Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Okay I dont acerli know what to start with. There's so much that happen since my last post. Was just too lazy to update this space of mine. So yeah. Here Iam. I may look okay on the outside,smiling all the way like i always do. But dont be fool. Cause iam not okay in the inside. Cause iam losing too much. So mind me if I am different. I really sucks at regrets. Errrrmm.
1. THE CHALET.
Last weekend which was on the 14th to the 16th of November. My super duper clique held a chalet at sentosa. With a simple motive of catching up on stuff. Knowing what we had long forgotten about. And this chalet also marks a sign of goodbye to most of us as it was the last few days before some as to go and pursue their dreams overseas. I cried at the thought of not having them to fall back too. They are so called my cushion when i fall. They break the impact. They are like no other. Especially Timothy and Drake. My beloved blood brud. They are so one of a kind. And so i reckon... I reached sentosa with Matty at ard 6plus. Coming across Drake making out with his love for this weekend at the room. Wahsey. Dirty the place only xia. Laughs. He just need to have some fun he said. Like duhh!! And so yeah. I was super drained after 3hours of fundamental networking in the morning. Plus DSA make up lesson with WY and 03gang. Laughs. They're loved. Due to exhaustion, I slept till ard 11. When they woke me up to enjoy a drink. My unconcious mind declined and plead to be left alone for the night. Which they did till the moment Ah Boon called and i answered. They were pissed. Cause I woke up just to answer the call but declined their offer to enjoy. As a results my hp was 'CONFISCATED' by Timothy for the rest of the time i spent at the chalet. So yeah. I survive the three days that though i wouldnt without my hp. Blushing~ I was the only single girl in this super duper clique of mine. All of the bruds are happily attached or had a one night stand as a company. Later the existance of Helmy, turned me off completely. He so called didnt know that he was supposed to bring along his gf. So yeah. You can read my mind. I was paired with him. And i have to do almost everything with him for the three day. For Goodness Sake. He's my blady Ex boyfie, you mofo.... Arghs. But well he really make things up to me this three days. But i know well that he's lovely attached to Suzanna since the year i broke up with him. And i dont plan to change that any bit. At first it was really awkward bt as you get drunk nothing really matters right. All we had was fun. But not forgetting Limitations, my dear. Ha aha . I couldnt believe that Timothy and Drake warned him before they paired me with him. So nothing really happens, so wash all those undesirable thoughts alright.?!And i love him for the three days thought. He was like my own. Just that the past are always there to remind us before a mistake is done. Get it!! Guess thats the only highlight of this weekend though.
"Much loovve spread to those going off soon. Many memories holds us up tight. Do remember us when youre alone and lonely. We'll always be here when you return. "
xoxo;
MeiMei.
2. DANISH MICHAEL ANG.
Guess i am feelign really off myself this week and for the upcoming week. The Best Cousie Ever. My Only. Danny Michy. My super beloved cousie that took Halfie's place in my heart, is going back to Australia to study and stay. I know well that he staying here wasnt going to be a permanent one. Guess this is the effect of loving too much than you are supposed to. And it do hurts me , knowing that there is really no one that i could really depend on right here. I mean those that i could meet up during my sleepless nights for a drink. And the ones i could trust with my secrets. Urghs. Everyone's leaving and iam stucked here with a diploma to pursue. Somehow its freaking me out. Like urghs.
" And Honey, don't you dare say I am going to get over you soon as you are tattoo-d deep in my heart. And that no one could practically replace the gap youve leave behind. As there is no replica of my Danny Michy. And wait. Youre loved terribly."
xoxo;
Yr.wully.
4. ANDY.
Yesterday we were like slacking at mac in school when we came across the a really cute guy. He looked malay bt NOT. laughs* As we mumbled about his features, Chanel got the idea that i wanted to get to know him real well. And literally dared Sabby to ask him for his number. And so Sabby asked me for my phone and guess what he really asked for his number liao. I was damn paisey that i hid under the table. I was red all over xia. But well new friends are loved.
