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Ms friday baby.
I went to get pamper myself like yesterday.
the diffences is that yesterday was thursday and today is friday. And that yesterday i went with Danish and today i went with korkor instead. Firstly i start today with alot of cash in hand. a thousand of cold hard cash in my wallet.We started off at the citylink mall. The flash and splash shop where i spent 1hr considering which stuff to get and after deciding then the cashier told me that they have no change for my $1000. so i was like " ohh shit! ". How? How? So i asked them to hold on to the things and i will like come back with smaller change. Which later i was like ahh nevermind larh. Cause i was like lazy to go back to the shop. evil laughters* I was really wanting that volcom long sleeve teeshirt which then i realised that i will like spend more that half a hundred on a teeshirt. How pathetic?Then i went to the new topshop at raffles place. Which was where i finally got change for my a thousand daollars. "Argh like finally!" ha ha. Then i bought girl boxers there and a small glossy red bag. I find topshop not as fasinating as flash and splash. Due to the kind of brand i look for and stuff. Then later i proceed to peninsular where i planned to buy acoustic guitar capo but well luck wasn't like on my side. As the shop was like closed. "Damn it larh fark!" Why close so fast sey bas3rd. Then we proceed to NUM shop at city link again to get my num lappy case. Well i practically got the wrong size so i have to return to change. Really hope to come across that so-cute-dimple guy that served me justnow. ah aha. But well i really don't think he will be there cause ive to go there early and stuff. "So fat hope nuw.!" h aha. Damn! Finally i head back to TM to get faizah jewel some gift. But you see. Its like practically 9plus by then so the shops are like planning to close and stuff. So see larh. Everything turns out to defeat its own purpose. Next i proceed to my jewel's place later meeting Danish on the way there which was when he got me double scoop of orange sherbert and then walk me to jewel place where we shared some extra time together. And he said that the time shortage really made him appreciate our moments. " Whatever larh can?! " I really believe that guys are really great sweet talkers. ohhh la la la la~
WELL IAM DONE HERE.
much love
told you about it at 4:44 AM
Ms friday baby.
I went to get pamper myself like yesterday.
the diffences is that yesterday was thursday and today is friday. And that yesterday i went with Danish and today i went with korkor instead. Firstly i start today with alot of cash in hand. a thousand of cold hard cash in my wallet.We started off at the citylink mall. The flash and splash shop where i spent 1hr considering which stuff to get and after deciding then the cashier told me that they have no change for my $1000. so i was like " ohh shit! ". How? How? So i asked them to hold on to the things and i will like come back with smaller change. Which later i was like ahh nevermind larh. Cause i was like lazy to go back to the shop. evil laughters* I was really wanting that volcom long sleeve teeshirt which then i realised that i will like spend more that half a hundred on a teeshirt. How pathetic?Then i went to the new topshop at raffles place. Which was where i finally got change for my a thousand daollars. "Argh like finally!" ha ha. Then i bought girl boxers there and a small glossy red bag. I find topshop not as fasinating as flash and splash. Due to the kind of brand i look for and stuff. Then later i proceed to peninsular where i planned to buy acoustic guitar capo but well luck wasn't like on my side. As the shop was like closed. "Damn it larh fark!" Why close so fast sey bas3rd. Then we proceed to NUM shop at city link again to get my num lappy case. Well i practically got the wrong size so i have to return to change. Really hope to come across that so-cute-dimple guy that served me justnow. ah aha. But well i really don't think he will be there cause ive to go there early and stuff. "So fat hope nuw.!" h aha. Damn! Finally i head back to TM to get faizah jewel some gift. But you see. Its like practically 9plus by then so the shops are like planning to close and stuff. So see larh. Everything turns out to defeat its own purpose. Next i proceed to my jewel's place later meeting Danish on the way there which was when he got me double scoop of orange sherbert and then walk me to jewel place where we shared some extra time together. And he said that the time shortage really made him appreciate our moments. " Whatever larh can?! " I really believe that guys are really great sweet talkers. ohhh la la la la~
WELL IAM DONE HERE.
Thursday, August 28, 2008
ohh well.
i have lose a great soul yesterday.
my late uncle.
the best i ever had.We had finish the burial ceremony.Now left doing all that's needed for him.Whatever he had missed doing while he's still alive. Fulfilling his wishes. Doing for him his donation to orphanage and alms.Organizing prayer meet ups of his 40 days and 100 days. The discussing of all 15 of them left was made yesterday.But only 3 wasn't there to participate. Mamu bhai took leave before we even talk.Kala bedah and Mamu Hamid didn't attend his funeral at all.What a shame.They had the choice to attend yet,not coming....
What kind of brother or sister are you guys xia?
I am really curious to know?
like seriously larh.
Come on wake up can?
Yesterday was the burial then today was the 3rd day of prayers.We had done some stuff for him.Like gather the whole 12 of us to like discuss again and reconfirm with them of depts and stuff.
All was cleared.Then i was like so happy cause i like one of my uncle.He is like so different larh can?His name is Mohd. Rafik Bin Ibrahim Angullia.He has short clean kept hair and he has this very stern behaviour that i am like attracted to larh xia.
Laughs* My mummy thinks its bizarre.And daddy thinks its just kiddy infatuation.Ahh what i care right?! And this time he talked to me.I and mummy bought for him a fossil wallet for his belated birthday. He was born yeesteday on the 27th of August.ha ha.I personally saw his birth cert. larh can?! ha ha.
WELL IAM DONE HERE.
much love
told you about it at 5:58 AM
ohh well.
i have lose a great soul yesterday.
my late uncle.
the best i ever had.We had finish the burial ceremony.Now left doing all that's needed for him.Whatever he had missed doing while he's still alive. Fulfilling his wishes. Doing for him his donation to orphanage and alms.Organizing prayer meet ups of his 40 days and 100 days. The discussing of all 15 of them left was made yesterday.But only 3 wasn't there to participate. Mamu bhai took leave before we even talk.Kala bedah and Mamu Hamid didn't attend his funeral at all.What a shame.They had the choice to attend yet,not coming....
What kind of brother or sister are you guys xia?
I am really curious to know?
like seriously larh.
Come on wake up can?
Yesterday was the burial then today was the 3rd day of prayers.We had done some stuff for him.Like gather the whole 12 of us to like discuss again and reconfirm with them of depts and stuff.
All was cleared.Then i was like so happy cause i like one of my uncle.He is like so different larh can?His name is Mohd. Rafik Bin Ibrahim Angullia.He has short clean kept hair and he has this very stern behaviour that i am like attracted to larh xia.
Laughs* My mummy thinks its bizarre.And daddy thinks its just kiddy infatuation.Ahh what i care right?! And this time he talked to me.I and mummy bought for him a fossil wallet for his belated birthday. He was born yeesteday on the 27th of August.ha ha.I personally saw his birth cert. larh can?! ha ha.
WELL IAM DONE HERE.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
A very good morning to ms. Tuesday. laughs* Maybe i am off to meet Danish in awhilst time. Havingg supper at my place. Eating spagetti it hink. He's cooking this time.err. I think like always larh can?! grins* And today i create a new phrase
Happy 17th, BRIAN!
Happy birthday to you.You are born in the zoo. Panther, Tigers are you friends. And the Monkey is you. Wish you will have a splendid day today, mister. Use your privillege well alright?! May all your wishes come true. And do grow up into some gentleman alright?! god bless you. You're missed. wink. (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:
Much Love;
much love
told you about it at 1:14 AM
A very good morning to ms. Tuesday. laughs* Maybe i am off to meet Danish in awhilst time. Havingg supper at my place. Eating spagetti it hink. He's cooking this time.err. I think like always larh can?! grins* And today i create a new phrase
Happy 17th, BRIAN!
