" ohh shit. ohh shit. ohh shit...
i made a boo boo!! Shit shit.. I dont know where to start. Iam really sorry to those ive hurt so far. Ive just notice that by just being myself hurts others. How am i going to love someone devotedly when i feel all fenced up. Some bonds are made and our class are too close. And i really have no guts to bring myself to repay the feeling you are having for me as iam not ready to be devoted to one. Like before. How many times must i go through this line. Why can't we love yet not being in a relationship. I reckon that. Iam into random love. I spread much love to those who are willing to return love back to me. Due to that i think others misunderstood me. Iam here sort of to clear the hot air that has been in some minds. Yes! I care for you more than a friend. Cause i dont want you to fall back and ruin everything in your life. Yes! i fear going out with you or either just be there with you as i fear due to that, your feelings for me will grow. And i dont want you to feel that iam taking you for a ride. But today was all preplanned by my bruder. I wasnt making excuses to not have lunch with you,dude! Guess assumptions do kill. It hurts to know that you're hurt. Cause i dont plan things to happen this way. But well i think all that happen went too fast , and it can't be mended. As whats done is done. Iam trully sorry from the bottom of my heart if i've hurt you in any form. Iam just me. And hope you're doing just fine.
Remember that i'll always be here to spread love.
Once again iam sorry.
if you're reading this.
hope you accept my apology. "
xoxo;
Nuwul.
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Saturday, November 22, 2008
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