[ P.s He look way charming in the movie then life. ]
[ Cool or what! Focus on Edward, he's eyeing Belle. And hey he looked gorgeous. ]
[ The fire in them that keeps on burning. ]
[ The end that leads to many look forwards. ]
cries.let me tell you mates something. Iam literally addicted to Twillight. Ive watch the movie. And once it's released in Singapore, i'll watch it again. Hopefully with someone worth watching with. Laughs* It super nice. Sweet plus romantic. Vampires are devoted lovers that never die. They are beings that i wish i could be . To cherish the one i love till the end of time. How awesome can life get?! With Super strength. Speed. The ability to read minds. And of cause Happily Ever After. Ohhlalala~
"About three things i was absolutely positive, First Edward was a vampire. Second, there was a part of him and i didnt know how dominant that part might be,that thrist that is for my blood. And third, i was unconditionally irrevocably in love with him "
I ought to get my hands on the first series of the book. I am on the look out for it. Please if you know of it's existance in any book store starting from the first book. Do let me know.. I am craving for it like i crave for everything. I know that most of you mates can't wait to get the link to the online twillight movie. But sorry mates, Iam not releasing it here as I am gonna let you wait in suspend till 18th December. And i bet it's worth your money , waiting ,mates.
hola mates. School was pleasurable today. Plus plus... Today Andy went to school with me like literally liao. From Tampines you know. I almost faint. He live so far in the north, near bukit panjang there and he went all the way to Tampines to surprise me this morning but FAILED. ha ha ha. Guess piggy's not good at surprises... Ha ah. Wahhseyy. I was on board the train that later knowing him being at tamp. Ahhh. Lucky i havent gone way far from tamp. If not urhhh.. Poor Piggy. Then i had my french assignment done. Then have Manufacturing class which was short too. The tutor gave us some tips for common test next week. And somehow i feel a wee bit confident after getting my weekly assignment back from him. Much to my surprise i pull it thru all of them. Making me have interest to at least mug about it this weekend liao. After MFP lab was DSA lab. which was basically in other words called C# programming. Wahhh. I thought i would have failed terribly. But Ms Tan confirmed that i was short of afew more marks to at least passed. And I bet i'll try my best to pull it thru with the project and the Lab test two which is after the term break. Fuuuuyoooo. There's so much to be done. Yet having so little time. I still want to enjoy life like i usually do. Slack and Chill. Having no worries about the upcoming days. Ohhlalalala~ I crave for more holidays. And less school. I want to travel the world. And explore god's creation of love with love.
I super hate this girl. She's been a pain in my ass, eversince she entered Loyang Secondary. She have hacked my baby's friendster, msn acct times before. But guess she doesnt want to change still. She even stalked my baby home a lot of times just to know where she stays. Like farking irritating right?! And guess what she accept whatever negative we have to say of her cause she said she's in love with my baby. How is that possible when all you ever know of my baby was her photos and stuff. You even ask around about my baby. I am going to post her picture so all of you mates gets a sigh of her. So if you see her outside,make sure you don't ever try make contact with her. For all you know you're her next target. She will hunt about your background infomation till she has no more that she have to make up stories just so you get made with her and you're agitated.And that you'll confront her.She'll pop up at your regular places just to pissed you off. She's mentally unstable. Even her parents can't handle her. Sueming is her name. And she's a yr 2 in Loyang secondary school. Do keep her away!! She's on the lose thus beware!!
relationship because you have to spend all your time trying to fix
them. Sooner or later, you'll get tired of
having to keep that person fixed. "
copyrighted frm Sven antimony profile. And super agree to this quote. How true can it ever get ,right?! Hopefully you mates can learn something from the quotations alright. Much love; Nuw.
Introduction introduction.. This is my piggy. ANDY PRAKASH S/O NADARAJAN. laughs**.
He look so girly in this photo though. Was dared by his friends to use it while shopping for parts at sim lim just now. I find it cute though. This is the Andy ive been mentioning frm my previous posts,mates. Cute right?! ha ha ha.
Today i went to school with him., First meet but we both made a boo boo.!! He ended up waiting for me at Toa Payoh when iam at Bishan already. And that's nt the end. Then i was daydreaming at AMK that i never notice his train passed by. laughs* so he ended upi waiting for me at Yio Chu Kang. Which he could have done at the first place. ha ha .
And justnow before he went offline, he msn with me for a while. showing me the girly photo his friend took and stuff. And then he said he's going out to play mahjong. i was like nagging for awhile before letting him off. Then he said this... Awwww.... ha ha ha.
What should i really feel now?! I dont really know the answer to that question liao..Sorta have the mixed kinda feeling. Causing my stomach to feel real bad. Hungry?! Not really.Erghs. I hate the guilt I am feeling. Was iIto blame? For all that had happen! Gosh!! But why must i bother abt something when the one that's going thru it, doesnt even care. Ohh well. People lose themselves in thoughts that aint really essential. Its just that i need to go that extra mile just to be there for the one cause i care, you dumbhead. What do you call a friend that doesnt care. Hypocrites. Dreamers.Urghs. I hate having to tolerate people's attitude towards you when you're trying so hard to be there for them. Thus, i think i shall not care too much when people dont ask for it,right?! As they tend to take you for granted. F! luhhh.
"I am trying to be nice && you're screwing everything!!"
the street soccer tournament we all have been wanting to hear abt.Okay it was yesterday luhh right?! And iam updating today, so let me start by saying that we lost to a pathetic PENALTY KICK... oppsy i shud have kept the results for last but i just couldn't resist the suspends any longer. ERRRR!! Basically i woke up late much to phoning till like 4 in the morning.. After that dont expect me to wake up like 8plus just to be early with my team mates. They really wooo.. All came late i supposed. When i reached ard like 11plus, the sorewinner team had lost. And we're left with the sorelosers like always. Hopes were high. And guess what MAEL didn't turn up. Cause he had dragonboat competition that morning. I was pissed somehow. Having to not have a good player on a tournament like this. We wanted to win like all others. As we won before. And wait we ahd too wait till like ard 1plus then we got the chance to play. Our only game. We were up to draw till the moment darren lose focus on the ball. Due to some reason thought. The whole was a tough fight. As the opponing team were so rough on us. If you were to see the game thru yesterday,you ought to frustratd too. As the players of SKW was damn big size and theor leg were twice the size of my team's player. ERGHSS. and we were like drawing. They we really bad sports as they literally push my player off ground. Imagine the sight od sabby flying to the ground. I was pissed the moment one of them basically ritaliate and push my smallest player, which was afiq. Hence traggaring the audience. Most of them we against SKW due to their rough play. All i could pray for was the existance of MAEL there. If only he were there, there sure will be a fight. Cause i know hw much winning means to MAEL. ha ha ha haha a. I was preety mad, i can say as i cant stop blabering abt the afiq incident. It was so unexpected of SKW. Due to rage i almost start a fight. As i know if iam in, all of them will be in against them. BUT BUT BUT. my concious self was over control and i could handle a rage. Farithz was there too supporting the SORELOSERS. (:(: i was proud of them though. For at least withstanding that hooligans frm winning a goal. YEAHYEAH!!! later after resting we went for a swim and early dinner. Which lead to me snoring in my bed the whole night. Was somehow drained?! Next week iam going to witness the fight between farithz's team and that SKW team. SUCKY SUCK. I cant wait to see them lose..ARGHS!!