Happy birthday to you.You are born in the zoo. Panther, Tigers are you friends. And the Monkey is you. Wish you will have a splendid day today, mister. Use your privillege well alright?! May all your wishes come true. And do grow up into some gentleman alright?! god bless you. You're missed. wink. (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (:
Much Love;
Monday, August 25, 2008
Greeting ms. monday.
To i had O'level English Oral at Junyuan secondary.
It was so damn awkward leyy. After like so long since i was in a secondary school atmosphere.Where everyone still makes so much noise while walking thru the corridors and stuff. Having that seconday student's smell lingering on my noise. Damn. It suck. I mean like really leyy. Some "minahs" was seen. And of cause larh plus the "matreps kental" and all. All still "kacang putih". *evil laughter. Then later Danish came to fetch me. Soon after i met Danish, Mummy called saying that she's alone and need company to the hospital. Cause they called saying that Mamu Sam was like shouting and scolding the nurses there too. Well so sorry eyy Danish. I am sure to make up to you one day. I promise. He send me to Changi General Hospital. Taking so long before he want to let me off. Wahsey. " Mafan Xia Ni " well but still you're loved. Later meeting fatin jewel, she just finished her first day of her attachment and that she was very into the job. I can tell from the way she reacted and stuff. And guess who i met while buying some stuff at 7eleven. Remember Syafiq. Ahmad's friend who was my past. I acted like i didn't notice larh can? I am not that close with him to like come up to him and say hello. For god's sake, i have shame alright? Then later after that i fetch Daddy from kembangan. Then we had dinner at TM kopi tiam. Later coming across Ismail. ha ha. He confronted me . So i turn and say hey. But couldn't talk much because Mummy and Daddy were around.err.
Opps! I forgot to mention about that so-cute-innoccent looking kiddy on my previous post. He's name is Danish Micheal. He is my far paternity cuzie. He's that Danish i've been mentioning recently. But unfortunately he doesn't look that innoccent anymore compared to him 11 years back that is in that photo. Imagine that "so-cute-innoccent" with 3 piercing , one his left eyebrows , two on his tongue and three on his left ear.Plus he has a tattoo on his inner left anckle ; a red star i design.
I guess. WELL IAM DONE HERE.
much love
told you about it at 9:36 PM
Greeting ms. monday.
To i had O'level English Oral at Junyuan secondary.
It was so damn awkward leyy. After like so long since i was in a secondary school atmosphere.Where everyone still makes so much noise while walking thru the corridors and stuff. Having that seconday student's smell lingering on my noise. Damn. It suck. I mean like really leyy. Some "minahs" was seen. And of cause larh plus the "matreps kental" and all. All still "kacang putih". *evil laughter. Then later Danish came to fetch me. Soon after i met Danish, Mummy called saying that she's alone and need company to the hospital. Cause they called saying that Mamu Sam was like shouting and scolding the nurses there too. Well so sorry eyy Danish. I am sure to make up to you one day. I promise. He send me to Changi General Hospital. Taking so long before he want to let me off. Wahsey. " Mafan Xia Ni " well but still you're loved. Later meeting fatin jewel, she just finished her first day of her attachment and that she was very into the job. I can tell from the way she reacted and stuff. And guess who i met while buying some stuff at 7eleven. Remember Syafiq. Ahmad's friend who was my past. I acted like i didn't notice larh can? I am not that close with him to like come up to him and say hello. For god's sake, i have shame alright? Then later after that i fetch Daddy from kembangan. Then we had dinner at TM kopi tiam. Later coming across Ismail. ha ha. He confronted me . So i turn and say hey. But couldn't talk much because Mummy and Daddy were around.err.
Opps! I forgot to mention about that so-cute-innoccent looking kiddy on my previous post. He's name is Danish Micheal. He is my far paternity cuzie. He's that Danish i've been mentioning recently. But unfortunately he doesn't look that innoccent anymore compared to him 11 years back that is in that photo. Imagine that "so-cute-innoccent" with 3 piercing , one his left eyebrows , two on his tongue and three on his left ear.Plus he has a tattoo on his inner left anckle ; a red star i design.
I guess. WELL IAM DONE HERE.
Guess who this so-cute-innocent looking kiddy?
[tips : i never thought that he was ever related to me but well he is. ]
much love
told you about it at 4:54 AM
Guess who this so-cute-innocent looking kiddy?
[tips : i never thought that he was ever related to me but well he is. ]
Sunday, August 24, 2008
hello ms. Sunday.
today was a late day for me as i woke up around 5plus like that leyy. Awaken by the slap korkor give on my right leg.Ohh fark. Spoil my whole day.
So spend my day with only strumming my love and watch some patetic teevee shows.Then i came across this daily readings online.Well it fasinated me for a while leyy. ha ha.
WELL IAM DONE HERE.
ms.belated Saturday.
It was practically monotonous.I slept at 5am in the morning.Waking up at nearly 3.30 in the evening. I had to attend some majlis at potong pasir.My grams' "sunting" guru.
He organised a majlis for all the "sunting" people to meet up and say some prayers and stuff. i met my halfie's parents there and of coz hamzah, " my childhood lover ".
[ me and hamzah 8 years ago. ]
Well he's so grown up now. He was sleeping at Nizam's room on Nizam's bed.So called tired from his national service. This time i was like okay larh with the girls that side.Nadia and Fazila were talking to me and stuff.Adli was super close with me don't know why larh kan? [ My Adli ] ha ha. I was happy somehow going there but it's just not like before when it was a little more harmonious and all.Well situation change. And i had fun.
[ Tok Mat's wife reunite wit Tok's wife. Nek amah and granny. they said just ol' times when they can chit chat and stuff.Nek Amah was talking with hand gesture that i can hardly take a photo of her w/o telling her to like stop and smile. well they're cherished much. ] Later i went to town around 9plus with drake.Skate pernormal larh. Our date. Coming across the gang later.Around 12plus.I fell and i scatched my leg a couple of times. But it never hurt that much like the ones i used to get when i skate before. (:
WELL IAM DONE HERE.
much love
told you about it at 6:01 PM
hello ms. Sunday.
today was a late day for me as i woke up around 5plus like that leyy. Awaken by the slap korkor give on my right leg.Ohh fark. Spoil my whole day.
So spend my day with only strumming my love and watch some patetic teevee shows.Then i came across this daily readings online.Well it fasinated me for a while leyy. ha ha.
WELL IAM DONE HERE.
ms.belated Saturday.
It was practically monotonous.I slept at 5am in the morning.Waking up at nearly 3.30 in the evening. I had to attend some majlis at potong pasir.My grams' "sunting" guru.
He organised a majlis for all the "sunting" people to meet up and say some prayers and stuff. i met my halfie's parents there and of coz hamzah, " my childhood lover ".
[ me and hamzah 8 years ago. ]
Well he's so grown up now. He was sleeping at Nizam's room on Nizam's bed.So called tired from his national service. This time i was like okay larh with the girls that side.Nadia and Fazila were talking to me and stuff.Adli was super close with me don't know why larh kan? [ My Adli ] ha ha. I was happy somehow going there but it's just not like before when it was a little more harmonious and all.Well situation change. And i had fun.
