I finish NEW MOON which was the 2nd book, four days after purchasing it at Times. Leading me too much. I was frustrated as i couldn't get my hands on the 3rd book ; ECLIPSE.

Thanks to Halfie for being so thoughtful. He went almost around the book stores in town in search for the book. Much to my surprise. He had his hands on it before i were even in Kinokuniya last thursday. I love him for being so fast and updated. He knows how to really impress me. Urghs. Sending chills down my spine. The thought of being with him all over again fears me. Coming upfront with commitments. Back to square one AGAIN. Iam scared. Much apologies to you of course. It's not that i saying that i don't want to be loved by you again. But it's just that the moment we part, kept on haunting me. I don't want to have to pick up the broken pieces all bit by bit like before. The chances of history repeating itself was damn high. And I blog about this cause i think you ought to give it a thought. We do have options. And you know how i work through things. I ve not changed much since you last disappear. I am still that Nuw. Ohh la la~ Lets not bring past into the present anymore. The book. The book. And now. It was last Thursday that i got my hands on the ECLIPSE book. And it have been 3 days already since i start reading it. Ohh well I am left with only 3more chapters till the end of this 3rd series. Yaaahoooooo~ Ohhyeahhh. Yipppeeee Yipeeee Yeah.!! Super happy to the last series offhand. Thanks to Halfie again. ha ah... I promised to treat him to some dinner at swensen eventhough he seems to not like the idea. I am sure he don't mind me paying the bills this once, right?! Evil laughterr**