" ohh shit. ohh shit. ohh shit... i made a boo boo!! Shit shit.. I dont know where to start. Iam really sorry to those ive hurt so far. Ive just notice that by just being myself hurts others. How am i going to love someone devotedly when i feel all fenced up. Some bonds are made and our class are too close. And i really have no guts to bring myself to repay the feeling you are having for me as iam not ready to be devoted to one. Like before. How many times must i go through this line. Why can't we love yet not being in a relationship. I reckon that. Iam into random love. I spread much love to those who are willing to return love back to me. Due to that i think others misunderstood me. Iam here sort of to clear the hot air that has been in some minds. Yes! I care for you more than a friend. Cause i dont want you to fall back and ruin everything in your life. Yes! i fear going out with you or either just be there with you as i fear due to that, your feelings for me will grow. And i dont want you to feel that iam taking you for a ride. But today was all preplanned by my bruder. I wasnt making excuses to not have lunch with you,dude! Guess assumptions do kill. It hurts to know that you're hurt. Cause i dont plan things to happen this way. But well i think all that happen went too fast , and it can't be mended. As whats done is done. Iam trully sorry from the bottom of my heart if i've hurt you in any form. Iam just me. And hope you're doing just fine. Remember that i'll always be here to spread love. Once again iam sorry. if you're reading this. hope you accept my apology. "
Back to Wednesday night.. My last minute decision to attend TPRAWKS was wayyyy awesome. Cause on the way back, at the yio chu kang mrt platform, i met mervin. The Ex dancer form TPDE. So since he had nothing on that night. I drag him along for the JAMANDHOP thingy at TCC. i find TP people being too strict luhh. They dont even allow their own students to join the fun. FARK right. But well i did enter. And imagine if they wudve find out my existance after the whole thing ends. How frustrated can you get??!! HAH.. An NYP student in TP JAMANDHOP..cool or wat. I wore the coordinator's black tee plus a tattoo which without any you can't simply enter. So yeah.. I entered with no trouble at all. FUUUYOOOO!! ha ha dumbasses. They are being too strict for no apparent reason luhh dey. How dumb right.?! I'll rate their JAMANDHOP, 3 out of 10 cause there's too much JAM then HOP. i thot it shud be at least equal. Like urghs. Unfortunately for me i was there to groove to the DJ's beat and all dressed up for a dance which never really last long. FARKINGFARKER.. But well the existance of one of the TPDE member made my night. Him and his so unforgetable face were tattooed hard in my mind all the way thru the night. HAHA!! He dance so well too,with super cute expressions. With mervin going ard being friendly with almost anybody.Even the ones he dont know. HAHA!!Being with him made me not afraid to have fun while other's are watching. Like he said..."FROM STRANGERS BECOME FRIENDS!!" hellyeah.!! Ohh wait.. And you ought to check out the hot designs students from TP, they have the full thing i can say. Just no full torso luhh. I caught my eye on one of them on the way back to the Tampines Inter. The more i ponder being having such a cliche poly life in TP..thus iam in NYP for a reason yawwww... lalalala~~
Yesterday's plus today's school equavalent to pathetic. URGHS!! Imagind havin to wake up so early in the morning to attend test for only two then you are free till like 2PM. sian right? Welcome to my NYP life. sucky man!! If not for Andy i think i wud have been late for my BIS test yesterday. Many love to Andy. (: (: Damn!! Acerli i had innovative project's lecture which i never attend before at twelve. Due to not having DSA class at 10 and thanks to me for being super forgetful, i wud hav brought my admin card for lecture. So ive decided since i never brought my card along to school today,rather then slack in school and attend a lecture that isnt gonna mark you present for it,might as well enjoy a lovely trip to lala~ land in my beloved bed. laughs. Thats what i eventually did. Thanks to mates that doesnt want to study for CISCO test which was today. HAHAHA... And guess what i slept the whole way thru yesterday. UHH!! super tired i'd call it. I slept all the way till like ard 8 then watch harry potter and the goblet of fire then watch project runway... later finding myself sound asleep in my bed again. Kor Kor X has no choice but to carry me back to my room.. AWWWWW!!! Aint that sweet. Love you Kor Kor.He even promised to buy me the red adidas watch that ive wanted for like 1mth ago and of choice after much persuation luuhhhh. EVIL LAUGHS~..
Today was like okay luhh. The cisco test which i never even studied for was terribly easy as we had the chance to chat and pass answers thru MSN!! Cool man!! The tutor rock fulltime.YQ even had the gonggong guts to search google for the descriptive questions. OHH man!! you gendeng.!! hah ah.
The Kind Of Christmas I Really Want To Look Forward too...
Imagine having Dougie Poynter as a gift from Santa. OMFG!! It will be like a dream come true. I bet i will end up fainting the moment i see him in the box. OHHHHH!!!
Okay I dont acerli know what to start with. There's so much that happen since my last post. Was just too lazy to update this space of mine. So yeah. Here Iam. I may look okay on the outside,smiling all the way like i always do. But dont be fool. Cause iam not okay in the inside. Cause iam losing too much. So mind me if I am different. I really sucks at regrets. Errrrmm.
1. THE CHALET.
Last weekend which was on the 14th to the 16th of November. My super duper clique held a chalet at sentosa. With a simple motive of catching up on stuff. Knowing what we had long forgotten about. And this chalet also marks a sign of goodbye to most of us as it was the last few days before some as to go and pursue their dreams overseas. I cried at the thought of not having them to fall back too. They are so called my cushion when i fall. They break the impact. They are like no other. Especially Timothy and Drake. My beloved blood brud. They are so one of a kind. And so i reckon... I reached sentosa with Matty at ard 6plus. Coming across Drake making out with his love for this weekend at the room. Wahsey. Dirty the place only xia. Laughs. He just need to have some fun he said. Like duhh!! And so yeah. I was super drained after 3hours of fundamental networking in the morning. Plus DSA make up lesson with WY and 03gang. Laughs. They're loved. Due to exhaustion, I slept till ard 11. When they woke me up to enjoy a drink. My unconcious mind declined and plead to be left alone for the night. Which they did till the moment Ah Boon called and i answered. They were pissed. Cause I woke up just to answer the call but declined their offer to enjoy. As a results my hp was 'CONFISCATED' by Timothy for the rest of the time i spent at the chalet. So yeah. I survive the three days that though i wouldnt without my hp. Blushing~ I was the only single girl in this super duper clique of mine. All of the bruds are happily attached or had a one night stand as a company. Later the existance of Helmy, turned me off completely. He so called didnt know that he was supposed to bring along his gf. So yeah. You can read my mind. I was paired with him. And i have to do almost everything with him for the three day. For Goodness Sake. He's my blady Ex boyfie, you mofo.... Arghs. But well he really make things up to me this three days. But i know well that he's lovely attached to Suzanna since the year i broke up with him. And i dont plan to change that any bit. At first it was really awkward bt as you get drunk nothing really matters right. All we had was fun. But not forgetting Limitations, my dear. Ha aha . I couldnt believe that Timothy and Drake warned him before they paired me with him. So nothing really happens, so wash all those undesirable thoughts alright.?!And i love him for the three days thought. He was like my own. Just that the past are always there to remind us before a mistake is done. Get it!! Guess thats the only highlight of this weekend though.
"Much loovve spread to those going off soon. Many memories holds us up tight. Do remember us when youre alone and lonely. We'll always be here when you return. "
xoxo;
MeiMei.
2. DANISH MICHAEL ANG.
Guess i am feelign really off myself this week and for the upcoming week. The Best Cousie Ever. My Only. Danny Michy. My super beloved cousie that took Halfie's place in my heart, is going back to Australia to study and stay. I know well that he staying here wasnt going to be a permanent one. Guess this is the effect of loving too much than you are supposed to. And it do hurts me , knowing that there is really no one that i could really depend on right here. I mean those that i could meet up during my sleepless nights for a drink. And the ones i could trust with my secrets. Urghs. Everyone's leaving and iam stucked here with a diploma to pursue. Somehow its freaking me out. Like urghs.
" And Honey, don't you dare say I am going to get over you soon as you are tattoo-d deep in my heart. And that no one could practically replace the gap youve leave behind. As there is no replica of my Danny Michy. And wait. Youre loved terribly."
xoxo;
Yr.wully.
4. ANDY.
Yesterday we were like slacking at mac in school when we came across the a really cute guy. He looked malay bt NOT. laughs* As we mumbled about his features, Chanel got the idea that i wanted to get to know him real well. And literally dared Sabby to ask him for his number. And so Sabby asked me for my phone and guess what he really asked for his number liao. I was damn paisey that i hid under the table. I was red all over xia. But well new friends are loved.
ohh shit. ohh shit. i dont get you. you say that you are trying to look out for me?! WTF. eyy boy. Never did i ever get involve with your love life. But why did you?
wahh. Sunday glory. I find today a real waste of precious time. There is so much to be done.
1. Send my jeans for alteration.
2. Collect my shades back from yana.
3. Go buy myself a plain white tee.
4.Complete Discussion Forum.
5. Complete Manufacturing Process Hmwk.
etc,etc,etc....
I was supposed to run some errands bt i end up at home. Painting nails and reading magazines. Like as if life is that managable that i could lay back and just forget the world as i reckon fantasy land. How i wish i could be in a world of only perfection nothing else. Guess dreams are only meant to remain as dreams. Weeks have passed and the thought of some cravings keeps repeating in my mind ,i swear the moment i open my braces, i am going to pierce my tongue and my hand. At first i had in mind of doing inner lip tattoo. Many thanks to Mister Danish Micheal for introducing the possibility of it. He got it done all the way back time when he was in the states. When he turned 14.Cool urhh.