[ Tok Mat's wife reunite wit Tok's wife. Nek amah and granny. they said just ol' times when they can chit chat and stuff.Nek Amah was talking with hand gesture that i can hardly take a photo of her w/o telling her to like stop and smile. well they're cherished much. ] Later i went to town around 9plus with drake.Skate pernormal larh. Our date. Coming across the gang later.Around 12plus.I fell and i scatched my leg a couple of times. But it never hurt that much like the ones i used to get when i skate before. (:
WELL IAM DONE HERE.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Hello back. laughs* I was and still am lazy to update my blog larh dey. Serious shit larh can?! Alot had happened for the past few days. Few ain't that good to remember and some are always engraved hard as great memories larh can? ha ha. Currently doing well as a whole. But some life experience really change my views towards certain people. To be exact, my fark-ing maternity auntys and uncles..They are full-timed ball sacks. Fark them can? Talking about them can really make me frustrated all over again larh sial.They are a group of people ain't worth your respect at all. Ohh Almighty. Bless my soul. I really dont know what to say. But they are lucky that i am just their niece not their younger sister or whatever fark. Cause if i were they each would have got a piece of my mind already. Ohh shit. okay.. sory sory. i didn't mean to start a post like this but well i am expressing myself here . To who else can i really use all this vulgarities too. Right? I mean in person you hardly hear me swear. So here i go. [ P.S this is my blog. ]
Back on Tuesday, it was my major computing mathematics paper. So well you know me. Very kiasu. ha ha. Stress larh dude! So i was like err. err. Ask Afam to study with me in the early morning around 9plus gitu at school. So yeah i meet Afam and Nana at kofu there to eat. I had my usual yong tao fu curry stuff. Then Ifah joined us. Teaching me and Afam the stuupidd graph thingy. Then Fazreen joined. Seriously this time was like my first time to like slack with 03 more than my own 04. Well it was practically because Daren was like working the whole week and had no free time to like study in a group so i had to like find Afam. The first exam i actuallly studied with them. Even Sabril i didn't ask out to study. Serious shit larh dey. ha ha. Fastforward-ing. After paper i went home straight thinking i can like snore on my beloved again. But well i waa wrong, Mummy called asking me to go visit Mamu Sam at the hospital and that she'll be there shortly. err. I am an obedient " snow white ",ya 'noe! And you want to know what's with the snow white. ha ha. it was a name my korkor rafie gave very long time ago. During my primary school days i am well knowned to be-friend short guys..And its a curse that i don't click with girls around me. All boys. Strictly boys. ha ha. Cool ain't it.But well i agree with all the guys in the world that girls are trouble in any form. ha ha. No offence. But i have no doubts that it true. ha ha.
Next came Wednesday . I went to meet my fiancee, Danish at Peninsula. Well we were supposed to buy this really stuupid undies together but in the end we forgot. So our meet up defeat the purpose in the first place. We went window shopping for stuff like crumpler bags, swatch watch and fossil leather goods. Things that i had in mind of own-ing. Like really leyy. Cause iam so gonna buy a huge shoe rack where i can like stuff the dozen dozen of shoes i have. ha ha. i strongly believe that shoes, watches and bags are collectable items.. Later meeting jewel at her place to slack. we had so many laughters alright. Acerli planned to like study for my O's. But her classic guitar left untouched, i can't bare the itch. ha ha. We ate asam pedas ikan plus fried egg. With chilled soya milk. yummy yum. the desert was orange.
Then came Thursday . It came like a bullet train. Daddy had a call for the hospital that Mamu was in a shortage of breathe. And seeking permssion to hold on to him or just let him go in peace. Like forever. I fear that too. But while i was like rushing to the hospital,the seconds flow so slowly that i ought to ask my mum to step out of the car while i drive instead. The sense of urgency just stayed in me like for the whole few minutes that took me to reach to the hospital. I keep blaming the people surrounding me for delaying from getting there. Ohh shit. The worsr senarios played in my mind like on repeat mode. The thought of losing someone so dear to me. But all the way thru i put up a bold surface. Not want-ing to be seen as a weak-ling. Fark larh. Why must mummy contact all those hypocritical beings to come down to the hospital to have a look at their eldest brother for the presume last time? I was there. I witness the tears shed by individuals. bla bla bla~ whatever fark larh. Some didn't even bother to 'salam' when him when they arrive. Just stand by the side and like stare at him. wtf. wtf. Might as well don't bother coming right?! Some who wasn't that caring enough when he was strong before, came. Came up to him and like whisper some prayers into his ears to like remember him of the Almighty. I see all those hidden smiles. err. I hold my unsatisfaction deep down. Never to burst. Later once i was like really sure that Mamu was doing okay. i left to the waiting sofas to chit chat with Daddy. He was so engross with his photo taking game that he never layan me. So bored larh sey. I was preparing myself for the worst larh can?! i don't want to hold Mamu much longer if it's like gonna hurt him more. At only 63years. I love him so dearly. That deep down i never want him to go. But the Almighty loves him more like no other. So i prayed for the best. Even if the Almighty was to take him whenever now, i prayed for the simpliest way. Never hurting him in any form. And i really hope what he had gone thru for his last living days,were enough to pay for his wrongdoings for the pass 63years of his life. I prayed for him to be blessed. And beg for the Almighty's mercy towards him.
the machine that closely monitored Mamu Sam's heartbeat.And it proves to be very weak.
It was 4:47am. I was still waiting at the hospital.
Mamu was warded at ward 47 bed 39.
This is my no. 10 Mamu Yahya.My saviour. A true gangster.He's someone i respect so much cause he would risk his life just to save his family.He's never afraid to die.Cause he has nothing to lose.
My 5th Kala, Limah and her husband,Mamu Ali.
[ Before ]
[ Currently ]
my definition of love: " To love is to learn how to let go. "
And finally came Friday. It was like at...
Awesome. i went to visit Mamu Sam at the hospital around 2plus.There was nobody there unfortunately.So acompanied him till around 3plus.Later meeting Shyqah jewel at ITE simei entrance there.She just finished her soft ball tournament.And of coz larh she win larh okay?!We proceed to garden afterwards.
A video of my jewels and me doing our first ever sway cover.Its posted at youtube for the benefit of all though.This video really explained our outing.SPECTACULAR,right girls?
today was Amy dearest's 16th day,
"Happy birthday to you.you are born in the zoo.Zebra,Lions are your friends.And the monkey is you. *evil laughter.Ohh man! i love you much much. Hope you grow up into a elegant lady loved by all.May all your wishes come true darling. Just remember i will always be here no matter what happens."
much love:
WELL IAM DONE HERE.
much love
told you about it at 2:29 AM
Hello back. laughs* I was and still am lazy to update my blog larh dey. Serious shit larh can?! Alot had happened for the past few days. Few ain't that good to remember and some are always engraved hard as great memories larh can? ha ha. Currently doing well as a whole. But some life experience really change my views towards certain people. To be exact, my fark-ing maternity auntys and uncles..They are full-timed ball sacks. Fark them can? Talking about them can really make me frustrated all over again larh sial.They are a group of people ain't worth your respect at all. Ohh Almighty. Bless my soul. I really dont know what to say. But they are lucky that i am just their niece not their younger sister or whatever fark. Cause if i were they each would have got a piece of my mind already. Ohh shit. okay.. sory sory. i didn't mean to start a post like this but well i am expressing myself here . To who else can i really use all this vulgarities too. Right? I mean in person you hardly hear me swear. So here i go. [ P.S this is my blog. ]
Back on Tuesday, it was my major computing mathematics paper. So well you know me. Very kiasu. ha ha. Stress larh dude! So i was like err. err. Ask Afam to study with me in the early morning around 9plus gitu at school. So yeah i meet Afam and Nana at kofu there to eat. I had my usual yong tao fu curry stuff. Then Ifah joined us. Teaching me and Afam the stuupidd graph thingy. Then Fazreen joined. Seriously this time was like my first time to like slack with 03 more than my own 04. Well it was practically because Daren was like working the whole week and had no free time to like study in a group so i had to like find Afam. The first exam i actuallly studied with them. Even Sabril i didn't ask out to study. Serious shit larh dey. ha ha. Fastforward-ing. After paper i went home straight thinking i can like snore on my beloved again. But well i waa wrong, Mummy called asking me to go visit Mamu Sam at the hospital and that she'll be there shortly. err. I am an obedient " snow white ",ya 'noe! And you want to know what's with the snow white. ha ha. it was a name my korkor rafie gave very long time ago. During my primary school days i am well knowned to be-friend short guys..And its a curse that i don't click with girls around me. All boys. Strictly boys. ha ha. Cool ain't it.But well i agree with all the guys in the world that girls are trouble in any form. ha ha. No offence. But i have no doubts that it true. ha ha.
