Sunday, November 9, 2008
wahh. Sunday glory. I find today a real waste of precious time. There is so much to be done.
1. Send my jeans for alteration.
2. Collect my shades back from yana.
3. Go buy myself a plain white tee.
4. Complete Discussion Forum.
5. Complete Manufacturing Process Hmwk.
etc,etc,etc....
I was supposed to run some errands bt i end up at home. Painting nails and reading magazines. Like as if life is that managable that i could lay back and just forget the world as i reckon fantasy land. How i wish i could be in a world of only perfection nothing else. Guess dreams are only meant to remain as dreams. Weeks have passed and the thought of some cravings keeps repeating in my mind ,i swear the moment i open my braces, i am going to pierce my tongue and my hand. At first i had in mind of doing inner lip tattoo. Many thanks to Mister Danish Micheal for introducing the possibility of it. He got it done all the way back time when he was in the states. When he turned 14.Cool urhh.
I wanted a star or even a Gemini logo.Just like this one.
Well my mind has been well made up. And i'll wait till i am really prepared then i'll get a tattoo all over again. The feeling of removing one is not that pleasant. I am done with the thought of visiting the plastic surgeon all over again.It gives me the creeps. So yeah guess I am really fickle minded. I fear that i will get addicted to doing one and that i want more. Just like korkor Raf. But he's a guy. And I am a girl. So that really set us apart... Other then that nothing 's different about us, two. Cause both want to experiment new stuff and that both can never compromise with life commitments... bla bla bla. At first i wanted to experiment with the lizard tongue thingy bt well many disagree with the thought of it.
So mission cancelled.
Currently contacting someone new. Accepting the fact that opportunities never always come knocking twice on our life doors. And that the best never always remain the best cause no one is actually perfect. Bye bye past. ohh well many loves to the present and upcoming future.
Somehow i really can't accept that some has to smoke their life away. What's the use of smoking when it's outcome is really visible. Ive set my conscience clear that smokers sucks. All they think of are themselves. Never taking in mind the conquences of their habits. The lives they put at risk just by liting a cigarette and puff it all up. I dont find the necessity to smoke. Like really. I tried it before. But nothing's that pleasurable though. Just "ohh i smoke ya know." or "do you have a lighter"?!! And the issue here is why must guys always say that that they are quiting , just to please a girl?! Ohh please don't place false hopes to the girls when you are just trying to tackle her or whatever. I still disagree to the fact that you can't control your habit. When it has to stop it has to. No but-s. Ermm guess nothing's gonna change your mind of your habits urhh. Suits yourself then,smokers. [ p.s this is my lil space, so i have the right to say about almost anything here. ]
much love
told you about it at 6:40 PM
wahh. Sunday glory. I find today a real waste of precious time. There is so much to be done.
1. Send my jeans for alteration. 2. Collect my shades back from yana. 3. Go buy myself a plain white tee. 4. Complete Discussion Forum. 5. Complete Manufacturing Process Hmwk. etc,etc,etc....
I was supposed to run some errands bt i end up at home. Painting nails and reading magazines. Like as if life is that managable that i could lay back and just forget the world as i reckon fantasy land. How i wish i could be in a world of only perfection nothing else. Guess dreams are only meant to remain as dreams. Weeks have passed and the thought of some cravings keeps repeating in my mind ,i swear the moment i open my braces, i am going to pierce my tongue and my hand. At first i had in mind of doing inner lip tattoo. Many thanks to Mister Danish Micheal for introducing the possibility of it. He got it done all the way back time when he was in the states. When he turned 14.Cool urhh.
I wanted a star or even a Gemini logo.Just like this one.
Well my mind has been well made up. And i'll wait till i am really prepared then i'll get a tattoo all over again. The feeling of removing one is not that pleasant. I am done with the thought of visiting the plastic surgeon all over again.It gives me the creeps. So yeah guess I am really fickle minded. I fear that i will get addicted to doing one and that i want more. Just like korkor Raf. But he's a guy. And I am a girl. So that really set us apart... Other then that nothing 's different about us, two. Cause both want to experiment new stuff and that both can never compromise with life commitments... bla bla bla. At first i wanted to experiment with the lizard tongue thingy bt well many disagree with the thought of it.
So mission cancelled.
Currently contacting someone new. Accepting the fact that opportunities never always come knocking twice on our life doors. And that the best never always remain the best cause no one is actually perfect. Bye bye past. ohh well many loves to the present and upcoming future.
Somehow i really can't accept that some has to smoke their life away. What's the use of smoking when it's outcome is really visible. Ive set my conscience clear that smokers sucks. All they think of are themselves. Never taking in mind the conquences of their habits. The lives they put at risk just by liting a cigarette and puff it all up. I dont find the necessity to smoke. Like really. I tried it before. But nothing's that pleasurable though. Just "ohh i smoke ya know." or "do you have a lighter"?!! And the issue here is why must guys always say that that they are quiting , just to please a girl?! Ohh please don't place false hopes to the girls when you are just trying to tackle her or whatever. I still disagree to the fact that you can't control your habit. When it has to stop it has to. No but-s. Ermm guess nothing's gonna change your mind of your habits urhh. Suits yourself then,smokers. [ p.s this is my lil space, so i have the right to say about almost anything here. ]
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