I wanted a star or even a Gemini logo.Just like this one.
Well my mind has been well made up. And i'll wait till i am really prepared then i'll get a tattoo all over again. The feeling of removing one is not that pleasant. I am done with the thought of visiting the plastic surgeon all over again.It gives me the creeps. So yeah guess I am really fickle minded. I fear that i will get addicted to doing one and that i want more. Just like korkor Raf. But he's a guy. And I am a girl. So that really set us apart... Other then that nothing 's different about us, two. Cause both want to experiment new stuff and that both can never compromise with life commitments... bla bla bla. At first i wanted to experiment with the lizard tongue thingy bt well many disagree with the thought of it.
So mission cancelled.
Currently contacting someone new. Accepting the fact that opportunities never always come knocking twice on our life doors. And that the best never always remain the best cause no one is actually perfect. Bye bye past. ohh well many loves to the present and upcoming future.
Somehow i really can't accept that some has to smoke their life away. What's the use of smoking when it's outcome is really visible. Ive set my conscience clear that smokers sucks. All they think of are themselves. Never taking in mind the conquences of their habits. The lives they put at risk just by liting a cigarette and puff it all up. I dont find the necessity to smoke. Like really. I tried it before. But nothing's that pleasurable though. Just "ohh i smoke ya know." or "do you have a lighter"?!! And the issue here is why must guys always say that that they are quiting , just to please a girl?! Ohh please don't place false hopes to the girls when you are just trying to tackle her or whatever. I still disagree to the fact that you can't control your habit. When it has to stop it has to. No but-s. Ermm guess nothing's gonna change your mind of your habits urhh. Suits yourself then,smokers. [ p.s this is my lil space, so i have the right to say about almost anything here. ]
it's friday today. And it makes the end of a monotonous week of failures. I failed my DSA first quiz togather with my BIS online quiz. I ought to pull up my socks though. I want to score an even better gpa this semester but i am still stuck in my land of dreams. Test are due next week and i dont even know what some of the modules are about. Fundamental networking was a drag today. Having to sustain sleep. Ohh God please bless me. Then innovation project is having a presentation next week, Monday. Urgh.. its like the 4th week since school reopen and i have not enjoyed school really that much thus finding it be a nuisance. Nothing's making me look forward to going to school and stuff. How could this be?! I also dont know. Ohh man!! How i wish ever single week passes by so slowly. Cause i dont really look forward to weekends as they maybe really sickening. The fact that my weekends don't feel like weekend anymore. Okay let's stop the emo-ing. Back to school,. i settled the street soccer competition regisitration for both our teams. Seven to six. One group has a shortage of one subtitude player. But guess we will do just fine without that one player. Having the though that the sorelosers will rise to victory all over again. Woo hoo~ Then i had to wait for chen ting to play basketball. And guess what? I endured the sun and the prespiration. Bo pian leyy. Ha ha . Then home sweet home. Where i found my dearest darling at best. And snoring i go. laugh* planned to have an evening jog but guess my beauty sleep i smuch of an importance to my unconcious self when i realised it was like 5in the evening but my mind was totally out of jogging itself. I continued sleeping till 20:00plus. and i think iam done here.
hello mates. I was too lazy to update this page of mine. so yeah. Now was like .. my last post was like on the 28 i think. correct me if iam wrong. But yeah it was like so long ago. (:
I made new friends today at friendster and msn too. Ah boon and Qi feng from D403. ha ha. thay are super friendly then i though they were. guess looks are deceiving. Back to today ,school was ordinary at first. But as usual i look upon skipping fundamental networking lecture with my classy. We went to consume some food at kofu. Then we proceed to libraby coz we want make some noise. Before that we went to withdraw money at the shopping arcade where i saw this super cute caucasion guy wearing one black-jason-mraz-kinda hat with his curly locks. ohh so cute. But well keeping in my my all time favourite crush that ive longed to see eversince school reopened. ohh damn. so yeah i kinda miss the way he smile. That sun kissed skin color and that full set of torso. ohh make my legs go weak. **laughs!! Lets not forget about that jason mraz wanna be. Sabby saw him at the library when he return from the toilet. So i was ohhh. i begged him to accompany me to cheers to go pass that jason mraz wannabe . Later i was complaining about having to go all the way to cheers to have a look at that cutie,junior version of jason mraz. Later once i enter the cheers my eyes caught hold of this so familiar yet ever lasting missed face. It was that guy i was missing all this while. I crave for him even more. h aaa. If you dont believe you can ask sabby. i went bizzaredly unstable once i saw him. ohhh.
[ P.s He look way charming in the movie then life. ]
[ Cool or what! Focus on Edward, he's eyeing Belle. And hey he looked gorgeous. ]
[ The fire in them that keeps on burning. ]
[ The end that leads to many look forwards. ]
cries.let me tell you mates something. Iam literally addicted to Twillight. Ive watch the movie. And once it's released in Singapore, i'll watch it again. Hopefully with someone worth watching with. Laughs* It super nice. Sweet plus romantic. Vampires are devoted lovers that never die. They are beings that i wish i could be . To cherish the one i love till the end of time. How awesome can life get?! With Super strength. Speed. The ability to read minds. And of cause Happily Ever After. Ohhlalala~
"About three things i was absolutely positive, First Edward was a vampire. Second, there was a part of him and i didnt know how dominant that part might be,that thrist that is for my blood. And third, i was unconditionally irrevocably in love with him "
I ought to get my hands on the first series of the book. I am on the look out for it. Please if you know of it's existance in any book store starting from the first book. Do let me know.. I am craving for it like i crave for everything. I know that most of you mates can't wait to get the link to the online twillight movie. But sorry mates, Iam not releasing it here as I am gonna let you wait in suspend till 18th December. And i bet it's worth your money , waiting ,mates.
[ P.s He look way charming in the movie then life. ]
[ Cool or what! Focus on Edward, he's eyeing Belle. And hey he looked gorgeous. ]
[ The fire in them that keeps on burning. ]
[ The end that leads to many look forwards. ]
cries.let me tell you mates something. Iam literally addicted to Twillight. Ive watch the movie. And once it's released in Singapore, i'll watch it again. Hopefully with someone worth watching with. Laughs* It super nice. Sweet plus romantic. Vampires are devoted lovers that never die. They are beings that i wish i could be . To cherish the one i love till the end of time. How awesome can life get?! With Super strength. Speed. The ability to read minds. And of cause Happily Ever After. Ohhlalala~
"About three things i was absolutely positive, First Edward was a vampire. Second, there was a part of him and i didnt know how dominant that part might be,that thrist that is for my blood. And third, i was unconditionally irrevocably in love with him "
I ought to get my hands on the first series of the book. I am on the look out for it. Please if you know of it's existance in any book store starting from the first book. Do let me know.. I am craving for it like i crave for everything. I know that most of you mates can't wait to get the link to the online twillight movie. But sorry mates, Iam not releasing it here as I am gonna let you wait in suspend till 18th December. And i bet it's worth your money , waiting ,mates.
xoxo;
Nuw.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
hola mates. School was pleasurable today. Plus plus... Today Andy went to school with me like literally liao. From Tampines you know. I almost faint. He live so far in the north, near bukit panjang there and he went all the way to Tampines to surprise me this morning but FAILED. ha ha ha. Guess piggy's not good at surprises... Ha ah. Wahhseyy. I was on board the train that later knowing him being at tamp. Ahhh. Lucky i havent gone way far from tamp. If not urhhh.. Poor Piggy. Then i had my french assignment done. Then have Manufacturing class which was short too. The tutor gave us some tips for common test next week. And somehow i feel a wee bit confident after getting my weekly assignment back from him. Much to my surprise i pull it thru all of them. Making me have interest to at least mug about it this weekend liao. After MFP lab was DSA lab. which was basically in other words called C# programming. Wahhh. I thought i would have failed terribly. But Ms Tan confirmed that i was short of afew more marks to at least passed. And I bet i'll try my best to pull it thru with the project and the Lab test two which is after the term break. Fuuuuyoooo. There's so much to be done. Yet having so little time. I still want to enjoy life like i usually do. Slack and Chill. Having no worries about the upcoming days. Ohhlalalala~ I crave for more holidays. And less school. I want to travel the world. And explore god's creation of love with love.