Next came Wednesday . I went to meet my fiancee, Danish at Peninsula. Well we were supposed to buy this really stuupid undies together but in the end we forgot. So our meet up defeat the purpose in the first place. We went window shopping for stuff like crumpler bags, swatch watch and fossil leather goods. Things that i had in mind of own-ing. Like really leyy. Cause iam so gonna buy a huge shoe rack where i can like stuff the dozen dozen of shoes i have. ha ha. i strongly believe that shoes, watches and bags are collectable items.. Later meeting jewel at her place to slack. we had so many laughters alright. Acerli planned to like study for my O's. But her classic guitar left untouched, i can't bare the itch. ha ha. We ate asam pedas ikan plus fried egg. With chilled soya milk. yummy yum. the desert was orange.
Then came Thursday . It came like a bullet train. Daddy had a call for the hospital that Mamu was in a shortage of breathe. And seeking permssion to hold on to him or just let him go in peace. Like forever. I fear that too. But while i was like rushing to the hospital,the seconds flow so slowly that i ought to ask my mum to step out of the car while i drive instead. The sense of urgency just stayed in me like for the whole few minutes that took me to reach to the hospital. I keep blaming the people surrounding me for delaying from getting there. Ohh shit. The worsr senarios played in my mind like on repeat mode. The thought of losing someone so dear to me. But all the way thru i put up a bold surface. Not want-ing to be seen as a weak-ling. Fark larh. Why must mummy contact all those hypocritical beings to come down to the hospital to have a look at their eldest brother for the presume last time? I was there. I witness the tears shed by individuals. bla bla bla~ whatever fark larh. Some didn't even bother to 'salam' when him when they arrive. Just stand by the side and like stare at him. wtf. wtf. Might as well don't bother coming right?! Some who wasn't that caring enough when he was strong before, came. Came up to him and like whisper some prayers into his ears to like remember him of the Almighty. I see all those hidden smiles. err. I hold my unsatisfaction deep down. Never to burst. Later once i was like really sure that Mamu was doing okay. i left to the waiting sofas to chit chat with Daddy. He was so engross with his photo taking game that he never layan me. So bored larh sey. I was preparing myself for the worst larh can?! i don't want to hold Mamu much longer if it's like gonna hurt him more. At only 63years. I love him so dearly. That deep down i never want him to go. But the Almighty loves him more like no other. So i prayed for the best. Even if the Almighty was to take him whenever now, i prayed for the simpliest way. Never hurting him in any form. And i really hope what he had gone thru for his last living days,were enough to pay for his wrongdoings for the pass 63years of his life. I prayed for him to be blessed. And beg for the Almighty's mercy towards him.
the machine that closely monitored Mamu Sam's heartbeat.And it proves to be very weak.
It was 4:47am. I was still waiting at the hospital.
Mamu was warded at ward 47 bed 39.
This is my no. 10 Mamu Yahya.My saviour. A true gangster.He's someone i respect so much cause he would risk his life just to save his family.He's never afraid to die.Cause he has nothing to lose.
My 5th Kala, Limah and her husband,Mamu Ali.
[ Before ]
[ Currently ]
my definition of love: " To love is to learn how to let go. "
And finally came Friday. It was like at...
Awesome. i went to visit Mamu Sam at the hospital around 2plus.There was nobody there unfortunately.So acompanied him till around 3plus.Later meeting Shyqah jewel at ITE simei entrance there.She just finished her soft ball tournament.And of coz larh she win larh okay?!We proceed to garden afterwards.
A video of my jewels and me doing our first ever sway cover.Its posted at youtube for the benefit of all though.This video really explained our outing.SPECTACULAR,right girls?
today was Amy dearest's 16th day,
"Happy birthday to you.you are born in the zoo.Zebra,Lions are your friends.And the monkey is you. *evil laughter.Ohh man! i love you much much. Hope you grow up into a elegant lady loved by all.May all your wishes come true darling. Just remember i will always be here no matter what happens."
much love:
WELL IAM DONE HERE.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
today acerli we planned to study at 9am at school.like what afam said yesterday that we could like have breakfast together at least. macam paham larh afam. he ended up reaching school at 10plus then eat somemore. wahsey.but well iam good. cause in the morning danish accompanied me to school. he had school at 11. so he said he can teman me then he take train to school which he re-assured so many times that that was a short route. well iam loved.(: later syamim joined me at block L level 5 wooden benches. danish left a few minutes before he came along. wahsey. good xia. then we had a heavy japanese breakfast at kofu. damn! i so missed kofu's food. laughs* then later joining Afam, Khai, Hafiz, Fazreen and Nana at mac.well as pernormal i was praying hard so that i could at least meet any of my eye candies at mac. but unfortunately i didnt pray hard enough to get to see them today at all xia. FARK.
NEXT at north wing library we had to be like poor dingbats to have to sit on the carpeted floor to study but well iam adaptable. i can manage larh dey. turn here. turn there. twist and flip. URGHS. such an arse. i know. ha ha. i was so bored that i took picures of insignificant stuff. like our foot wears. only fazreen wears a pair of shoes. wahsey. spoil sey. ha ha. like the saying goes,"photos speak a thousand words.!" wahh. we studied larh dey. really. at first nana was like our examiner aka timer. but that lasted for only awhile only before we started slacking all over again.
As you can seeee this girl in the above photo was having a buttock showcase.She was like wearing shorts ready sey.Then like urghs. But then right its none of my bisness.
&& Here is an example of a hard working student during revision time. ha ah. "No offence hor, Syamim!"
Later we proceed to mac to have our late lunch. it was around 4plus by then. My daily dose of my addiction.wee~ Happy larh dey. && Seeee its a special order somemore.
See this belo syed. ha ha. Well take a look at those no. of mac spice they had. wahsey. What a pig. ha ha. "No offence to those who had second round larh can?" Later finding out that Nana never had bread in her life before.Like i mean as a whole. And Afam hate cheese. wahsey. What a waste cause i find cheese as such a beautiful creation.&& You wouldnt believe this part of facts that iam like gonna tell you were that,Khai doesnt eat vegetables at all. and it may make him vomit when consumed. But who cares, right? And if you have minds like ours. you would know what we had him doing. Evil laughter*
one, two, three, EAT.
"yummy right,khai?"
take 1.^
take 2.^
A heart arranged by me, myself and i.