(:
much love
told you about it at 4:00 PM
Okay I dont acerli know what to start with. There's so much that happen since my last post. Was just too lazy to update this space of mine. So yeah. Here Iam. I may look okay on the outside,smiling all the way like i always do. But dont be fool. Cause iam not okay in the inside. Cause iam losing too much. So mind me if I am different. I really sucks at regrets. Errrrmm.
1. THE CHALET. Last weekend which was on the 14th to the 16th of November. My super duper clique held a chalet at sentosa. With a simple motive of catching up on stuff. Knowing what we had long forgotten about. And this chalet also marks a sign of goodbye to most of us as it was the last few days before some as to go and pursue their dreams overseas. I cried at the thought of not having them to fall back too. They are so called my cushion when i fall. They break the impact. They are like no other. Especially Timothy and Drake. My beloved blood brud. They are so one of a kind. And so i reckon... I reached sentosa with Matty at ard 6plus. Coming across Drake making out with his love for this weekend at the room. Wahsey. Dirty the place only xia. Laughs. He just need to have some fun he said. Like duhh!! And so yeah. I was super drained after 3hours of fundamental networking in the morning. Plus DSA make up lesson with WY and 03gang. Laughs. They're loved. Due to exhaustion, I slept till ard 11. When they woke me up to enjoy a drink. My unconcious mind declined and plead to be left alone for the night. Which they did till the moment Ah Boon called and i answered. They were pissed. Cause I woke up just to answer the call but declined their offer to enjoy. As a results my hp was 'CONFISCATED' by Timothy for the rest of the time i spent at the chalet. So yeah. I survive the three days that though i wouldnt without my hp. Blushing~ I was the only single girl in this super duper clique of mine. All of the bruds are happily attached or had a one night stand as a company. Later the existance of Helmy, turned me off completely. He so called didnt know that he was supposed to bring along his gf. So yeah. You can read my mind. I was paired with him. And i have to do almost everything with him for the three day. For Goodness Sake. He's my blady Ex boyfie, you mofo.... Arghs. But well he really make things up to me this three days. But i know well that he's lovely attached to Suzanna since the year i broke up with him. And i dont plan to change that any bit. At first it was really awkward bt as you get drunk nothing really matters right. All we had was fun. But not forgetting Limitations, my dear. Ha aha . I couldnt believe that Timothy and Drake warned him before they paired me with him. So nothing really happens, so wash all those undesirable thoughts alright.?!And i love him for the three days thought. He was like my own. Just that the past are always there to remind us before a mistake is done. Get it!! Guess thats the only highlight of this weekend though.
"Much loovve spread to those going off soon. Many memories holds us up tight. Do remember us when youre alone and lonely. We'll always be here when you return. "
xoxo;
MeiMei.
2. DANISH MICHAEL ANG.
Guess i am feelign really off myself this week and for the upcoming week. The Best Cousie Ever. My Only. Danny Michy. My super beloved cousie that took Halfie's place in my heart, is going back to Australia to study and stay. I know well that he staying here wasnt going to be a permanent one. Guess this is the effect of loving too much than you are supposed to. And it do hurts me , knowing that there is really no one that i could really depend on right here. I mean those that i could meet up during my sleepless nights for a drink. And the ones i could trust with my secrets. Urghs. Everyone's leaving and iam stucked here with a diploma to pursue. Somehow its freaking me out. Like urghs.
" And Honey, don't you dare say I am going to get over you soon as you are tattoo-d deep in my heart. And that no one could practically replace the gap youve leave behind. As there is no replica of my Danny Michy. And wait. Youre loved terribly."
xoxo;
Yr.wully.
4. ANDY.
Yesterday we were like slacking at mac in school when we came across the a really cute guy. He looked malay bt NOT. laughs* As we mumbled about his features, Chanel got the idea that i wanted to get to know him real well. And literally dared Sabby to ask him for his number. And so Sabby asked me for my phone and guess what he really asked for his number liao. I was damn paisey that i hid under the table. I was red all over xia. But well new friends are loved. (: |