"LOVE FOR THE LOVERS" Baahhhhh. Iam done.
much love
told you about it at 9:10 PM
hola mates. School was pleasurable today. Plus plus... Today Andy went to school with me like literally liao. From Tampines you know. I almost faint. He live so far in the north, near bukit panjang there and he went all the way to Tampines to surprise me this morning but FAILED. ha ha ha. Guess piggy's not good at surprises... Ha ah. Wahhseyy. I was on board the train that later knowing him being at tamp. Ahhh. Lucky i havent gone way far from tamp. If not urhhh.. Poor Piggy. Then i had my french assignment done. Then have Manufacturing class which was short too. The tutor gave us some tips for common test next week. And somehow i feel a wee bit confident after getting my weekly assignment back from him. Much to my surprise i pull it thru all of them. Making me have interest to at least mug about it this weekend liao. After MFP lab was DSA lab. which was basically in other words called C# programming. Wahhh. I thought i would have failed terribly. But Ms Tan confirmed that i was short of afew more marks to at least passed. And I bet i'll try my best to pull it thru with the project and the Lab test two which is after the term break. Fuuuuyoooo. There's so much to be done. Yet having so little time. I still want to enjoy life like i usually do. Slack and Chill. Having no worries about the upcoming days. Ohhlalalala~ I crave for more holidays. And less school. I want to travel the world. And explore god's creation of love with love.
"LOVE FOR THE LOVERS" Baahhhhh. Iam done.
I super hate this girl. She's been a pain in my ass, eversince she entered Loyang Secondary. She have hacked my baby's friendster, msn acct times before. But guess she doesnt want to change still. She even stalked my baby home a lot of times just to know where she stays. Like farking irritating right?! And guess what she accept whatever negative we have to say of her cause she said she's in love with my baby. How is that possible when all you ever know of my baby was her photos and stuff. You even ask around about my baby. I am going to post her picture so all of you mates gets a sigh of her. So if you see her outside,make sure you don't ever try make contact with her. For all you know you're her next target. She will hunt about your background infomation till she has no more that she have to make up stories just so you get made with her and you're agitated.And that you'll confront her.She'll pop up at your regular places just to pissed you off. She's mentally unstable. Even her parents can't handle her. Sueming is her name. And she's a yr 2 in Loyang secondary school. Do keep her away!! She's on the lose thus beware!!
much love
told you about it at 4:34 AM
I super hate this girl. She's been a pain in my ass, eversince she entered Loyang Secondary. She have hacked my baby's friendster, msn acct times before. But guess she doesnt want to change still. She even stalked my baby home a lot of times just to know where she stays. Like farking irritating right?! And guess what she accept whatever negative we have to say of her cause she said she's in love with my baby. How is that possible when all you ever know of my baby was her photos and stuff. You even ask around about my baby. I am going to post her picture so all of you mates gets a sigh of her. So if you see her outside,make sure you don't ever try make contact with her. For all you know you're her next target. She will hunt about your background infomation till she has no more that she have to make up stories just so you get made with her and you're agitated.And that you'll confront her.She'll pop up at your regular places just to pissed you off. She's mentally unstable. Even her parents can't handle her. Sueming is her name. And she's a yr 2 in Loyang secondary school. Do keep her away!! She's on the lose thus beware!!
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
" There are so many insecure people in
the society today. It's like an epidemic
and it is causing big problems. Insecure
people need to be told 24 hours a day
that they're loved, that they're
good-looking , and on and on. If you're
married or in a relationship to an
insecure person, it can ruin your marriage and
relationship because you have to spend all your time trying to fix
them. Sooner or later, you'll get tired of
having to keep that person fixed. "
copyrighted frm Sven antimony profile. And super agree to this quote. How true can it ever get ,right?! Hopefully you mates can learn something from the quotations alright. Much love; Nuw.
much love
told you about it at 4:16 PM
" There are so many insecure people in
the society today. It's like an epidemic
and it is causing big problems. Insecure
people need to be told 24 hours a day
that they're loved, that they're
good-looking , and on and on. If you're
married or in a relationship to an
insecure person, it can ruin your marriage and
relationship because you have to spend all your time trying to fix
them. Sooner or later, you'll get tired of
having to keep that person fixed. "
copyrighted frm Sven antimony profile. And super agree to this quote. How true can it ever get ,right?! Hopefully you mates can learn something from the quotations alright. Much love; Nuw.
Introduction introduction.. This is my piggy. ANDY PRAKASH S/O NADARAJAN. laughs**.
He look so girly in this photo though. Was dared by his friends to use it while shopping for parts at sim lim just now. I find it cute though. This is the Andy ive been mentioning frm my previous posts,mates. Cute right?! ha ha ha.
Today i went to school with him., First meet but we both made a boo boo.!! He ended up waiting for me at Toa Payoh when iam at Bishan already. And that's nt the end. Then i was daydreaming at AMK that i never notice his train passed by. laughs* so he ended upi waiting for me at Yio Chu Kang. Which he could have done at the first place. ha ha .
And justnow before he went offline, he msn with me for a while. showing me the girly photo his friend took and stuff. And then he said he's going out to play mahjong. i was like nagging for awhile before letting him off. Then he said this... Awwww.... ha ha ha.
much love
told you about it at 12:11 AM
Introduction introduction.. This is my piggy. ANDY PRAKASH S/O NADARAJAN. laughs**.
He look so girly in this photo though. Was dared by his friends to use it while shopping for parts at sim lim just now. I find it cute though. This is the Andy ive been mentioning frm my previous posts,mates. Cute right?! ha ha ha.
Today i went to school with him., First meet but we both made a boo boo.!! He ended up waiting for me at Toa Payoh when iam at Bishan already. And that's nt the end. Then i was daydreaming at AMK that i never notice his train passed by. laughs* so he ended upi waiting for me at Yio Chu Kang. Which he could have done at the first place. ha ha .
And justnow before he went offline, he msn with me for a while. showing me the girly photo his friend took and stuff. And then he said he's going out to play mahjong. i was like nagging for awhile before letting him off. Then he said this... Awwww.... ha ha ha.
Monday, November 24, 2008
What should i really feel now?! I dont really know the answer to that question liao..Sorta have the mixed kinda feeling. Causing my stomach to feel real bad. Hungry?! Not really.Erghs. I hate the guilt I am feeling. Was iIto blame? For all that had happen! Gosh!! But why must i bother abt something when the one that's going thru it, doesnt even care. Ohh well. People lose themselves in thoughts that aint really essential. Its just that i need to go that extra mile just to be there for the one cause i care, you dumbhead. What do you call a friend that doesnt care. Hypocrites. Dreamers.Urghs. I hate having to tolerate people's attitude towards you when you're trying so hard to be there for them. Thus, i think i shall not care too much when people dont ask for it,right?! As they tend to take you for granted. F! luhhh.
"I am trying to be nice && you're screwing everything!!"
Mind my language mates, I just feel bad!
much love
told you about it at 1:22 AM
What should i really feel now?! I dont really know the answer to that question liao..Sorta have the mixed kinda feeling. Causing my stomach to feel real bad. Hungry?! Not really.Erghs. I hate the guilt I am feeling. Was iIto blame? For all that had happen! Gosh!! But why must i bother abt something when the one that's going thru it, doesnt even care. Ohh well. People lose themselves in thoughts that aint really essential. Its just that i need to go that extra mile just to be there for the one cause i care, you dumbhead. What do you call a friend that doesnt care. Hypocrites. Dreamers.Urghs. I hate having to tolerate people's attitude towards you when you're trying so hard to be there for them. Thus, i think i shall not care too much when people dont ask for it,right?! As they tend to take you for granted. F! luhhh.
"I am trying to be nice && you're screwing everything!!"
Mind my language mates, I just feel bad!