WELL IAM DONE HERE.
much love
told you about it at 2:52 AM
today acerli we planned to study at 9am at school.like what afam said yesterday that we could like have breakfast together at least. macam paham larh afam. he ended up reaching school at 10plus then eat somemore. wahsey.but well iam good. cause in the morning danish accompanied me to school. he had school at 11. so he said he can teman me then he take train to school which he re-assured so many times that that was a short route. well iam loved.(: later syamim joined me at block L level 5 wooden benches. danish left a few minutes before he came along. wahsey. good xia. then we had a heavy japanese breakfast at kofu. damn! i so missed kofu's food. laughs* then later joining Afam, Khai, Hafiz, Fazreen and Nana at mac.well as pernormal i was praying hard so that i could at least meet any of my eye candies at mac. but unfortunately i didnt pray hard enough to get to see them today at all xia. FARK.
NEXT at north wing library we had to be like poor dingbats to have to sit on the carpeted floor to study but well iam adaptable. i can manage larh dey. turn here. turn there. twist and flip. URGHS. such an arse. i know. ha ha. i was so bored that i took picures of insignificant stuff. like our foot wears. only fazreen wears a pair of shoes. wahsey. spoil sey. ha ha. like the saying goes,"photos speak a thousand words.!" wahh. we studied larh dey. really. at first nana was like our examiner aka timer. but that lasted for only awhile only before we started slacking all over again.
As you can seeee this girl in the above photo was having a buttock showcase.She was like wearing shorts ready sey.Then like urghs. But then right its none of my bisness.
&& Here is an example of a hard working student during revision time. ha ah. "No offence hor, Syamim!"
Later we proceed to mac to have our late lunch. it was around 4plus by then. My daily dose of my addiction.wee~ Happy larh dey. && Seeee its a special order somemore.
See this belo syed. ha ha. Well take a look at those no. of mac spice they had. wahsey. What a pig. ha ha. "No offence to those who had second round larh can?" Later finding out that Nana never had bread in her life before.Like i mean as a whole. And Afam hate cheese. wahsey. What a waste cause i find cheese as such a beautiful creation.&& You wouldnt believe this part of facts that iam like gonna tell you were that,Khai doesnt eat vegetables at all. and it may make him vomit when consumed. But who cares, right? And if you have minds like ours. you would know what we had him doing. Evil laughter*
one, two, three, EAT.
"yummy right,khai?"
take 1.^
take 2.^
A heart arranged by me, myself and i.
WELL IAM DONE HERE.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
well. today honestly speaking. i was fasting. for some pay back days i didnt make it for the last ramadhan. so justnow when studying with afam and syamim. syamim came alil later. we talk. we eat. we walk. bt this time iam alil too tired to enjoy much. err.
this singing dork really knows how to sing larh sia. iam so liking him.
much love
told you about it at 10:53 PM
well. today honestly speaking. i was fasting. for some pay back days i didnt make it for the last ramadhan. so justnow when studying with afam and syamim. syamim came alil later. we talk. we eat. we walk. bt this time iam alil too tired to enjoy much. err.
this singing dork really knows how to sing larh sia. iam so liking him.
Btw i just hang up the phone with danish. he got to get ready for he's soccer training at 8. he has to leave home half and hour before the 7.45. or he will be late. but still he was hard headed. thinking that i would'nt sleep. worrying is his fulltime job xia. NEVER ENDING WORRIES. urghs.
&& guess what. we talk about marriage. laughs* i simply can't believe my blady ears. when my nishy talk about getting married. being tied down to one and stuff. cause you know why?! he is a flirt by the outside. and he seriously have a softer inside. wahsey. i super cannot stop smiling at the though of him. together with the aisle. AND HE EMAIL ME THIS PICTURE.
he said this picture was one of the reasons he want to settle down to one and to get married.blady hell. you see. a sexy wife to come back to and stuff. boy will always be boys. their way of thinking are always alike...bla bla bla.
BY THE WAY.
this song danish sang to me every night before he hang up the phone.
eventhough he suck at it.
the lyrics to the song are stuck in my petite mind.
he's such an arse.
(:
"Girl,there's no one that get me the way that you do.
i just cant explain that there's something about you.
that gets my emotional thing goes inside.
no matter how i tried,i just cannot hide.
what i feel when you simply walk pass my way.
when you smile,it shine right into me ,i think.
i sit here all alone thinking about you day and night.
cause for me it feels so right.
[ CHORUS: i just want you close.
cause you make me smile.
i just can-not get.. you off my mind.
with each kiss,you blow me away.
and without you,i think i'll go crazy..
for your love..i wi.ll do any.thing.
cause to me..
you are are my everything..
ohhh.. ]
Boy,there's no one that gets me the way you could.
i just cant explain it,there's something you do.
the sun shines much brighter when iam with you.
and when you kiss my lips.
i feel so brand new.
Boy you always know when iam feeling down.
and you know how to turn my frown upside down.
all the cute things you do,simply tick.les my heart.
we will never be apart.
[ CHORUS. ]
all my dreams all come true.
when you walk into my life.
it seems so unreal.
and i am so glad that youre mine.
iam so glad to be yours.
and its so good to be true.
but i know this is real.
and i know that i love you.
[ CHORUS. ]
ohhh.
you are my everything.
you are my everything."
ohhlalalalala~ feeling happy.
WELL I AM DONE HERE.
much love
told you about it at 5:52 AM
Btw i just hang up the phone with danish. he got to get ready for he's soccer training at 8. he has to leave home half and hour before the 7.45. or he will be late. but still he was hard headed. thinking that i would'nt sleep. worrying is his fulltime job xia. NEVER ENDING WORRIES. urghs.
&& guess what. we talk about marriage. laughs* i simply can't believe my blady ears. when my nishy talk about getting married. being tied down to one and stuff. cause you know why?! he is a flirt by the outside. and he seriously have a softer inside. wahsey. i super cannot stop smiling at the though of him. together with the aisle. AND HE EMAIL ME THIS PICTURE.
he said this picture was one of the reasons he want to settle down to one and to get married.blady hell. you see. a sexy wife to come back to and stuff. boy will always be boys. their way of thinking are always alike...bla bla bla.
BY THE WAY.
this song danish sang to me every night before he hang up the phone.
eventhough he suck at it.
the lyrics to the song are stuck in my petite mind.
he's such an arse.
(:
"Girl,there's no one that get me the way that you do.
i just cant explain that there's something about you.
that gets my emotional thing goes inside.
no matter how i tried,i just cannot hide.
what i feel when you simply walk pass my way.
when you smile,it shine right into me ,i think.
i sit here all alone thinking about you day and night.
cause for me it feels so right.
[ CHORUS: i just want you close.
cause you make me smile.
i just can-not get.. you off my mind.
with each kiss,you blow me away.
and without you,i think i'll go crazy..
for your love..i wi.ll do any.thing.
cause to me..
you are are my everything..
ohhh.. ]
Boy,there's no one that gets me the way you could.
i just cant explain it,there's something you do.
the sun shines much brighter when iam with you.
and when you kiss my lips.
i feel so brand new.
Boy you always know when iam feeling down.
and you know how to turn my frown upside down.
all the cute things you do,simply tick.les my heart.
we will never be apart.
[ CHORUS. ]
all my dreams all come true.
when you walk into my life.
it seems so unreal.
and i am so glad that youre mine.
iam so glad to be yours.
and its so good to be true.
but i know this is real.
and i know that i love you.
[ CHORUS. ]
ohhh.
you are my everything.
you are my everything."
ohhlalalalala~ feeling happy.
WELL I AM DONE HERE.
well mates. i just can't set my butt off to bed.
may thanks to that addiction danish gave me larh.
swensen's orange sherbet.
its so blady worth it larh.
ohh man 1litre of it larh sia.
1 litre for 12plus or 15 bucks.
i think.
well he's loved though.
much much love.
iam still munching on it now.
while blogging.
danish = nuw.