Sunday, November 23, 2008
the street soccer tournament we all have been wanting to hear abt.Okay it was yesterday luhh right?! And iam updating today, so let me start by saying that we lost to a pathetic PENALTY KICK... oppsy i shud have kept the results for last but i just couldn't resist the suspends any longer. ERRRR!! Basically i woke up late much to phoning till like 4 in the morning.. After that dont expect me to wake up like 8plus just to be early with my team mates. They really wooo.. All came late i supposed. When i reached ard like 11plus, the sorewinner team had lost. And we're left with the sorelosers like always. Hopes were high. And guess what MAEL didn't turn up. Cause he had dragonboat competition that morning. I was pissed somehow. Having to not have a good player on a tournament like this. We wanted to win like all others. As we won before. And wait we ahd too wait till like ard 1plus then we got the chance to play. Our only game. We were up to draw till the moment darren lose focus on the ball. Due to some reason thought. The whole was a tough fight. As the opponing team were so rough on us. If you were to see the game thru yesterday,you ought to frustratd too. As the players of SKW was damn big size and theor leg were twice the size of my team's player. ERGHSS. and we were like drawing. They we really bad sports as they literally push my player off ground. Imagine the sight od sabby flying to the ground. I was pissed the moment one of them basically ritaliate and push my smallest player, which was afiq. Hence traggaring the audience. Most of them we against SKW due to their rough play. All i could pray for was the existance of MAEL there. If only he were there, there sure will be a fight. Cause i know hw much winning means to MAEL. ha ha ha haha a. I was preety mad, i can say as i cant stop blabering abt the afiq incident. It was so unexpected of SKW. Due to rage i almost start a fight. As i know if iam in, all of them will be in against them. BUT BUT BUT. my concious self was over control and i could handle a rage. Farithz was there too supporting the SORELOSERS. (:(: i was proud of them though. For at least withstanding that hooligans frm winning a goal. YEAHYEAH!!! later after resting we went for a swim and early dinner. Which lead to me snoring in my bed the whole night. Was somehow drained?! Next week iam going to witness the fight between farithz's team and that SKW team. SUCKY SUCK. I cant wait to see them lose..ARGHS!!
much love
told you about it at 5:47 PM
the street soccer tournament we all have been wanting to hear abt.Okay it was yesterday luhh right?! And iam updating today, so let me start by saying that we lost to a pathetic PENALTY KICK... oppsy i shud have kept the results for last but i just couldn't resist the suspends any longer. ERRRR!! Basically i woke up late much to phoning till like 4 in the morning.. After that dont expect me to wake up like 8plus just to be early with my team mates. They really wooo.. All came late i supposed. When i reached ard like 11plus, the sorewinner team had lost. And we're left with the sorelosers like always. Hopes were high. And guess what MAEL didn't turn up. Cause he had dragonboat competition that morning. I was pissed somehow. Having to not have a good player on a tournament like this. We wanted to win like all others. As we won before. And wait we ahd too wait till like ard 1plus then we got the chance to play. Our only game. We were up to draw till the moment darren lose focus on the ball. Due to some reason thought. The whole was a tough fight. As the opponing team were so rough on us. If you were to see the game thru yesterday,you ought to frustratd too. As the players of SKW was damn big size and theor leg were twice the size of my team's player. ERGHSS. and we were like drawing. They we really bad sports as they literally push my player off ground. Imagine the sight od sabby flying to the ground. I was pissed the moment one of them basically ritaliate and push my smallest player, which was afiq. Hence traggaring the audience. Most of them we against SKW due to their rough play. All i could pray for was the existance of MAEL there. If only he were there, there sure will be a fight. Cause i know hw much winning means to MAEL. ha ha ha haha a. I was preety mad, i can say as i cant stop blabering abt the afiq incident. It was so unexpected of SKW. Due to rage i almost start a fight. As i know if iam in, all of them will be in against them. BUT BUT BUT. my concious self was over control and i could handle a rage. Farithz was there too supporting the SORELOSERS. (:(: i was proud of them though. For at least withstanding that hooligans frm winning a goal. YEAHYEAH!!! later after resting we went for a swim and early dinner. Which lead to me snoring in my bed the whole night. Was somehow drained?! Next week iam going to witness the fight between farithz's team and that SKW team. SUCKY SUCK. I cant wait to see them lose..ARGHS!!
Saturday, November 22, 2008
" ohh shit. ohh shit. ohh shit... i made a boo boo!! Shit shit.. I dont know where to start. Iam really sorry to those ive hurt so far. Ive just notice that by just being myself hurts others. How am i going to love someone devotedly when i feel all fenced up. Some bonds are made and our class are too close. And i really have no guts to bring myself to repay the feeling you are having for me as iam not ready to be devoted to one. Like before. How many times must i go through this line. Why can't we love yet not being in a relationship. I reckon that. Iam into random love. I spread much love to those who are willing to return love back to me. Due to that i think others misunderstood me. Iam here sort of to clear the hot air that has been in some minds. Yes! I care for you more than a friend. Cause i dont want you to fall back and ruin everything in your life. Yes! i fear going out with you or either just be there with you as i fear due to that, your feelings for me will grow. And i dont want you to feel that iam taking you for a ride. But today was all preplanned by my bruder. I wasnt making excuses to not have lunch with you,dude! Guess assumptions do kill. It hurts to know that you're hurt. Cause i dont plan things to happen this way. But well i think all that happen went too fast , and it can't be mended. As whats done is done. Iam trully sorry from the bottom of my heart if i've hurt you in any form. Iam just me. And hope you're doing just fine. Remember that i'll always be here to spread love. Once again iam sorry. if you're reading this. hope you accept my apology. "
xoxo;
Nuwul.
much love
told you about it at 1:53 AM
" ohh shit. ohh shit. ohh shit... i made a boo boo!! Shit shit.. I dont know where to start. Iam really sorry to those ive hurt so far. Ive just notice that by just being myself hurts others. How am i going to love someone devotedly when i feel all fenced up. Some bonds are made and our class are too close. And i really have no guts to bring myself to repay the feeling you are having for me as iam not ready to be devoted to one. Like before. How many times must i go through this line. Why can't we love yet not being in a relationship. I reckon that. Iam into random love. I spread much love to those who are willing to return love back to me. Due to that i think others misunderstood me. Iam here sort of to clear the hot air that has been in some minds. Yes! I care for you more than a friend. Cause i dont want you to fall back and ruin everything in your life. Yes! i fear going out with you or either just be there with you as i fear due to that, your feelings for me will grow. And i dont want you to feel that iam taking you for a ride. But today was all preplanned by my bruder. I wasnt making excuses to not have lunch with you,dude! Guess assumptions do kill. It hurts to know that you're hurt. Cause i dont plan things to happen this way. But well i think all that happen went too fast , and it can't be mended. As whats done is done. Iam trully sorry from the bottom of my heart if i've hurt you in any form. Iam just me. And hope you're doing just fine. Remember that i'll always be here to spread love. Once again iam sorry. if you're reading this. hope you accept my apology. "
xoxo;
Nuwul.
Friday, November 21, 2008
Back to Wednesday night.. My last minute decision to attend TPRAWKS was wayyyy awesome. Cause on the way back, at the yio chu kang mrt platform, i met mervin. The Ex dancer form TPDE. So since he had nothing on that night. I drag him along for the JAMANDHOP thingy at TCC. i find TP people being too strict luhh. They dont even allow their own students to join the fun. FARK right. But well i did enter. And imagine if they wudve find out my existance after the whole thing ends. How frustrated can you get??!! HAH.. An NYP student in TP JAMANDHOP..cool or wat. I wore the coordinator's black tee plus a tattoo which without any you can't simply enter. So yeah.. I entered with no trouble at all. FUUUYOOOO!! ha ha dumbasses. They are being too strict for no apparent reason luhh dey. How dumb right.?! I'll rate their JAMANDHOP, 3 out of 10 cause there's too much JAM then HOP. i thot it shud be at least equal. Like urghs. Unfortunately for me i was there to groove to the DJ's beat and all dressed up for a dance which never really last long. FARKINGFARKER.. But well the existance of one of the TPDE member made my night. Him and his so unforgetable face were tattooed hard in my mind all the way thru the night. HAHA!! He dance so well too,with super cute expressions. With mervin going ard being friendly with almost anybody.Even the ones he dont know. HAHA!!Being with him made me not afraid to have fun while other's are watching. Like he said..."FROM STRANGERS BECOME FRIENDS!!" hellyeah.!! Ohh wait.. And you ought to check out the hot designs students from TP, they have the full thing i can say. Just no full torso luhh. I caught my eye on one of them on the way back to the Tampines Inter. The more i ponder being having such a cliche poly life in TP..thus iam in NYP for a reason yawwww... lalalala~~
Yesterday's plus today's school equavalent to pathetic. URGHS!! Imagind havin to wake up so early in the morning to attend test for only two then you are free till like 2PM. sian right? Welcome to my NYP life. sucky man!! If not for Andy i think i wud have been late for my BIS test yesterday. Many love to Andy. (: (: Damn!! Acerli i had innovative project's lecture which i never attend before at twelve. Due to not having DSA class at 10 and thanks to me for being super forgetful, i wud hav brought my admin card for lecture. So ive decided since i never brought my card along to school today,rather then slack in school and attend a lecture that isnt gonna mark you present for it,might as well enjoy a lovely trip to lala~ land in my beloved bed. laughs. Thats what i eventually did. Thanks to mates that doesnt want to study for CISCO test which was today. HAHAHA... And guess what i slept the whole way thru yesterday. UHH!! super tired i'd call it. I slept all the way till like ard 8 then watch harry potter and the goblet of fire then watch project runway... later finding myself sound asleep in my bed again. Kor Kor X has no choice but to carry me back to my room.. AWWWWW!!! Aint that sweet. Love you Kor Kor.He even promised to buy me the red adidas watch that ive wanted for like 1mth ago and of choice after much persuation luuhhhh. EVIL LAUGHS~..
Today was like okay luhh. The cisco test which i never even studied for was terribly easy as we had the chance to chat and pass answers thru MSN!! Cool man!! The tutor rock fulltime.YQ even had the gonggong guts to search google for the descriptive questions. OHH man!! you gendeng.!! hah ah.
much love
told you about it at 12:48 PM
Back to Wednesday night.. My last minute decision to attend TPRAWKS was wayyyy awesome. Cause on the way back, at the yio chu kang mrt platform, i met mervin. The Ex dancer form TPDE. So since he had nothing on that night. I drag him along for the JAMANDHOP thingy at TCC. i find TP people being too strict luhh. They dont even allow their own students to join the fun. FARK right. But well i did enter. And imagine if they wudve find out my existance after the whole thing ends. How frustrated can you get??!! HAH.. An NYP student in TP JAMANDHOP..cool or wat. I wore the coordinator's black tee plus a tattoo which without any you can't simply enter. So yeah.. I entered with no trouble at all. FUUUYOOOO!! ha ha dumbasses. They are being too strict for no apparent reason luhh dey. How dumb right.?! I'll rate their JAMANDHOP, 3 out of 10 cause there's too much JAM then HOP. i thot it shud be at least equal. Like urghs. Unfortunately for me i was there to groove to the DJ's beat and all dressed up for a dance which never really last long. FARKINGFARKER.. But well the existance of one of the TPDE member made my night. Him and his so unforgetable face were tattooed hard in my mind all the way thru the night. HAHA!! He dance so well too,with super cute expressions. With mervin going ard being friendly with almost anybody.Even the ones he dont know. HAHA!!Being with him made me not afraid to have fun while other's are watching. Like he said..."FROM STRANGERS BECOME FRIENDS!!" hellyeah.!! Ohh wait.. And you ought to check out the hot designs students from TP, they have the full thing i can say. Just no full torso luhh. I caught my eye on one of them on the way back to the Tampines Inter. The more i ponder being having such a cliche poly life in TP..thus iam in NYP for a reason yawwww... lalalala~~
Yesterday's plus today's school equavalent to pathetic. URGHS!! Imagind havin to wake up so early in the morning to attend test for only two then you are free till like 2PM. sian right? Welcome to my NYP life. sucky man!! If not for Andy i think i wud have been late for my BIS test yesterday. Many love to Andy. (: (: Damn!! Acerli i had innovative project's lecture which i never attend before at twelve. Due to not having DSA class at 10 and thanks to me for being super forgetful, i wud hav brought my admin card for lecture. So ive decided since i never brought my card along to school today,rather then slack in school and attend a lecture that isnt gonna mark you present for it,might as well enjoy a lovely trip to lala~ land in my beloved bed. laughs. Thats what i eventually did. Thanks to mates that doesnt want to study for CISCO test which was today. HAHAHA... And guess what i slept the whole way thru yesterday. UHH!! super tired i'd call it. I slept all the way till like ard 8 then watch harry potter and the goblet of fire then watch project runway... later finding myself sound asleep in my bed again. Kor Kor X has no choice but to carry me back to my room.. AWWWWW!!! Aint that sweet. Love you Kor Kor.He even promised to buy me the red adidas watch that ive wanted for like 1mth ago and of choice after much persuation luuhhhh. EVIL LAUGHS~..
Today was like okay luhh. The cisco test which i never even studied for was terribly easy as we had the chance to chat and pass answers thru MSN!! Cool man!! The tutor rock fulltime.YQ even had the gonggong guts to search google for the descriptive questions. OHH man!! you gendeng.!! hah ah.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
The Kind Of Christmas I Really Want To Look Forward too...
Imagine having Dougie Poynter as a gift from Santa. OMFG!! It will be like a dream come true. I bet i will end up fainting the moment i see him in the box. OHHHHH!!!
much love
told you about it at 2:45 AM
The Kind Of Christmas I Really Want To Look Forward too...
Imagine having Dougie Poynter as a gift from Santa. OMFG!! It will be like a dream come true. I bet i will end up fainting the moment i see him in the box. OHHHHH!!!
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Okay I dont acerli know what to start with. There's so much that happen since my last post. Was just too lazy to update this space of mine. So yeah. Here Iam. I may look okay on the outside,smiling all the way like i always do. But dont be fool. Cause iam not okay in the inside. Cause iam losing too much. So mind me if I am different. I really sucks at regrets. Errrrmm.
1. THE CHALET.
Last weekend which was on the 14th to the 16th of November. My super duper clique held a chalet at sentosa. With a simple motive of catching up on stuff. Knowing what we had long forgotten about. And this chalet also marks a sign of goodbye to most of us as it was the last few days before some as to go and pursue their dreams overseas. I cried at the thought of not having them to fall back too. They are so called my cushion when i fall. They break the impact. They are like no other. Especially Timothy and Drake. My beloved blood brud. They are so one of a kind. And so i reckon... I reached sentosa with Matty at ard 6plus. Coming across Drake making out with his love for this weekend at the room. Wahsey. Dirty the place only xia. Laughs. He just need to have some fun he said. Like duhh!! And so yeah. I was super drained after 3hours of fundamental networking in the morning. Plus DSA make up lesson with WY and 03gang. Laughs. They're loved. Due to exhaustion, I slept till ard 11. When they woke me up to enjoy a drink. My unconcious mind declined and plead to be left alone for the night. Which they did till the moment Ah Boon called and i answered. They were pissed. Cause I woke up just to answer the call but declined their offer to enjoy. As a results my hp was 'CONFISCATED' by Timothy for the rest of the time i spent at the chalet. So yeah. I survive the three days that though i wouldnt without my hp. Blushing~ I was the only single girl in this super duper clique of mine. All of the bruds are happily attached or had a one night stand as a company. Later the existance of Helmy, turned me off completely. He so called didnt know that he was supposed to bring along his gf. So yeah. You can read my mind. I was paired with him. And i have to do almost everything with him for the three day. For Goodness Sake. He's my blady Ex boyfie, you mofo.... Arghs. But well he really make things up to me this three days. But i know well that he's lovely attached to Suzanna since the year i broke up with him. And i dont plan to change that any bit. At first it was really awkward bt as you get drunk nothing really matters right. All we had was fun. But not forgetting Limitations, my dear. Ha aha . I couldnt believe that Timothy and Drake warned him before they paired me with him. So nothing really happens, so wash all those undesirable thoughts alright.?!And i love him for the three days thought. He was like my own. Just that the past are always there to remind us before a mistake is done. Get it!! Guess thats the only highlight of this weekend though.
"Much loovve spread to those going off soon. Many memories holds us up tight. Do remember us when youre alone and lonely. We'll always be here when you return. "
xoxo;
MeiMei.
2. DANISH MICHAEL ANG.
Guess i am feelign really off myself this week and for the upcoming week. The Best Cousie Ever. My Only. Danny Michy. My super beloved cousie that took Halfie's place in my heart, is going back to Australia to study and stay. I know well that he staying here wasnt going to be a permanent one. Guess this is the effect of loving too much than you are supposed to. And it do hurts me , knowing that there is really no one that i could really depend on right here. I mean those that i could meet up during my sleepless nights for a drink. And the ones i could trust with my secrets. Urghs. Everyone's leaving and iam stucked here with a diploma to pursue. Somehow its freaking me out. Like urghs.
" And Honey, don't you dare say I am going to get over you soon as you are tattoo-d deep in my heart. And that no one could practically replace the gap youve leave behind. As there is no replica of my Danny Michy. And wait. Youre loved terribly."
xoxo;
Yr.wully.
4. ANDY.
Yesterday we were like slacking at mac in school when we came across the a really cute guy. He looked malay bt NOT. laughs* As we mumbled about his features, Chanel got the idea that i wanted to get to know him real well. And literally dared Sabby to ask him for his number. And so Sabby asked me for my phone and guess what he really asked for his number liao. I was damn paisey that i hid under the table. I was red all over xia. But well new friends are loved.
(:
much love
told you about it at 4:00 PM
Okay I dont acerli know what to start with. There's so much that happen since my last post. Was just too lazy to update this space of mine. So yeah. Here Iam. I may look okay on the outside,smiling all the way like i always do. But dont be fool. Cause iam not okay in the inside. Cause iam losing too much. So mind me if I am different. I really sucks at regrets. Errrrmm.