TRUE!
cheeky laughs*
he knows why larh can?
cause he's a gemini two.
he love orange sherbert.
he hate tofu two.
etc.
etc.
like danish said,"ETC. explain alot already."
"so dont elaborate."
"let people assume."
haha.
iam so crazy.
err.
aww today's
mister shazli's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
you are born in the zoo.
donkey,zebra are your friends.
and the MONKEY is you..!
~lalala..
[ "i farking can't find his picture that i like,but i think this will do very well as a replacement for the meantime." ]
FRIDAY.
last night. i went to expos with my famy.eat.eat.eat.
are the three words that trully explains our outing.
burger "ramlee."
fried white mushroom.
fried mee hoon.
cheesey hotdogs.
"murtabak."
blueberry drink.
&& there was a live performance.
wahsey.
my ears was almost tone deaf.
HSOMG.
damn!
i just can't stand malay songs.
then there was this "MEGA" singer that korkor luq went crazy about.serious shit larh fark.
IAM DONE HERE.
much love
told you about it at 4:13 AM
well mates. i just can't set my butt off to bed.
may thanks to that addiction danish gave me larh.
swensen's orange sherbet.
its so blady worth it larh.
ohh man 1litre of it larh sia.
1 litre for 12plus or 15 bucks.
i think.
well he's loved though.
much much love.
iam still munching on it now.
while blogging.
danish = nuw.
TRUE!
cheeky laughs*
he knows why larh can?
cause he's a gemini two.
he love orange sherbert.
he hate tofu two.
etc.
etc.
like danish said,"ETC. explain alot already."
"so dont elaborate."
"let people assume."
haha.
iam so crazy.
err.
aww today's
mister shazli's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
you are born in the zoo.
donkey,zebra are your friends.
and the MONKEY is you..!
~lalala..
[ "i farking can't find his picture that i like,but i think this will do very well as a replacement for the meantime." ]
FRIDAY.
last night. i went to expos with my famy.eat.eat.eat.
are the three words that trully explains our outing.
burger "ramlee."
fried white mushroom.
fried mee hoon.
cheesey hotdogs.
"murtabak."
blueberry drink.
&& there was a live performance.
wahsey.
my ears was almost tone deaf.
HSOMG.
damn!
i just can't stand malay songs.
then there was this "MEGA" singer that korkor luq went crazy about.serious shit larh fark.
IAM DONE HERE.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
well today i never sleep the whole day since yesterday. well practically cause i wake up at 5plus in the late afternoon. (:
then went to have breakfast at afganistan with timmy && drake.later which i knw i had washed cassandra's tank
[ sleeping beau. in action. ]
[ that petite lil friend of mine. ]
&& did some blogging. well. just can't get enough of it ever since i changed the background && stuff. well you see.
then later at around 12plus meet afam at tampines library. he is like my current tutor for maths.since daren ain't free. so well he's doing a great job making me understand differentiation. URGHS. that suck. then later which we spend more time chatting then doing more revision. but we did okay? at least larh kan!? laughs*
well we practically laugh here && there.
atmost least of fun larh.
[at TOYS"R"US. some child-like syndrome. ]
then we set off on our different journey. me to hospital && him to chalet.well a photo always speak a thousand words.
[ once a dreamer always a dreamer. ]
[ like father like daughter. ] [ that's a definite. ]
WELL IAM DONE HERE!
much love
told you about it at 10:21 PM
well today i never sleep the whole day since yesterday. well practically cause i wake up at 5plus in the late afternoon. (:
then went to have breakfast at afganistan with timmy && drake.later which i knw i had washed cassandra's tank
[ sleeping beau. in action. ]
[ that petite lil friend of mine. ]
&& did some blogging. well. just can't get enough of it ever since i changed the background && stuff. well you see.
then later at around 12plus meet afam at tampines library. he is like my current tutor for maths.since daren ain't free. so well he's doing a great job making me understand differentiation. URGHS. that suck. then later which we spend more time chatting then doing more revision. but we did okay? at least larh kan!? laughs*
well we practically laugh here && there.
atmost least of fun larh.
[at TOYS"R"US. some child-like syndrome. ]
then we set off on our different journey. me to hospital && him to chalet.well a photo always speak a thousand words.
[ once a dreamer always a dreamer. ]
[ like father like daughter. ] [ that's a definite. ]
WELL IAM DONE HERE!
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
WEDNESDAY
i spent the whole day today sleeping.
realising afam's msg on my hp.
DAMN!
lucky i don't need to go.cause i'am so going to be late.
then i spent my petang with cassandra.
(:
love love love right?
&& i did some research about it.
Red-eared Slider = Cassandra Garwin
TAXONOMY and EVOLUTION
The Red-eared Slider (Trachemys scripta elegans) is a semi-aquatic turtle (terrapin) belonging to the familyEmydidae. It is a native of the southern United States, but has become common in various areas of the world due to the pet trade. They are very popular pets in the United States, the Netherlands, Canada, and England.
The Red-eared Slider (RES) is a member of the orderTestudines, which contains nearly 250 species. In the United States and Canada members of this genus are usually referred to as turtles. However, in the UK they are split into Turtles (aquatic), Tortoises (land), and Terrapins (semi-aquatic). All turtles and tortoises may also be referred to as "chelonians". RES were formerly classified as Chrysemys scripta elegans.
BEHAVIOUR
The female Red-eared Slider grows to be 25-30 cm (10-12 in) in length and males 20-25 cm (8-10 in). They are almost entirely aquatic, but do leave the water to bask in thesunand lay eggs. Thesereptilesare deceptively fast and are also excellent swimmers. They hunt forpreyand will attempt to capture it when the opportunity presents itself. They are very aware of predatorsand people and generally shy away from them. In fact, the RES frantically slides off rocks and logs when approached - hence the name. Contrary to popular misconception, Red-eared Sliders do not produce saliva, but--like most aquatic turtles--they have fixed tongues. This is the reason they must eat their food in water
much love
told you about it at 8:08 PM
WEDNESDAY
i spent the whole day today sleeping.
realising afam's msg on my hp.
DAMN!
lucky i don't need to go.cause i'am so going to be late.
then i spent my petang with cassandra.
(:
love love love right?
&& i did some research about it.
Red-eared Slider = Cassandra Garwin
TAXONOMY and EVOLUTION
The Red-eared Slider (Trachemys scripta elegans) is a semi-aquatic turtle (terrapin) belonging to the familyEmydidae. It is a native of the southern United States, but has become common in various areas of the world due to the pet trade. They are very popular pets in the United States, the Netherlands, Canada, and England.
The Red-eared Slider (RES) is a member of the orderTestudines, which contains nearly 250 species. In the United States and Canada members of this genus are usually referred to as turtles. However, in the UK they are split into Turtles (aquatic), Tortoises (land), and Terrapins (semi-aquatic). All turtles and tortoises may also be referred to as "chelonians". RES were formerly classified as Chrysemys scripta elegans.
BEHAVIOUR
The female Red-eared Slider grows to be 25-30 cm (10-12 in) in length and males 20-25 cm (8-10 in). They are almost entirely aquatic, but do leave the water to bask in thesunand lay eggs. Thesereptilesare deceptively fast and are also excellent swimmers. They hunt forpreyand will attempt to capture it when the opportunity presents itself. They are very aware of predatorsand people and generally shy away from them. In fact, the RES frantically slides off rocks and logs when approached - hence the name. Contrary to popular misconception, Red-eared Sliders do not produce saliva, but--like most aquatic turtles--they have fixed tongues. This is the reason they must eat their food in water
ohh well. i just felt like updating. so here i am. (: ohh practically. SATURDAYwas superb. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.
haha. i was there at marina square. it was so packed with matreps.and i saw several unexpected boys. a few of junkies. and some jewels. but then being there with sufi. i have to say i hated the crowd cause if ever its possible,i just dont want people to know that i am like currently going out with someone particular.but then i also dont care mush you see. we went to have dinner at secret recipe.where i had cheesecake.yummy yum. then i went to raffles place to have a sit at the padang with sufi then i proceed to the city link.cause i can not tahan the heat. so blady hot.
soon after the fireworks came.beautiful sight you see.very romantic though.the first and hopefully the last time i have to see such beau without someone loved.cause for the past years. halfie darling was around. wrapped in his arms i still remember those moments i am sure to cherish like i cherish no others. like sab as said times over times again that no other guy can replace whatever halfie had done and he's sure no one can take halfie's place.laugh* moments like this really make me want to go running back to him. to be devoted to him again.well. i think iam just living life as a dream when iam with him. and i really want to moved out to the reality world where i am sure to find someone better or a replica.okay enough of the past i think. later which sufi send me home. i went out again to meet drake at city hall underpass. the rest of the night was heaven..wee~
SUNDAYwas slow. sunday was a sleeping day. i woke up around 12plus.thanks to baby for waking me up from my lala~ land. well. its practically cause we had a plan to go out to find my num red flipflop at pasiris ehub there. then i was really tired you see. thanks to the night before. laughs.iam so in love with danish.well he knows why larh.its between us two,"fiancee". we were like so.ehem*ehem*.okay enough of yesterday lets talk about today. baby took a bathe at my place. then knowing she can't fit unto some of my pants. laughs* see larh. who getting fatter. * evil laughter * then she get herself into some green pants. later i ate nasi lemak at home. yum yum. my breakfast at 12noon. then we went off to pasir ris. before that meeting my huge piggy at my bustop. need to pass him the adobe CD thingy.
later at pasir ris we met jonathan some EX lysian. in which he refused to give more discount. but its okay. with baby's privilege. its enough for me ready.then later we got some random idea to go to afgan there to get myself a red eared terrapin.
way cool shit xia. i super love love cassandra. my new boredom killer.
then later in which we set off to our own different routes. i went to meet my cuzie and baby went to meet javier. haha.
"ohh well darling. DONT THINK TO MUCH CAN? all times spent are well cherished.Eventhough long or short. i love you super duper much && i know you know."
NEXT happening was that me and my crazy jewel undergo some singing sessions at her palace. laughs* we and our dreams.our studio. our band. our WHATEVER larh can?
later towards the end danish fetch me home.yay! yay! ive got enough of somebody larh sey. really. i dont know why but i just want to be me again. free like a bird.but i love danish though.
MONDAY was a drag.in the morning i came to school with cuzie to have a jog at the school's track. later which we found ourselves exhausted to death. we run and jog and sing all at the time span of one pathetic hour.
LATER took a bath,then went to mac to have some chix spagetti from grinning gecko.without much ado, i placed my hands together and like ast pray so i'll be able to see my eye candies there.And guess what the moment i place my hand down i saw that hafiz guy.serious shit larh. i almost want to jump out of my seat. it was then i ast pray again to see another. but this time it was a lil longer in which i saw a the mac guy at the other end of the entrance talking to his sport and wellness guy behing a pillar.but he set off soon after. hafiz smiled at me though. "eyy tak tahu malu eyy you?" cuzie said. this goes to the guy i saw at the library. he was so damn cute i swear to god. i was strucked by his charisma.DAAMMN! later danish joined us.splendid.but for awhile only cause he missed me.he cocked i supposed. i guess he just want to wash his eyes in nanyang.later after being abundant by my jewels.syamim came to school to study.he said he was bored so find me. i know. i know. but why not right? i myself was about to be alone. NEXT happenning.
Darren Roanoke (Romany Malco) , the star player of theToronto Maple Leafs, is suffering from stress because his wife, Prudence Roanoke (Meagan Good) , has left him for Jacques "Le Coq" Grandé (Justin Timberlake) . The stress causes his hand to shake, which affects his hockey performance. Jane Bullard (Jessica Alba) enlists the support of Guru Maurice Pitka (Mike Myers) to help Darren with his stress so that the team can hopefully break their losing streak.
the love guru.GEREK giler.intimacy = INTO-ME-I-SEE. syamim can't stop laughing sia.serious.it is a must see. i so love the shawty. *evil laugh* "now then you feel hw i feel!" ahah. i tak boleh tahan sey. i should have seen with drake. then i would like have a chance to bite him. NOWHERE = NOW HERE. ahah. later we went to have a look at MCG at e block. where i found out alot about the individual there. woah. syamim really knows alot about them though. their dirty secrets. laugh*
TUESDAYwas a late day for me. i plan to go study with afam at 4plus or 5 which later i end up coming at 6:20. thanks afam for waiting for this lazy bum here though. at the time was went i learn alot about "BJ". laugh* nana was super wory if that bj have tried doing some stuff at me. well. as i told her. iam untouchable. really. well afam teaching really went into my head. like seriously sia. haha. i was like practising while temaning amir while he play takraw. ohh well i forgot the highlight of today.you know what i saw that cheers guy. i so damn jump out of my seat in the bus you know. i was sleeping when i was suddenly awakened by the sudden stop.i realised it was only at hougang then something just told me to look ot of the window. && as i did i saw this guy.he seems so familiar by the back then i keep looking till i recognise who he is. he just alight from a 101 bus.&& he wake to the hougang mrt.ohh god where on earth could he be living. seriously i like him. && i can't deny that fact. grins*
"ohh afam. please take care of yourself okay dude. some girl aint worth the place in your heart. serious shit. well. you can always count on us to be there for you. some people just dont know how to treasure their mates well."ohh!iam not trying to say some people are wrong here or what so ever. but i really do have my reasons why i support some people.keep this in mind mates.!
"the BEST man never always WIN! "
well iam done here.
much love
told you about it at 3:51 PM
ohh well. i just felt like updating. so here i am. (: ohh practically. SATURDAYwas superb. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.
haha. i was there at marina square. it was so packed with matreps.and i saw several unexpected boys. a few of junkies. and some jewels. but then being there with sufi. i have to say i hated the crowd cause if ever its possible,i just dont want people to know that i am like currently going out with someone particular.but then i also dont care mush you see. we went to have dinner at secret recipe.where i had cheesecake.yummy yum. then i went to raffles place to have a sit at the padang with sufi then i proceed to the city link.cause i can not tahan the heat. so blady hot.
soon after the fireworks came.beautiful sight you see.very romantic though.the first and hopefully the last time i have to see such beau without someone loved.cause for the past years. halfie darling was around. wrapped in his arms i still remember those moments i am sure to cherish like i cherish no others. like sab as said times over times again that no other guy can replace whatever halfie had done and he's sure no one can take halfie's place.laugh* moments like this really make me want to go running back to him. to be devoted to him again.well. i think iam just living life as a dream when iam with him. and i really want to moved out to the reality world where i am sure to find someone better or a replica.okay enough of the past i think. later which sufi send me home. i went out again to meet drake at city hall underpass. the rest of the night was heaven..wee~
SUNDAYwas slow. sunday was a sleeping day. i woke up around 12plus.thanks to baby for waking me up from my lala~ land. well. its practically cause we had a plan to go out to find my num red flipflop at pasiris ehub there. then i was really tired you see. thanks to the night before. laughs.iam so in love with danish.well he knows why larh.its between us two,"fiancee". we were like so.ehem*ehem*.okay enough of yesterday lets talk about today. baby took a bathe at my place. then knowing she can't fit unto some of my pants. laughs* see larh. who getting fatter. * evil laughter * then she get herself into some green pants. later i ate nasi lemak at home. yum yum. my breakfast at 12noon. then we went off to pasir ris. before that meeting my huge piggy at my bustop. need to pass him the adobe CD thingy.
later at pasir ris we met jonathan some EX lysian. in which he refused to give more discount. but its okay. with baby's privilege. its enough for me ready.then later we got some random idea to go to afgan there to get myself a red eared terrapin.
way cool shit xia. i super love love cassandra. my new boredom killer.
then later in which we set off to our own different routes. i went to meet my cuzie and baby went to meet javier. haha.