1. THE CHALET.
Last weekend which was on the 14th to the 16th of November. My super duper clique held a chalet at sentosa. With a simple motive of catching up on stuff. Knowing what we had long forgotten about. And this chalet also marks a sign of goodbye to most of us as it was the last few days before some as to go and pursue their dreams overseas. I cried at the thought of not having them to fall back too. They are so called my cushion when i fall. They break the impact. They are like no other. Especially Timothy and Drake. My beloved blood brud. They are so one of a kind. And so i reckon... I reached sentosa with Matty at ard 6plus. Coming across Drake making out with his love for this weekend at the room. Wahsey. Dirty the place only xia. Laughs. He just need to have some fun he said. Like duhh!! And so yeah. I was super drained after 3hours of fundamental networking in the morning. Plus DSA make up lesson with WY and 03gang. Laughs. They're loved. Due to exhaustion, I slept till ard 11. When they woke me up to enjoy a drink. My unconcious mind declined and plead to be left alone for the night. Which they did till the moment Ah Boon called and i answered. They were pissed. Cause I woke up just to answer the call but declined their offer to enjoy. As a results my hp was 'CONFISCATED' by Timothy for the rest of the time i spent at the chalet. So yeah. I survive the three days that though i wouldnt without my hp. Blushing~ I was the only single girl in this super duper clique of mine. All of the bruds are happily attached or had a one night stand as a company. Later the existance of Helmy, turned me off completely. He so called didnt know that he was supposed to bring along his gf. So yeah. You can read my mind. I was paired with him. And i have to do almost everything with him for the three day. For Goodness Sake. He's my blady Ex boyfie, you mofo.... Arghs. But well he really make things up to me this three days. But i know well that he's lovely attached to Suzanna since the year i broke up with him. And i dont plan to change that any bit. At first it was really awkward bt as you get drunk nothing really matters right. All we had was fun. But not forgetting Limitations, my dear. Ha aha . I couldnt believe that Timothy and Drake warned him before they paired me with him. So nothing really happens, so wash all those undesirable thoughts alright.?!And i love him for the three days thought. He was like my own. Just that the past are always there to remind us before a mistake is done. Get it!! Guess thats the only highlight of this weekend though.
"Much loovve spread to those going off soon. Many memories holds us up tight. Do remember us when youre alone and lonely. We'll always be here when you return. "
xoxo;
MeiMei.
2. DANISH MICHAEL ANG.
Guess i am feelign really off myself this week and for the upcoming week. The Best Cousie Ever. My Only. Danny Michy. My super beloved cousie that took Halfie's place in my heart, is going back to Australia to study and stay. I know well that he staying here wasnt going to be a permanent one. Guess this is the effect of loving too much than you are supposed to. And it do hurts me , knowing that there is really no one that i could really depend on right here. I mean those that i could meet up during my sleepless nights for a drink. And the ones i could trust with my secrets. Urghs. Everyone's leaving and iam stucked here with a diploma to pursue. Somehow its freaking me out. Like urghs.
" And Honey, don't you dare say I am going to get over you soon as you are tattoo-d deep in my heart. And that no one could practically replace the gap youve leave behind. As there is no replica of my Danny Michy. And wait. Youre loved terribly."
xoxo;
Yr.wully.
4. ANDY.
Yesterday we were like slacking at mac in school when we came across the a really cute guy. He looked malay bt NOT. laughs* As we mumbled about his features, Chanel got the idea that i wanted to get to know him real well. And literally dared Sabby to ask him for his number. And so Sabby asked me for my phone and guess what he really asked for his number liao. I was damn paisey that i hid under the table. I was red all over xia. But well new friends are loved.
(:
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Rumors
"Saturday steppin' into the club.
And it makes me wanna tell the DJ Turn It Up
I feel the energy all around
And my body can't stop moving to the sound
But I can tell that you're watching me
And you're probably gonna write what you didn't see
Well I just need a little space to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy
[BRIDGE:]
Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having funI'm gonna live my life
Like I wanna do
[CHORUS:]
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
Here we are back up in the club
People taking pictures
Don't you think they get enough
I just wanna be all over the floor
And throw my hands up in the air to a beat like (What?)
I've gotta say respectfully
I would like it if you take the cameras off of me
'Cause I just want a little room to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy
[BRIDGE:]
[CHORUS:]
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
I just need to free my mind (my mind)
Just wanna dance and have a good time (good time)
I'm tired of rumors (rumors)
Followed (followed, followed, followed, followed, followed)
What they (follow) me
Why can't they (they they they-they-they) let me live
Take this for just what it is
[CHORUS:]
much love
told you about it at 12:09 AM
Rumors
"Saturday steppin' into the club.
And it makes me wanna tell the DJ Turn It Up
I feel the energy all around
And my body can't stop moving to the sound
But I can tell that you're watching me
And you're probably gonna write what you didn't see
Well I just need a little space to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy
[BRIDGE:]
Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having funI'm gonna live my life
Like I wanna do
[CHORUS:]
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
Here we are back up in the club
People taking pictures
Don't you think they get enough
I just wanna be all over the floor
And throw my hands up in the air to a beat like (What?)
I've gotta say respectfully
I would like it if you take the cameras off of me
'Cause I just want a little room to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy
[BRIDGE:]
[CHORUS:]
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
I just need to free my mind (my mind)
Just wanna dance and have a good time (good time)
I'm tired of rumors (rumors)
Followed (followed, followed, followed, followed, followed)
What they (follow) me
Why can't they (they they they-they-they) let me live
Take this for just what it is
[CHORUS:]
Monday, November 10, 2008
ohh shit. ohh shit. i dont get you. you say that you are trying to look out for me?! WTF. eyy boy. Never did i ever get involve with your love life. But why did you?
much love
told you about it at 11:22 PM
ohh shit. ohh shit. i dont get you. you say that you are trying to look out for me?! WTF. eyy boy. Never did i ever get involve with your love life. But why did you?
Sunday, November 9, 2008
wahh. Sunday glory. I find today a real waste of precious time. There is so much to be done.
1. Send my jeans for alteration.
2. Collect my shades back from yana.
3. Go buy myself a plain white tee.
4.Complete Discussion Forum.
5. Complete Manufacturing Process Hmwk.
etc,etc,etc....
I was supposed to run some errands bt i end up at home. Painting nails and reading magazines. Like as if life is that managable that i could lay back and just forget the world as i reckon fantasy land. How i wish i could be in a world of only perfection nothing else. Guess dreams are only meant to remain as dreams. Weeks have passed and the thought of some cravings keeps repeating in my mind ,i swear the moment i open my braces, i am going to pierce my tongue and my hand. At first i had in mind of doing inner lip tattoo. Many thanks to Mister Danish Micheal for introducing the possibility of it. He got it done all the way back time when he was in the states. When he turned 14.Cool urhh.
I wanted a star or even a Gemini logo.Just like this one.
Well my mind has been well made up. And i'll wait till i am really prepared then i'll get a tattoo all over again. The feeling of removing one is not that pleasant. I am done with the thought of visiting the plastic surgeon all over again.It gives me the creeps. So yeah guess I am really fickle minded. I fear that i will get addicted to doing one and that i want more. Just like korkor Raf. But he's a guy. And I am a girl. So that really set us apart... Other then that nothing 's different about us, two. Cause both want to experiment new stuff and that both can never compromise with life commitments... bla bla bla. At first i wanted to experiment with the lizard tongue thingy bt well many disagree with the thought of it.
So mission cancelled.
Currently contacting someone new. Accepting the fact that opportunities never always come knocking twice on our life doors. And that the best never always remain the best cause no one is actually perfect. Bye bye past. ohh well many loves to the present and upcoming future.
Somehow i really can't accept that some has to smoke their life away. What's the use of smoking when it's outcome is really visible. Ive set my conscience clear that smokers sucks. All they think of are themselves. Never taking in mind the conquences of their habits. The lives they put at risk just by liting a cigarette and puff it all up. I dont find the necessity to smoke. Like really. I tried it before. But nothing's that pleasurable though. Just "ohh i smoke ya know." or "do you have a lighter"?!! And the issue here is why must guys always say that that they are quiting , just to please a girl?! Ohh please don't place false hopes to the girls when you are just trying to tackle her or whatever. I still disagree to the fact that you can't control your habit. When it has to stop it has to. No but-s. Ermm guess nothing's gonna change your mind of your habits urhh. Suits yourself then,smokers. [ p.s this is my lil space, so i have the right to say about almost anything here. ]
much love
told you about it at 6:40 PM
wahh. Sunday glory. I find today a real waste of precious time. There is so much to be done.