"ohh well darling. DONT THINK TO MUCH CAN? all times spent are well cherished.Eventhough long or short. i love you super duper much && i know you know."
NEXT happening was that me and my crazy jewel undergo some singing sessions at her palace. laughs* we and our dreams.our studio. our band. our WHATEVER larh can?
later towards the end danish fetch me home.yay! yay! ive got enough of somebody larh sey. really. i dont know why but i just want to be me again. free like a bird.but i love danish though.
MONDAY was a drag.in the morning i came to school with cuzie to have a jog at the school's track. later which we found ourselves exhausted to death. we run and jog and sing all at the time span of one pathetic hour.
LATER took a bath,then went to mac to have some chix spagetti from grinning gecko.without much ado, i placed my hands together and like ast pray so i'll be able to see my eye candies there.And guess what the moment i place my hand down i saw that hafiz guy.serious shit larh. i almost want to jump out of my seat. it was then i ast pray again to see another. but this time it was a lil longer in which i saw a the mac guy at the other end of the entrance talking to his sport and wellness guy behing a pillar.but he set off soon after. hafiz smiled at me though. "eyy tak tahu malu eyy you?" cuzie said. this goes to the guy i saw at the library. he was so damn cute i swear to god. i was strucked by his charisma.DAAMMN! later danish joined us.splendid.but for awhile only cause he missed me.he cocked i supposed. i guess he just want to wash his eyes in nanyang.later after being abundant by my jewels.syamim came to school to study.he said he was bored so find me. i know. i know. but why not right? i myself was about to be alone. NEXT happenning.
Darren Roanoke (Romany Malco) , the star player of theToronto Maple Leafs, is suffering from stress because his wife, Prudence Roanoke (Meagan Good) , has left him for Jacques "Le Coq" Grandé (Justin Timberlake) . The stress causes his hand to shake, which affects his hockey performance. Jane Bullard (Jessica Alba) enlists the support of Guru Maurice Pitka (Mike Myers) to help Darren with his stress so that the team can hopefully break their losing streak.
the love guru.GEREK giler.intimacy = INTO-ME-I-SEE. syamim can't stop laughing sia.serious.it is a must see. i so love the shawty. *evil laugh* "now then you feel hw i feel!" ahah. i tak boleh tahan sey. i should have seen with drake. then i would like have a chance to bite him. NOWHERE = NOW HERE. ahah. later we went to have a look at MCG at e block. where i found out alot about the individual there. woah. syamim really knows alot about them though. their dirty secrets. laugh*
TUESDAYwas a late day for me. i plan to go study with afam at 4plus or 5 which later i end up coming at 6:20. thanks afam for waiting for this lazy bum here though. at the time was went i learn alot about "BJ". laugh* nana was super wory if that bj have tried doing some stuff at me. well. as i told her. iam untouchable. really. well afam teaching really went into my head. like seriously sia. haha. i was like practising while temaning amir while he play takraw. ohh well i forgot the highlight of today.you know what i saw that cheers guy. i so damn jump out of my seat in the bus you know. i was sleeping when i was suddenly awakened by the sudden stop.i realised it was only at hougang then something just told me to look ot of the window. && as i did i saw this guy.he seems so familiar by the back then i keep looking till i recognise who he is. he just alight from a 101 bus.&& he wake to the hougang mrt.ohh god where on earth could he be living. seriously i like him. && i can't deny that fact. grins*
"ohh afam. please take care of yourself okay dude. some girl aint worth the place in your heart. serious shit. well. you can always count on us to be there for you. some people just dont know how to treasure their mates well."ohh!iam not trying to say some people are wrong here or what so ever. but i really do have my reasons why i support some people.keep this in mind mates.!
its like thursday today alright. it started off well. i came school for like maths lectures only. and then later i was like the first few to reach. so chit chat with my gundu,mael. gosh! there's like so many to say. then later meet sufy awhile at the library. i also send the overdued story book back. then sufy teman me to south canteen to buy wedges. awww. guess what. i met that 'CHEERS' guys. that full perfect torso. fark fark. this time ,our eyes met as we walk pass eachother. forgetting sufy's existance. i wondered off for awhile. later telling sufy the happenings. && guess what? that 'CHEERS' guy acerli turned to look at me again. after he passed me. and sufy was also looking back at him. MAN!. i sure melted for those few pathetic moments. i ought to secretly take some pictures of this guy. and let you drool. GRINNS.. the latter acerli spois my whole day. that freaking 'cibai'ing AYUSNIE, was like giving me attitude again. this time i can't take it already. i've make up my mind to complain to daddy. I TAK BOLEH TAHAN READDY XIA. serious shit. she was like. "ehh your presentation over ready?" wahseyy. enter class only KENA already. "fark you larh mother fo.,can?" fast forward.. i met the 'MAC' guy at mac today. predictable yaww. haha. he was like with a couple of girls. which i supposed were the normal routines of a footballer. WTH. i dont give a damn much. caused iam satisfide with that 'CHEERS' guy for today. next next. i went home with syamim. saw this guy that was sound asleep.
^POOR PIGGY^ then meet sufy under my block for some stuff. then iam like facing you nw. the mixture of;
CHEEKY + ENXIOUS + EXCITED + DRAINED + MAD =thursday. WELL IAM DONE HERE.
much love
told you about it at 12:56 AM
its like thursday today alright. it started off well. i came school for like maths lectures only. and then later i was like the first few to reach. so chit chat with my gundu,mael. gosh! there's like so many to say. then later meet sufy awhile at the library. i also send the overdued story book back. then sufy teman me to south canteen to buy wedges. awww. guess what. i met that 'CHEERS' guys. that full perfect torso. fark fark. this time ,our eyes met as we walk pass eachother. forgetting sufy's existance. i wondered off for awhile. later telling sufy the happenings. && guess what? that 'CHEERS' guy acerli turned to look at me again. after he passed me. and sufy was also looking back at him. MAN!. i sure melted for those few pathetic moments. i ought to secretly take some pictures of this guy. and let you drool. GRINNS.. the latter acerli spois my whole day. that freaking 'cibai'ing AYUSNIE, was like giving me attitude again. this time i can't take it already. i've make up my mind to complain to daddy. I TAK BOLEH TAHAN READDY XIA. serious shit. she was like. "ehh your presentation over ready?" wahseyy. enter class only KENA already. "fark you larh mother fo.,can?" fast forward.. i met the 'MAC' guy at mac today. predictable yaww. haha. he was like with a couple of girls. which i supposed were the normal routines of a footballer. WTH. i dont give a damn much. caused iam satisfide with that 'CHEERS' guy for today. next next. i went home with syamim. saw this guy that was sound asleep.
^POOR PIGGY^ then meet sufy under my block for some stuff. then iam like facing you nw. the mixture of;
CHEEKY + ENXIOUS + EXCITED + DRAINED + MAD =thursday. WELL IAM DONE HERE.