1. Send my jeans for alteration.
2. Collect my shades back from yana.
3. Go buy myself a plain white tee.
4.Complete Discussion Forum.
5. Complete Manufacturing Process Hmwk.
etc,etc,etc....
I was supposed to run some errands bt i end up at home. Painting nails and reading magazines. Like as if life is that managable that i could lay back and just forget the world as i reckon fantasy land. How i wish i could be in a world of only perfection nothing else. Guess dreams are only meant to remain as dreams. Weeks have passed and the thought of some cravings keeps repeating in my mind ,i swear the moment i open my braces, i am going to pierce my tongue and my hand. At first i had in mind of doing inner lip tattoo. Many thanks to Mister Danish Micheal for introducing the possibility of it. He got it done all the way back time when he was in the states. When he turned 14.Cool urhh.
I wanted a star or even a Gemini logo.Just like this one.
Well my mind has been well made up. And i'll wait till i am really prepared then i'll get a tattoo all over again. The feeling of removing one is not that pleasant. I am done with the thought of visiting the plastic surgeon all over again.It gives me the creeps. So yeah guess I am really fickle minded. I fear that i will get addicted to doing one and that i want more. Just like korkor Raf. But he's a guy. And I am a girl. So that really set us apart... Other then that nothing 's different about us, two. Cause both want to experiment new stuff and that both can never compromise with life commitments... bla bla bla. At first i wanted to experiment with the lizard tongue thingy bt well many disagree with the thought of it.
So mission cancelled.
Currently contacting someone new. Accepting the fact that opportunities never always come knocking twice on our life doors. And that the best never always remain the best cause no one is actually perfect. Bye bye past. ohh well many loves to the present and upcoming future.
Somehow i really can't accept that some has to smoke their life away. What's the use of smoking when it's outcome is really visible. Ive set my conscience clear that smokers sucks. All they think of are themselves. Never taking in mind the conquences of their habits. The lives they put at risk just by liting a cigarette and puff it all up. I dont find the necessity to smoke. Like really. I tried it before. But nothing's that pleasurable though. Just "ohh i smoke ya know." or "do you have a lighter"?!! And the issue here is why must guys always say that that they are quiting , just to please a girl?! Ohh please don't place false hopes to the girls when you are just trying to tackle her or whatever. I still disagree to the fact that you can't control your habit. When it has to stop it has to. No but-s. Ermm guess nothing's gonna change your mind of your habits urhh. Suits yourself then,smokers. [ p.s this is my lil space, so i have the right to say about almost anything here. ]
Friday, November 7, 2008
it's friday today. And it makes the end of a monotonous week of failures. I failed my DSA first quiz togather with my BIS online quiz. I ought to pull up my socks though. I want to score an even better gpa this semester but i am still stuck in my land of dreams. Test are due next week and i dont even know what some of the modules are about. Fundamental networking was a drag today. Having to sustain sleep. Ohh God please bless me. Then innovation project is having a presentation next week, Monday. Urgh.. its like the 4th week since school reopen and i have not enjoyed school really that much thus finding it be a nuisance. Nothing's making me look forward to going to school and stuff. How could this be?! I also dont know. Ohh man!! How i wish ever single week passes by so slowly. Cause i dont really look forward to weekends as they maybe really sickening. The fact that my weekends don't feel like weekend anymore. Okay let's stop the emo-ing. Back to school,. i settled the street soccer competition regisitration for both our teams. Seven to six. One group has a shortage of one subtitude player. But guess we will do just fine without that one player. Having the though that the sorelosers will rise to victory all over again. Woo hoo~ Then i had to wait for chen ting to play basketball. And guess what? I endured the sun and the prespiration. Bo pian leyy. Ha ha . Then home sweet home. Where i found my dearest darling at best. And snoring i go. laugh* planned to have an evening jog but guess my beauty sleep i smuch of an importance to my unconcious self when i realised it was like 5in the evening but my mind was totally out of jogging itself. I continued sleeping till 20:00plus. and i think iam done here.
much love
told you about it at 9:18 PM
it's friday today. And it makes the end of a monotonous week of failures. I failed my DSA first quiz togather with my BIS online quiz. I ought to pull up my socks though. I want to score an even better gpa this semester but i am still stuck in my land of dreams. Test are due next week and i dont even know what some of the modules are about. Fundamental networking was a drag today. Having to sustain sleep. Ohh God please bless me. Then innovation project is having a presentation next week, Monday. Urgh.. its like the 4th week since school reopen and i have not enjoyed school really that much thus finding it be a nuisance. Nothing's making me look forward to going to school and stuff. How could this be?! I also dont know. Ohh man!! How i wish ever single week passes by so slowly. Cause i dont really look forward to weekends as they maybe really sickening. The fact that my weekends don't feel like weekend anymore. Okay let's stop the emo-ing. Back to school,. i settled the street soccer competition regisitration for both our teams. Seven to six. One group has a shortage of one subtitude player. But guess we will do just fine without that one player. Having the though that the sorelosers will rise to victory all over again. Woo hoo~ Then i had to wait for chen ting to play basketball. And guess what? I endured the sun and the prespiration. Bo pian leyy. Ha ha . Then home sweet home. Where i found my dearest darling at best. And snoring i go. laugh* planned to have an evening jog but guess my beauty sleep i smuch of an importance to my unconcious self when i realised it was like 5in the evening but my mind was totally out of jogging itself. I continued sleeping till 20:00plus. and i think iam done here.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
hello mates. I was too lazy to update this page of mine. so yeah. Now was like .. my last post was like on the 28 i think. correct me if iam wrong. But yeah it was like so long ago. (:
I made new friends today at friendster and msn too. Ah boon and Qi feng from D403. ha ha. thay are super friendly then i though they were. guess looks are deceiving. Back to today ,school was ordinary at first. But as usual i look upon skipping fundamental networking lecture with my classy. We went to consume some food at kofu. Then we proceed to libraby coz we want make some noise. Before that we went to withdraw money at the shopping arcade where i saw this super cute caucasion guy wearing one black-jason-mraz-kinda hat with his curly locks. ohh so cute. But well keeping in my my all time favourite crush that ive longed to see eversince school reopened. ohh damn. so yeah i kinda miss the way he smile. That sun kissed skin color and that full set of torso. ohh make my legs go weak. **laughs!! Lets not forget about that jason mraz wanna be. Sabby saw him at the library when he return from the toilet. So i was ohhh. i begged him to accompany me to cheers to go pass that jason mraz wannabe . Later i was complaining about having to go all the way to cheers to have a look at that cutie,junior version of jason mraz. Later once i enter the cheers my eyes caught hold of this so familiar yet ever lasting missed face. It was that guy i was missing all this while. I crave for him even more. h aaa. If you dont believe you can ask sabby. i went bizzaredly unstable once i saw him. ohhh.
much love
told you about it at 11:17 PM
hello mates. I was too lazy to update this page of mine. so yeah. Now was like .. my last post was like on the 28 i think. correct me if iam wrong. But yeah it was like so long ago. (:
I made new friends today at friendster and msn too. Ah boon and Qi feng from D403. ha ha. thay are super friendly then i though they were. guess looks are deceiving. Back to today ,school was ordinary at first. But as usual i look upon skipping fundamental networking lecture with my classy. We went to consume some food at kofu. Then we proceed to libraby coz we want make some noise. Before that we went to withdraw money at the shopping arcade where i saw this super cute caucasion guy wearing one black-jason-mraz-kinda hat with his curly locks. ohh so cute. But well keeping in my my all time favourite crush that ive longed to see eversince school reopened. ohh damn. so yeah i kinda miss the way he smile. That sun kissed skin color and that full set of torso. ohh make my legs go weak. **laughs!! Lets not forget about that jason mraz wanna be. Sabby saw him at the library when he return from the toilet. So i was ohhh. i begged him to accompany me to cheers to go pass that jason mraz wannabe . Later i was complaining about having to go all the way to cheers to have a look at that cutie,junior version of jason mraz. Later once i enter the cheers my eyes caught hold of this so familiar yet ever lasting missed face. It was that guy i was missing all this while. I crave for him even more. h aaa. If you dont believe you can ask sabby. i went bizzaredly unstable once i saw him. ohhh.
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[ Cool or what! Focus on Edward, he's eyeing Belle. And hey he looked gorgeous. ] 
[ The fire in them that keeps on burning. ]
